Hello fellow Opiophilers!
It's been awhile, but I have come across a little bit of a mystery.
Generally I am super "O.R." room clean with my prep of the morphine and I only use two different kinds which have been working great! I'm talking all the "rush, pins n needles and the OMG how much more of this can I take before I simply explode" feeling yaknow?
Well my tolerance has been growing a bit and I have made sufficient increases to get the desired effect, but as of the past few days things just havent been the same!
I get the long lasting mo-glo as I just made up on the spot from my dose, and my pupils virtually dissapear, and I am feeling rather nice.....BUT........I GET NO INITIAL RUSH! WHY!?
I even tried a higher dose and waited a good 15 hours between doses but nada!
The only things that I have been doing a bit differently are the following:
1. I have been using the salt in my water and it makes the gel dissapear. But this has worked great at first.
2. I have been doing it daily, which was not the case up untill a 3 weeks ago. I used to treat myself to it, maybe 2 times a week, maybe 3.
3. I have gotten a hold of a regular supply of clonazepam 1mg tiny little pills. Have been taking then daily for the past two weeks, sometimes in larger doses....dont really feel anything, just relaxed, All is well in my world, feeling.
4. as a result of this daily abuse my veins are taking a beating and some times it takes 2 tries for me to find one that registers.
This started about 4 days ago and its pissing me off! I miss the rush. Maybe its a sign to take a break let my veins heal, go back to oral, (which I also really enjoy, but u just need more).
If anyone has any insight, or has experienced the same thing, or knows somebody who has, please share, I just need to know whats going on here.
Sorry for the novel, but I am just at a loss and I know this is the place to ask!