Just wrote a Poem in Outpatient Treament

[KhaosPerformer]

Euphoric Ecstasy of the NOD

AH!, the oure ecstasy
the light of the soul
sweet, sweet ambrosia
I sit back and sigh
as the warm cotteny blanket
drapes it's self over me
like fog rising from the sea

Slowly I feel that
oozy, gelatine heat
crawl and creep it's way into my legs
I lean back into the haze
as I embrace that wonderful, amazing
feeling as it works it's way through my insides

When it envlopes my brain
like a lover embrace
my eyes droop and my vision
streches out in to distand infinity

I drift, pleasntly and slowly
through that wonderful haze
like a peice of driftwood
on a perfectly clam warm sea


The pure feeling that travels through me
the like the tone of a celestial bell
it moves through my body, and soul
fluttering along my limbs
like the softest caress

The syrpy elixer
nectar of gods
running through my veins, and brain, and inner self
the living soul of the world
the endorphines of reality
the sweet, pure ecstasy of the NOD





My stupid consuler was being a bitch today and so rather than argue and get myself into trouble I decided to write the highly inappropreate(for treatment) poem.

Lemme know what you all think

much love
-K

[Euphoricgirl]

Fantastic! Very detailed and oh so true. Good job on putting your energy towards something besides your counselors head.

[kidding]

"The pure feeling that travels through me
the like the tone of a celestial bell"


Fucking awesome.
I have no idea how to give points or if I can, but once I figure it out, you're due

That poem actually made my day

[KhaosPerformer]

Thanks guys! Great to get some good feed back. I guess some good things do come from treatment

I'll put up any more I do if I feel they are worthy for your fine reviews


smokin and tokein
-K

[Ragdoll]

You know, you gave an outstanding description in your poem. Using words that made clear points, you told me exactly about the feelings, both emoitonal and physical. Thumbs up, girl!

[nick]

Nice,but don't show it to your councilor.You'll be sent straight to "reprogramming".

[KhaosPerformer]

you know, people always say that "recovery is about being truthful" HAH! I've lied more in treatment than I ever did trying to score dope or hide my use. It's a fun little game I play to keep myself from gouging my own eyes out.

faking the funk, as they say in NA
-K