got amped last night, what a dumb bitch

[HeidiW]

An old friend of mine shows up yesterday with some speed.
Never one to turn down free dope, I did some.
I'm not even sure what the fuck I'm doing right now.
I feel so fuckin' stupid, I have only done that shit twice since 03.
I hate being weak.
I'm paying for it today, hurting like a MOTHERFUCKER.
My god, I didn't know I was capable of feeling this fucking bad.
This shit's gotta end soon, I just can't fuckin' hang anymore.
Probably just the tweaky side effects and lack of sleep and food
talking, but this is why I generally avoid speed. I can't handle the
state of mind it leaves me in for the next 3/4 days.
Any suggestions?

[soulninja]

I absolutely agree Heidi,Comin down of that stuff is horrible.Makes me feel like total shit for at least 2 days,thats why i steer clear of it.The only thing that made me feel semi normal is sleep,which is damn near impossible to achieve.But the one way i could put myself out was a half a fifth or so of bourbon.Hope you feel better

[WarmCyanide]

yer not gonna continue it. you know what it does. do the rest safely or flush it and say goodbye to it.
my opinion

[tui]

Take some downers. And only leave the house with sunglasses on.
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[Sitar]

Amphetamines, like alcohol or any other drug is perfectly fine in moderation. Beyond that, and you're looking at some nasty effects.

I never understood why people would actually choose to stay up for several consecutive days on speed. Yuck. Sleep is fucking awesome. Drugs that make you sleep a lot are the best, IMO.

Sleeping is the only time I ever get to experience anything interesting.

[AWOL]

benzos (in moderation there Heidi, don't go all cowgirl on em :) )

[goagirl23]

A valium definitley helps as does food. As hard as it may be to eat, your body will thank you. Speed totally depletes your body of everything and quick. So the sooner you start to replenish those lost nutrients the sooner your body will start feeling a little better. If you cant stomach anything solid, I always opt for a smoothie, makes me feel so much better..

[HeidiW]

Yeah, that's all I've had today is 2 smoothies.
Can't chew or swallow right now worth a fuck
Probably dropped 10 lbs. overnight. Tears won't
stop rolling down my cheeks, and I'm not crying about anything
I feel like a complete loser. Pulse is still over 100 bpm, prbly 115. jeez.

[bronyraur]

Drugs that make you sleep a lot are the best, IMO.

That is gospel right there.

[goagirl23]

Oh yeah, for the swollen mouth...Zinc! Works wonders. I too have a hard time saying no to free drugs and recently found myself in a very similair situation the other morning except it was from coke....I hate that shit. I think sometimes I do it in a kinda masochistic way just to remind myself how much I hate it...Hope ya feel better soon!

[AWOL]

Yeah, that's all I've had today is 2 smoothies.
Can't chew or swallow right now worth a fuck
Probably dropped 10 lbs. overnight. Tears won't
stop rolling down my cheeks, and I'm not crying about anything
I feel like a complete loser. Pulse is still over 100 bpm, prbly 115. jeez. It's just the drugs talking Heidi, you know how much we all love ya.

I PM'd ya.

[drugsaregood]

SPEED KILLS!

[HeidiW]

IF yall could see me right now, you'd be in shock.
Straight up. I look like the fucking scarecrow off the wizard of oz.
Not to mention, my scanner is driving me NUTS. FUCK off pigs:D