Help! Random Discharge from the Suboxone Program

euphoricontin17 · 11-07-2009, 09:15 AM

Wow, man. Thank you for taking the time to post that. I can really feel where your comming from with the "no ambition" feeling and needing an occasional opiod buzz just to fucntion. I honestly think if the Gov't just said "you addicts can go out every weekend after work and do heroin etc., but ONLY for the weekend " I think I'd be alright. It's just I have no self-control myself, and *every* shot is the "last" one just because you want to remember what it feels like.

Hey, at least thats my personal excuse, I just say " I want to remember the feeling, then I'll be able to be sober for the next ten years no problem."

Man, it's funny the way we think. As worse off as I am now, I know for a FACT I could not live sober. I just need that occasional escape, you know. I *NEED* to be able to know that no matter what happens, I have a way to get away from it all, that I can temporarily feel better than the rest of the world. It's like my safety blanket.

Thanks again man for responding, I hope shit works out for you.

11-07-2009, 09:15 AM	#25
euphoricontin17 Opiophile Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: A Place Of Happiness Posts: 785	Re: Help! Random Discharge from the Suboxone Program Wow, man. Thank you for taking the time to post that. I can really feel where your comming from with the "no ambition" feeling and needing an occasional opiod buzz just to fucntion. I honestly think if the Gov't just said "you addicts can go out every weekend after work and do heroin etc., but ONLY for the weekend " I think I'd be alright. It's just I have no self-control myself, and every shot is the "last" one just because you want to remember what it feels like. Hey, at least thats my personal excuse, I just say " I want to remember the feeling, then I'll be able to be sober for the next ten years no problem." Man, it's funny the way we think. As worse off as I am now, I know for a FACT I could not live sober. I just need that occasional escape, you know. I NEED to be able to know that no matter what happens, I have a way to get away from it all, that I can temporarily feel better than the rest of the world. It's like my safety blanket. Thanks again man for responding, I hope shit works out for you. __________________ Walked in the strip club, had my jacket zipped up, Flashed the bartended, stuck my dick in the tip cup, Extraterrestrial, killin' pedestrians, Rapin' lesbians while their screamin' " let's just be friends! ", 99 percent of my life I've been lied to, I just found out my mom does more dope than I do, I told her I'd grow up to become a famous rapper, make a record about doin' drugs and name it after her... -one of my favorite verses "How Nice, to feel nothing, and still get full credit for being alive." - Kurt Vonnegut Jr.

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