What a glorious roller coaster of a ride opiates are... Here I sit kicking again, its odd the only comfort im getting is by reading other peoples stories of kicking and what not. I guess like others have said it brings you comfort to know your not the only one kicking at this very moment. And I know others are kicking from a much higher tolly than I have. Sucks to kick no matter what the tolly I suppose.
This time is much harder than any other kick, I burned through my script in a matter of days...jumped straight to pods using them much more frequently then ever before and they had me feeling GREAT, oh how I love them. The difference with this kick versus any other kick ive done is the fact I have about 40 huge pods on my kitchen counter and a couple of my pills left. I'm kicking because I go to my pain clinic soon and I don't want to drop dirty on the pods. I have the 2 pills left so I can drop dirty for my script. Having these things around while kicking has made this hell for me. Just the urge to go into my kitchen and grind up some good ol pods and feel AMAZING is killing me slowly.
On the lighter side I've got 24 hours left, this time tomorrow night I can take 1 of my remaining pills before bed then I'll take the last one in the morning when I get up before I go to my doc. 24 hours in kicking time is ages... plus I have a full shift to look forward to tomorrow. I guess in a way that is a good thing, it will keep me busy and hopefully make the hours tick by just a little faster than kicking on the couch.
Anyway just wanted to do a bit of talking to ease the pains of the kick. Cheers to everyone and to all those who are kicking with me GOOD LUCK and be safe.