Better explanation sorry confusion set in

[vanilla_mlkshake2007]

Ok In the past couple weeks I have mad some confusing posts to some people and I understand the confusion.Shaunclo got me really thinking to what I was posting and it didn't make sense the way I was posting it
First of all in in the past 3 weeks I've noticed that durind the past few years I have been using Avinzas,I have lost alot of dope,and I mean alot.
I guess its because when I started IV'ng 5 years ago I started with oxys,no lil balls,no problem getting the full effect each and every time.
When I started on the Avinzas a quick way for me to get a fix was to finely crush the lil balls that come in the capsule witha mortar and pestal ,add about 35cc's of water,put cotten in and filter it draw up and shoot.I always caught a hell of a buzz and therefore never figured anything was wrong but because of the amount I was using in terms of milligrams I could havde been high for the next 5 years for free had I done things right the first time around.
I had tried the heating method once or twice but always overheated and made my stuff gooey which would clog my works so I just stuck to doing it the way I just mentioned.
Now comes my finances are getting stretched.I've learned alot on this web-site and others such as harm-reduction.org,heroin helper.com etc.
A couple weeks ago I was running short on drugs so I decided to take only half a pill and heat it a very lil bit and inject it then I came and posted about the increased potency and how much extremely higher I got.The reason I found out this morning when I paid a lil more attention to what I was doing was because by applying the heat a bit whatever was in the balls would melt .Therefore when I finished filtering through the cotten instead of all kinds of white stuff being left in the spoon there was hardly nothing at all.
This brought me to the conclusion that even though I had been crushing to a fine powder the morphine wasn't really totally activated until the white powder was melted down a bit.This created a much stronger thin syrup mixture but not too thick so it was gooey and clogged my works up.I guess it just activated the morphine into the heated water.Maybe if I used hot water instead of room temp water there still wouldn't be any heating invoved,but I also noticed when I drew up the mixture there wasn't alot of white powder still left in the spoon.
I mean either way I guess the morphine was never going to a total waste because I would always lick the spoon and suck on the cotten,but what I guess I'm saying is had that mixtue been all sucked up through the syringe I would have gotten the high I have been getting dailey for the past few years I have been using Avinzas,but instead I had just been happy with the buzz I was getting.It was always fine enough for me.Doing it how I did it and licking the spoon I mean,but now that I have discovered this new way of I guess breaking the morphine down intgo the water and getting the whole IV rush at once instead of a IV rush and then a lil high from what I licked off the spoon I now get the whole enchilada at once.
I have recieved a few PM's asking exactly what I mean by enhancing the Morphine.I guess it should have always been that kind of high but because I didn't have as much knowledge as I do now I never knew there would be such a big difference.
I hope I have explained things a lil clearer.I guess you can't make a 60 milligram pill stronger then a 60 milligram pill it just all depends on how you choose to prepare that pill.I was always getting the whole thing just part IV and part orally nothing like I am getting now.
This being said would also be careless if I did not warn people who are going to try this anyways,to be very careful if you had been doing it the way I first was.During the past couple weeks I have come very close to overdose once or twice accidentlly of course but this wouldn't have happened had I known the difference the lil heat would have made.Please be careful.I'm not going to lecture cuz those of you on this forum already have your minds made up to if you are going to do this or not.If you get blurred vision or an extreme headache (like a high blood pressure headache) then obviously you've used too much.I know yesterday I got increased blurry vision to the point that everything almost became black then I had the worst headache of my life for about a half hour then a slight headache the rest of the night.
When I finally told my husband what had happened to me when I last IV'd he told me that the blurred vision was from the pill particles going to my brain and someday I was going to die from this "new way " I had created in my I'V use.My husband has no medical knowledge so maybe Candy could say why everything became blurry over time and then started to blackout.
I appreciate all the questions I never meant to make something so easy so confusing but I guess it was just the way I explained it Hopefully thgis makes things easier.sorry for the mix-up.