Heroin availability in Canada

[ontario_opiophile]

Hey everyone. I just wanted to ask if anyone knew if there was any heroin circulating around Ottawa, Ontario, or in other places across the country. I have yet to find some in this city or in Ontario. I have a 70% chance of dying in the next 5 years because I suffer from various medical conditions, one being a form of cancer and I want to get my hands on some to see if it's really much better than methadone or oxycodone. I can't get anything but these two drugs. And occasionally some dilaudid but I don't care for it. It doesn't do much for me. Doctors in Canada aren't very eager to prescribe drugs to anyone even if they are suffering their asses off. I know people who get piles of morphine for stuff like migraine headaches and I can't even get the drugs i want. The doctor chooses what is okay for me, which is ridiculous because it's my fucking life and it's a low quality one at best. I would like to try morphine again but I don't get out of the house because I can't walk for more than 5 minutes or so. I basically have no life and i'm in pain all the time so if anyone knows about the heroin scene here or about the morphine or fentanyl scene around here send me a pm. Methadone doesnt help me anymore, just in the last like week or two it has stopped working and it's been 3 years ince i've been on it., i'm considering whether to start injecting it but I dont want to get involved in that cuz I would do it all the time and be screwed up 99% of the rest of my life. I just want to find a small heroin/fentanyl/morphine or even i guess dilaudid ( i've heard it's nice IV) source so i can use when i'm in alot of pain. I dont even want to begin IV'ing that methadone because I think I would be a really bad IV drug user. I would be using all the time and in and out of conciousness and barely even able to function and thats not what i want. I just want freedom one day a week. or even one day a month.'

One day without pain in a month doesn't sound like much but when your not feeling well it's a huge relief

[mkchll]

Hea Ontario. There's not much of a diference if any between taking Methadone orally an i.v. accept onset of the drug a little quicker and you don't get a rush. Some say it's better i.v. but i think it's just a mental thing. I too get a monthly script and have tried it i.v. with no diference to speak of acept it kicked in a little quicker like i said. Better to take as prescribed. But Dilaudid's a whole different story, a difference of night a day between oral and i.v.; I.v. Dilaudid is as close as you will get to an H rush and some say better but I think their garbage when taken orally or insulfilated. Good luck on your H quest, I'm in the same boat as you. Hard as hell to hookup and when I do it's ussually shit dope.