Dilaudid/Desoxyn?

[axe]

I've been missing for about a year, so I hope this is in the proper forum. I'm only half junky. The other half is speed freak.
Many years ago I figured out that I liked amphetamines and opiates at the same time. That was in St. Louis, now I live in the sticks. This means I had to quit my pharmacy favorites and go to street drugs. No problem in the stimulant category-I'm in the meth capitol.
Big problem in the opiate category. Non available. I was desperate, even gulping down Tramadol. (On a side note, I still think Tramadol is excellent in keeping wds at bay. It really does help)
Now I find myself in full-fledged opiate withdrawal. First time. Ever.
How did this happen?
About a year ago an elderly guy at work told me about his wife, who has been on major pain-supression therapy for years. About how they had stockpiled many thousands of pills over the years, and they were getting old so they were gonna throw them out. About how, if I was in interested, I was welcome to come over and help myself to as many as I wanted-as long as I was willing to make a financial contribution.
I went, and they were all there: Morphine tabs, morphine 100mg caps, Dilaudid, and all of the lesser opiates that don't do me any good at all anymore. Now the pills are finally all gone and it's been great, but the price I'm paying right now, this minute, makes me forget all that.

Peace,
axe