a few months back i lost someone very tragically.
she was a mother... a nurse... and a beautiful person
her family had enabled her to the point where it was normal to throw a pee pad under her while she was knocked out on a cocktail of fent, benzos and muscle relaxors
it was the end if her second day / third morning with out waking... covered in piss, shit and vomit before her SO and sister called the 911
her heart was stopped, body temp way down
i saw her in the neuro ICU, after they weened her off the opies enough to get some kind of response.. she was on life support.
she seemed to be responding to stimuli, but systemically. it was the first sign of brain death, later confirmed with mri's, cat scans...
after a week, the plug was pulled.
its so tragic, that such a vibrant, beautiful woman... was reduced to such a horrible death.
not to bum anyone out. but a site where information about how to fix, and drug nostalgia should have some balance
and a part of me hopes sharing just a glimpse of her story, honors her in some way