Any chance u reckon??

[starla]

Originally Posted by OpiateQueen

yes no i really DON't want to die and main reason being my beautiful baby boy.....
But i mean this seriously - what posts of mine does everyone think are so scary?? I mean there are other people who have shot up their methadone (everyone knows thats dumb) and there are stacks and stacks of people on here doing benzos or askin how to get them or whatever... What is it particularly about my posts??
i'm really trying to get a job - i'm hoping and really feel like i will feel alot better about myself once i do. Not a vet one to start with - i'm thinking an easier admin type one or something - temping for gov is what i would really like at present..

yes, i'm sure plenty of people do shoot their done. not all of them have seizures like you do.. it just scares me. i enjoy reading your posts and when you're on such a high dose of done and then adding benzos ontop of that.. it's asking for trouble. like i said, i enjoy your posts. and i would like to keep reading them, so, please be careful. i didn't mean to offend you.

doesn't methadone make alot of people drowsy anyways? but, it doesn't help you sleep?

what is so scary? with such a high dose of methadone.. then add in benzos.. and then this comment from you: 'i don't really want to die either...iguess....' that! that's what is scary. i wasn't trying to judge you. i'm speaking from experience.. i took methadone and klonopin and almost died that night. if my husband hadn't been watching over me, i probably would have.

just be careful, please.