WTF HAS ME AWAKE?

[Synack]

so something has my body fucking tweaking and I'm kinda worried, pulse was about 110 resting (about 10-20pbm higher than normal, wtf kinda shit is that for a fucking 19 year old)

Other the past four days I've been tearing the shit of the dipenhydramine to where one of the cashiers won't let me buy it for awhile (1 box, 600mg for 1$ on sale :D) and I bought 20 boxes... and got cut off when I went back

anyways, it worked great for the first two days - I slept and had a headache and now I haven't taken it for about 36 hour and my body is freaking out - it could be w/d -- but usually I get every the day after I stop and I'm not on all that much. I feel asleep a little after 5am this morning and woke up at 7:30 puking and shitting my brains out, and feeling really hungover but full of pep... I'm fucking clueless as to what would cause this.. and I'm still wired...but all of my muscles are sore as hell..this is day 4 into the no med shit.

any thoughts?

[OxyContinuously]

so something has my body fucking tweaking and I'm kinda worried, pulse was about 110 resting (about 10-20pbm higher than normal, wtf kinda shit is that for a fucking 19 year old)

Other the past four days I've been tearing the shit of the dipenhydramine to where one of the cashiers won't let me buy it for awhile (1 box, 600mg for 1$ on sale :D) and I bought 20 boxes... and got cut off when I went back

anyways, it worked great for the first two days - I slept and had a headache and now I haven't taken it for about 36 hour and my body is freaking out - it could be w/d -- but usually I get every the day after I stop and I'm not on all that much. I feel asleep a little after 5am this morning and woke up at 7:30 puking and shitting my brains out, and feeling really hungover but full of pep... I'm fucking clueless as to what would cause this.. and I'm still wired...but all of my muscles are sore as hell..this is day 4 into the no med shit.

any thoughts?


Hey what's up, brotha:p

i think that the diphenhydramione is fucking with you, to be honest. SOmetimes anti histamines like diphen- and chlorpheniramine can have reverse effects like stimulation, and excitation. We know that normally someone would get quite tired with these drugs and probably sleep a long time. What happened with you is that the level of anti-histamine in your bloodstream is more than the amount req'd for sleep or whatever else, so as a result you are having a reverse reaction (quite common with Benedryl) but you're OK, and don't worry.

Just don't take anymore and let it work its way outta your system.

peace out

Oxy

[Synack]

Hey what's up, brotha:p

i think that the diphenhydramione is fucking with you, to be honest. SOmetimes anti histamines like diphen- and chlorpheniramine can have reverse effects like stimulation, and excitation. We know that normally someone would get quite tired with these drugs and probably sleep a long time. What happened with you is that the level of anti-histamine in your bloodstream is more than the amount req'd for sleep or whatever else, so as a result you are having a reverse reaction (quite common with Benedryl) but you're OK, and don't worry.

Just don't take anymore and let it work its way outta your system.

peace out

Oxy

Score, I would give you points but I just did for another post..lmao.

[Hammilton]

why the fuck would you need that much fucking benadryl? C'mon- it can't be that hard to find real drugs.

buy some dextromethorphan if you life sucks that bad

[Dan Steely]

Amounts are relative. It sounds like you got a little habit goin there. If your pulse is still that high I'd see a Dr. Do NOT tell him what you have been up to.He will right you off as a loser and put junky on your chart. Tell him you have panic attacks every few days and you have trouble sleeping. maybe he'll hook you with zanax. Good luck and watch yourself with the opi's. Very easy to get a habit with consistent use. Dont kid yourself. Best wishes.

Confused, just diphen? no opi's involved here? and I agree that stuff can fuck with you.

[Synack]

Amounts are relative. It sounds like you got a little habit goin there. If your pulse is still that high I'd see a Dr. Do NOT tell him what you have been up to.He will right you off as a loser and put junky on your chart. Tell him you have panic attacks every few days and you have trouble sleeping. maybe he'll hook you with zanax. Good luck and watch yourself with the opi's. Very easy to get a habit with consistent use. Dont kid yourself. Best wishes.

Confused, just diphen? no opi's involved here? and I agree that stuff can fuck with you.


plenty of percs... that's about it... really pushing for something stronger -- had a lung removed, lots of nerve damage... but no, they don't think I'm in pain... fuckers..

and waking up is a bitch for me as that when the flood of pain hits... so I like to sleep. I go back to the doc on thursday... pushing for levorphanol.. usually a mix about 50 -100mg of it with 15 mg of oxy or so and I feel really good...until I have to breathe normally again..


edit: basically, I'm trying to sleep as much as possible when I don't have meds, and I'm too broke to find anything...

[Hammilton]

why the fuck would you shoot for levorphanol? Of all the fucking things in the world you want shitty levorphanol?

Oxycontin, Morphine, fuck even Methadone is better. way fucking better

[Synack]

why the fuck would you shoot for levorphanol? Of all the fucking things in the world you want shitty levorphanol?

Oxycontin, Morphine, fuck even Methadone is better. way fucking better

oh yeah? I hear different... I want to die on 'done, oxy is nice but I don't see my doc upping it to where it's worth a damn..

edit: old post regarding lev.. :http://forum.opiophile.org/showthread.php?p=145716


also, I've only been through about 2 - 3 boxes -- not that 20, I just stocked up..

[LoveMe2Timz]

You say Day 4 into no meds? Well no wonder you feel like hell. Sleeplessness is common in those times. Have you ever tried Simply Sleep? Works wonders for me. Hope you feel better.

[Synack]

You say Day 4 into no meds? Well no wonder you feel like hell. Sleeplessness is common in those times. Have you ever tried Simply Sleep? Works wonders for me. Hope you feel better.

that's the problem.... this is simply sleep..

[Dan Steely]

I have found that the otc ingredient doxylamine succinate and a beer or two is a knockout combo that really helps me sleep. diphen hcl doent do shit for me. if you are in constant pain you may want to mention that a friend of yours is on a patch that works well for him. be careful about talking to dr.s they get spooked easy. again lots of info on how to handle them around here. good luck.

[Synack]

I have found that the otc ingredient doxylamine succinate and a beer or two is a knockout combo that really helps me sleep. diphen hcl doent do shit for me. if you are in constant pain you may want to mention that a friend of yours is on a patch that works well for him. be careful about talking to dr.s they get spooked easy. again lots of info on how to handle them around here. good luck.

you're referring to the fent patch? -- hell, I asked about a numbing patch, referring to the lidoderm patch and the nurse freaked saying I shouldn't be asking for the fent patch yet..lmao... but I don't think she mentioned anything to the doc.

[Dan Steely]

Try toget your mom to ask by saying she knows someone etc. the non gel ones dont have a lot of abuse potential and damn dude if ya need it. ya gotta keep cryin but dont act like you know anything about any of this shit.

[Synack]

Try toget your mom to ask by saying she knows someone etc. the non gel ones dont have a lot of abuse potential and damn dude if ya need it. ya gotta keep cryin but dont act like you know anything about any of this shit.

haha, if the doc met my mom I'd be cut off... she's a crazy druggie..

although, when I brought my girl in (very attractive, almost school girl'ish) - he upped my meds...

I'll have her ask :)

[Dan Steely]

might want to say you wake up early due to pain. You'd think a missing lung would get you some juice. A good move is to call Dr 2 days after getting new script and complain that they are not cutting it and is it ok to take more, act a little scared maybe. Just keep cryin and asking him what you should do. Good luck.

[Synack]

might want to say you wake up early due to pain. You'd think a missing lung would get you some juice. A good move is to call Dr 2 days after getting new script and complain that they are not cutting it and is it ok to take more, act a little scared maybe. Just keep cryin and asking him what you should do. Good luck.

Will do, I'm honestly trying to give this doc a chance -- I agree to every injection (which fucking kill me) and every type of med he wants to try (lyrica, gapapentin, etc) - this'll be my 7th or 8th visit.. and all I'm at is 120 7.5 oxy w/apap's and it fucking kills me.

Thanks for the input Steely.

[OxyContinuously]

Dontcha you guys love how these fucking quacks purport to know what pain YOU are suffering? DOnt get me wrong, some docs are great--as doctors and as compassionate, caring human beings.

You know, guys, it's a fucked up double edged sword: ever since that fat fuck Rush Limbaugh screwed up with the OC yrs back, the DEA with their collective IQ of 70 and their lack of medical training started to make rules about HOW medical doctors are allowed to prescribe opiates/opioids.....how disgraceful!!

You mean to tell me that a bunch of stupid losers like the DEA knpw better than the prescribing doc?

Or did they realize that Pain Management and its related narcootics are a multi-billion dollar business, and wanted a cut? That seems more on par with our corrupt gov't, don't you guys think? Bastards at the DEA used simple economics: fuck the supply up by punishing doctors for doing their JOBS, thereby increasing the demand, while cutting the supply...The DEA is the largest trafficker of illegal narcotics, aliong with the CIA and the rest of those faggot "3 letter" organizations. They intimidate doctors by threatening jail time, and instituting steep fines.

Funny, sounds just like extortion and intimidation to me. Racketeering ring a bell? Funny how the RICO statute can be bent by the gov't when it suits them.

In my opinion, I think that the conflict with Pain Mngt docs and the DEA is just one instance of the gov't "strong-arming" its own citizens.....I also believe, in my own opinion of course (unless the scum decides to take away my 1st amendment rights thru more bogus legislation like the "Patriot Act") that a lot, not all mind you, but a lot of terror related tragedies are not really "this group" or "that group" but really our own CIA, FBI, etc. perpetrating a state of panic, so that when they decide to encroach on our rights and violate them, we are more apt to agree in the interest of "National Security" Sorry, but I smell BULLSHIT.


thanks for listening, and i am a logical, highly educated man that thinks for himself (I am no conspiracy theorist or crackpot like those Scientology faggots for example; I like using common sense and logic to draw informed conclusions of what i observe)

later folks
peace out
Oxy

This is supposedly a "free" country, and a "democracy" but how much say do we, as citizens, paying tax and respecting the law, really have??

[Synack]

Dontcha you guys love how these fucking quacks purport to know what pain YOU are suffering? DOnt get me wrong, some docs are great--as doctors and as compassionate, caring human beings.

You know, guys, it's a fucked up double edged sword: ever since that fat fuck Rush Limbaugh screwed up with the OC yrs back, the DEA with their collective IQ of 70 and their lack of medical training started to make rules about HOW medical doctors are allowed to prescribe opiates/opioids.....how disgraceful!!

You mean to tell me that a bunch of stupid losers like the DEA knpw better than the prescribing doc?

Or did they realize that Pain Management and its related narcootics are a multi-billion dollar business, and wanted a cut? That seems more on par with our corrupt gov't, don't you guys think? Bastards at the DEA used simple economics: fuck the supply up by punishing doctors for doing their JOBS, thereby increasing the demand, while cutting the supply...The DEA is the largest trafficker of illegal narcotics, aliong with the CIA and the rest of those faggot "3 letter" organizations. They intimidate doctors by threatening jail time, and instituting steep fines.

Funny, sounds just like extortion and intimidation to me. Racketeering ring a bell? Funny how the RICO statute can be bent by the gov't when it suits them.

In my opinion, I think that the conflict with Pain Mngt docs and the DEA is just one instance of the gov't "strong-arming" its own citizens.....I also believe, in my own opinion of course (unless the scum decides to take away my 1st amendment rights thru more bogus legislation like the "Patriot Act") that a lot, not all mind you, but a lot of terror related tragedies are not really "this group" or "that group" but really our own CIA, FBI, etc. perpetrating a state of panic, so that when they decide to encroach on our rights and violate them, we are more apt to agree in the interest of "National Security" Sorry, but I smell BULLSHIT.


thanks for listening, and i am a logical, highly educated man that thinks for himself (I am no conspiracy theorist or crackpot like those Scientology faggots for example; I like using common sense and logic to draw informed conclusions of what i observe)

later folks
peace out
Oxy

This is supposedly a "free" country, and a "democracy" but how much say do we, as citizens, paying tax and respecting the law, really have??



^^ That really is the best avatar ever .... :p

I'll give him up to year and if it's not changing then I'm switching...

[Skript]

so something has my body fucking tweaking and I'm kinda worried, pulse was about 110 resting (about 10-20pbm higher than normal, wtf kinda shit is that for a fucking 19 year old)

Other the past four days I've been tearing the shit of the dipenhydramine to where one of the cashiers won't let me buy it for awhile (1 box, 600mg for 1$ on sale :D) and I bought 20 boxes... and got cut off when I went back

anyways, it worked great for the first two days - I slept and had a headache and now I haven't taken it for about 36 hour and my body is freaking out - it could be w/d -- but usually I get every the day after I stop and I'm not on all that much. I feel asleep a little after 5am this morning and woke up at 7:30 puking and shitting my brains out, and feeling really hungover but full of pep... I'm fucking clueless as to what would cause this.. and I'm still wired...but all of my muscles are sore as hell..this is day 4 into the no med shit.

any thoughts?

Im totally the opposite.. Im 6 days now off the wagon and if I take diphenhydramine, the misery is twice as bad. Yes it makes me sleepy, but my legs feel like their getting ripped off and I will toss and turn in pain all night instead of sleeping.. So lately I havent been taking it.

Ive finally managed to sleep in the last 3 days for the last 4 hours and thought the hell was over but I woke up sore as a motherfucker. Now im about to do whatever it takes legal or illegal to score, i just cant take it anymore.. Its fuckin hell man, i know what you are going thru.

[Synack]

still going strong... damn...

but good news... sorta but not really.. a perc 5/325 appeared on my desk. I think it was from one of the trainers .. score.. but the bitch of it is - that's not even enough to take the sick off.

Damn..

[Synack]

so I don't know, I'm still a bit tweaked... I think I'm going to avoid the damn OTC sleep aids from now on.

[jacky]

scullcap herb and loads of hops might take some edge off, also, I would suggest some magnesium/calcium pills before sleep.

[Synack]

Thanks for the input jacky, I slept a little better last night but I'm still wired and I don't know why... meh.