Epidemic

[soulninja]

Hey all just curious about what its like evrwhere else in the country on the topic of Meth.I recently moved to Tx from Pa.There is an epidemic like i've never seen with this shit of a drug.I've done it back home a few times and never thought it was too bad,then last summer i was in Tx for a few days and tried it and its lke night and day different.It didnt rush me out at all,just kept me up for days and made me feel dirty as fuck.I guess the manufacturing of it is the so called bathtub style so its quick easy and cheap,and the ingrediants arent tyhe same.But it is everywhere down here,junkies everwhere and young kids on it and its destroying peoples lifes as well as there bodies.I just think its garbage and was wondering if the prob. is excusive to this part of the country or if anyone else see's what i do.

[jonny-5]

ya im from the LA area and there are tweekers EVERYWHERE. that drug is huge down there, widely available, and cheap (40$ a gram). even though ive done my fair share of it, i HATE the stuff. i hear its pretty big in the seattle area where i am now, but i havent run into anybody who does it.

[soulninja]

ya im from the LA area and there are tweekers EVERYWHERE. that drug is huge down there, widely available, and cheap (40$ a gram). even though ive done my fair share of it, i HATE the stuff. i hear its pretty big in the seattle area where i am now, but i havent run into anybody who does it.

I hat it too jonny,its beyond me why people get strung out like that.But to each there own,I have friends that are destroying themselves and its hard to watch.But then again they prob think the same about me lol

[KhaosPerformer]

Oh dam guys, I live up north of seattle and fuck is tweak HUGE around here. There also hella clan. labs set up any where from the woods to fuckin trailers around here. When ever you see people with fucked up chemical burns on their hands and faces, you can make a pretty good asumption about what they're doing in their free time. In my treatment group I am the only opiate user. They wouldn't let me in to the seattle area group, which is probably more balanced. I may be a big junkie myself and also done speed a few times, not to mention alot of E(with meth in it), but I could never really see myself geting into that shit big time. It does permanate things to peoples dopamine and seratonin systems; that shit never gets all the way better. Thats why I really like opis, nothing changes that won't change back if u stop. The only good thing about knowing tweakers is that if ur up at the right hour you can get cameras, laptops, guns, car stereo stuff, and other fun goodies for next to nothing(specialy if you have meth to trade). Not that I would buy that shit off 'em any more, but I've given a few "tweakermart" gifts in my time. That is basicly the only drug I think SHOULD be illegal(Methamphetamine = Illegal but also Amphetamine = legal; just my dumbass opinion). I think washington is one of the few states that regulates the sale of pseduoephedrine containing products; like you can only by two boxes at a time and they also take you DL number so they can track purchases. It's a pretty scary thought that above your apartment you might have a tweaker with an IQ of 80 trying to make anhydrous amonia or run the red phosperous(sp?) iodine tek. You never know what might blow up if you are trying to pull that kind of shit without knowledge, decent equipment and expirence in o-chem.

Groovin' on the Funk
-K

[tasteuvheaven]

Oh dam guys, I live up north of seattle and fuck is tweak HUGE around here. There also hella clan. labs set up any where from the woods to fuckin trailers around here. When ever you see people with fucked up chemical burns on their hands and faces, you can make a pretty good asumption about what they're doing in their free time. In my treatment group I am the only opiate user. They wouldn't let me in to the seattle area group, which is probably more balanced. I may be a big junkie myself and also done speed a few times, not to mention alot of E(with meth in it), but I could never really see myself geting into that shit big time. It does permanate things to peoples dopamine and seratonin systems; that shit never gets all the way better. Thats why I really like opis, nothing changes that won't change back if u stop. The only good thing about knowing tweakers is that if ur up at the right hour you can get cameras, laptops, guns, car stereo stuff, and other fun goodies for next to nothing(specialy if you have meth to trade). Not that I would buy that shit off 'em any more, but I've given a few "tweakermart" gifts in my time. That is basicly the only drug I think SHOULD be illegal(Methamphetamine = Illegal but also Amphetamine = legal; just my dumbass opinion). I think washington is one of the few states that regulates the sale of pseduoephedrine containing products; like you can only by two boxes at a time and they also take you DL number so they can track purchases. It's a pretty scary thought that above your apartment you might have a tweaker with an IQ of 80 trying to make anhydrous amonia or run the red phosperous(sp?) iodine tek. You never know what might blow up if you are trying to pull that kind of shit without knowledge, decent equipment and expirence in o-chem.

Groovin' on the Funk
-K*FYI FYI*

It isn't true that washington is one of the only states that have regulations on purchasing pseduoephedrine products. I know for a fact that florida, maryland, georgia, delaware, washington d.c., and most of the states i've passed thru on the east coast have mandates for the sales of these items. There is a hugeeee meth epidemic sweeping the nation and i think that states that haven't done so already will follow suit. most of the stories i have heard and read about are dealing with very very young teens but around baltimore and surrounding areas it hasn't really became mainstream as much as H...C...and other narcotics. In my opinion from what i see on a day to day, our biggest problem is H. baltimore city is known for h...and its truley sad because the inner harbour used to be known as a family oriented atmosphere..and people used to come from all over the world to visit and explore..now only few by far come here, and its the ones who haven't heard about how bad it has gotten, and their the ones who end up on the 11 oclock news..the inner harbour is now filled with panhandlers, killers, rapists...and anything else you can possibly think of. :(

[george123]

At the drug rehab where I intern 90% of the clients are there for meth related offenses.

[soulninja]

thanks for the input evryone,much appreciated

[tasteuvheaven]

At the drug rehab where I intern 90% of the clients are there for meth related offenses.

i just had to say something...I dont want it to sound rude, but when i seen your avatar my heart dropped..it was a omgomgomg feelin and not a good one..kinda offends me in a way..spose cuz im a mother of 2..I know the avatar is supposed to be humorous or entertaining but im sorry, i find it offensive.:(

[nick]

i just had to say something...I dont want it to sound rude, but when i seen your avatar my heart dropped..it was a omgomgomg feelin and not a good one..kinda offends me in a way..spose cuz im a mother of 2..I know the avatar is supposed to be humorous or entertaining but im sorry, i find it offensive.:(

If George's avatar offends you........just wait till you see the dawggs.

Meth's only just arriving here,but just give it time though.

We traditionally see a lot of sulphate.

[Euphoricgirl]

Taste, yes you are correct I believe most of the east coast stopped the sale of pseudo. They did here in Maine and shut down all the Meth clinics and much more. This place is pretty much a ghost town now.

And, yeah taste, wait till you see Dawgs, like Nick said! I to at first was like what the hell? You get used to it, well not really, I just ignore the avatar but love Dawg and george. :rolleyes:

[freedomclub]

*FYI FYI*

It isn't true that washington is one of the only states that have regulations on purchasing pseduoephedrine products. I know for a fact that florida, maryland, georgia, delaware, washington d.c., and most of the states i've passed thru on the east coast have mandates for the sales of these items.(


Texas and Louisiana too!

[tasteuvheaven]

Taste, yes you are correct I believe most of the east coast stopped the sale of pseudo. They did here in Maine and shut down all the Meth clinics and much more. This place is pretty much a ghost town now.



And, yeah taste, wait till you see Dawgs, like Nick said! I to at first was like what the hell? You get used to it, well not really, I just ignore the avatar but love Dawg and george. :rolleyes:


I don't know either person and am not judging either one...just think that is awful..because of my two little ones, never in a million could i find that avatar humerous

[OpiBli$$1988]

i live in texas and its pretty common down here around my crowd. and i dont think it matters how u make the stuff..ur gunna end up feeling like shit and dirty after a binge no matter how its made. the rush might differ tho, ive heard my freind say his guy that makes it uses lithium in the batches now so i dunno. that stuff scares me tho, so much toxic stuff goes into making it. ive only tried it a few times and i cant stand the dirty/horrible come down either, so i nvr touch the stuff ne more.

ps; i love blackdogs and georges avatar LOL. i heard a looong time ago on the news or somewhere that ppl were smuggling heroin in the throats of "tickle me elmos" or something, so i laugh everytime i see that avatar.

[euphoria2002]

Crack wasn't bad enough. So they had to go and invent meth. The next drug that comes out will turn you into a zombie.

Oh wait, meth already does that......

[Brony]

*FYI FYI*

It isn't true that washington is one of the only states that have regulations on purchasing pseduoephedrine products. I know for a fact that florida, maryland, georgia, delaware, washington d.c., and most of the states i've passed thru on the east coast have mandates for the sales of these items. There is a hugeeee meth epidemic sweeping the nation and i think that states that haven't done so already will follow suit. most of the stories i have heard and read about are dealing with very very young teens but around baltimore and surrounding areas it hasn't really became mainstream as much as H...C...and other narcotics. In my opinion from what i see on a day to day, our biggest problem is H. baltimore city is known for h...and its truley sad because the inner harbour used to be known as a family oriented atmosphere..and people used to come from all over the world to visit and explore..now only few by far come here, and its the ones who haven't heard about how bad it has gotten, and their the ones who end up on the 11 oclock news..the inner harbour is now filled with panhandlers, killers, rapists...and anything else you can possibly think of. :(


In Pennsylvania, all products containing pseudoephedrine must be purchased from behind the pharmacy counter. You also have to sign a log book and provided ID proving you're 18yrs or older.

[antigonemuse]

I don't know either person and am not judging either one...just think that is awful..because of my two little ones, never in a million could i find that avatar humerous

there is this one avatar, of a stick figure pouring gas over its haead and lighting on fire. Now this deeply disturbs me... But have never said anything. cant see a reason too. Fact is my personal life is why it bugs me (had a close family friend commit suicide this way... fucked up way to go) your issue it because you have kids. The site member has no way of knowing what will offend who, so its best just left alone. Unless its something real uncalled for...

I wouldnt wanna see holocaust victims or kiddie porn, ya know. Unless its universally offensive why mention it. i know i get a fucked up feeling inside when i see the burning stick guy but who is to know that ive seen this happen

[kidding]

*FYI FYI*

It isn't true that washington is one of the only states that have regulations on purchasing pseduoephedrine products. I know for a fact that florida, maryland, georgia, delaware, washington d.c., and most of the states i've passed thru on the east coast have mandates for the sales of these items. :(


california's sales are restricted as well (sold behind the counter, only in limited amounts, must be 18+ to buy)

[Badly Drawn Girl]

there is this one avatar, of a stick figure pouring gas over its haead and lighting on fire. Now this deeply disturbs me... But have never said anything. cant see a reason too. Fact is my personal life is why it bugs me (had a close family friend commit suicide this way... fucked up way to go) your issue it because you have kids. The site member has no way of knowing what will offend who, so its best just left alone. Unless its something real uncalled for...



Oh Lord, it's mine. I'm sorry Anti! Like you said, you'd never know what offends someone else. That's just my statement about my life... it's like I pour gas on myself and light up without thinking about the consequences. Oh, and it's a stick figure, which fits with my name. Sorry for your loss!

[antigonemuse]

Oh Lord, it's mine. I'm sorry Anti! Like you said, you'd never know what offends someone else. That's just my statement about my life... it's like I pour gas on myself and light up without thinking about the consequences. Oh, and it's a stick figure, which fits with my name. Sorry for your loss!

didnt name you for a reason, and your free to pick what ever you like. My loss has nothing to do with your sense of humor... free association is a cunt ya know

dont change it... not like youd ever know... and its fits your screen name

kisses

[KhaosPerformer]

Wow, I didn't know so many states now regulate p-fed sales! That shit is crazy as hell. It kinda sucks for people who have a cold and bad congestion. When I'm super sick and can't even get to sleep in the middle of the night cause my nose is so stuffed up, now I can't even go to the store and get some sudafed. The dam pharmacies are closed at a pretty early hour in most places.:mad: It really sucks cause the totaly unregulated stuff for congestion doesn't to a fuckin thing to me at least. Recently in washington I've even been carded buying cough meds with DXM. Thats takin that shit a little far. Dam all those middle school kids tripping out in school and getting busted for it. Looks like if you have a cold and lost you ID you're shit outta luck.

BTW, tasteuvheaven, I was wondering what specifily was offensive about dude's avatar? Is it cause of drugs and kid stuff in the same place? Not to be a dick, but you're a mother and your avatar is a bunch of pills. This really isn't a place for kids, so I don't think any kids who love elmo will see that kind of thing and then think that shooting up is WAY cool. Sorry, I'm not trying to piss you off, I'm just kinda curious about what the deal is on that.

peace and love, trying not to be an ass:)
-K

[rex24u]

The government has basically been monitoring the sales of pseudoephedrine since the methamphetamine act of 1997. A person is only allowed to buy a certain amount of grams per day and a certain amount of grams per month. This plus the attempts to foil the extraction of the pseudo by adding absurd amounts of gakk (fillers).

[OxyContinuously]

Meth, in NY, to the best of my knowledge, that is, is really NOWHERE. Again, I know there is a big gay/lesbian nightlife scene in a part of the City called "Greenwich Village," and I know that a lot of gay people, men and women, swear by crystal, but I personally have not come across it. I have heard that it is the next big epidemic sweeping across the United States, bit for now at least, where I am, it seems to be limited to the gay and lesbian community for right now. There is no doubt in my mind that in time, it will surely be more prevalent, but that's where the situation is for right now.

Crystal meth, as we have discussed is extremely easy to synthesize, and there are a lot of routes available to make it. The only fallout I have noticed in NY is that while it is not controlled, pseudoephedrine tablets are now behind the pharmacy counter, one must be 18 or older to buy them, you have to show ID, and your info AND signature is required. ALso, you are limited to five "packs," give or take depending how much total pseudo is contained in the formulation.

I noticed that a lot of companies are doing away with pseudoephedrine completely. They now use a different compound, called "phenylephrine," which is far inferior.

Laws like these are always what I like to refer to as "band aid therapy." For example, pseudo is regulated, and all that, but anyone with a shred of determination can circumvent that if they really want to make some. You know, state gov'ts are quick to regulate pseudo, and regular ephedrine, but their knowledge of chemistry is superficial and rather laughable in the sense that I can go buy as much phenylalanine as I please at GNC, and start there in synth. Or phenylacetone (a little harder to come by outside a lab) and methylamine, or phenyl-2-propanone (a very common and VERY easy compound to make and incidentally P2P is a precursor for a myriad of amphetamine-like compounds, methylene dioxys, etc.--> a veritable treasure trove, so to speak)

In other words, sorry local gov'ts----> you morons FAILED; if I wanna make it, bet your ass I'm making it. I mean pseudoephedrine is a great decongestant, and phenylephrine is just not the same. These idiots really don't think before they formulate legislation; as I said, laughable and pathetic.

So yeah, that's my 2 cents on methamphetamine ;-)

later
peace out
take care folks

Oxy

[antigonemuse]

gotta agree, have seen little meth in NY.... a tweeker here is a crack head

god im scared when it does catch on

[scikid]

I think P Ephdrine is regulated nationwide now though. I think its a federal law that it has to be behind the counter.

Anyways, I have rarely seen meth. Maybe only once or twice. Its bigger in the rural areas of my state.

[OxyContinuously]

gotta agree, have seen little meth in NY.... a tweeker here is a crack head

god im scared when it does catch on

I like that----> a tweaker around here is INDEED a basehead. You are right too, imagine when it does eventually come here, in full force like crack and powder coke???


That could be ugly.


later
peace
OXy

[TappyTibbons]

It's so fucking easy to make, and up until just a few years ago, the makings we're just at the liquor store. I had an uncle that was doing a very large scale lab in a house kinda off the beaten path, in a small town. Eventually he got popped, raided with his kid there and everything. But he was producing KILO'S of the stuff per run. It was rediculous. My dad smokes the shit every once in a while and i get on his ass about it, but then again.. who am I to give advice.... an adict is an adict in my book We are all the same. Maybe differn't DOC but same shitty will power. We all know its bad but we do it anyways. Oh and yeh.... California (especially the area I live in, far east bay area) is extremely well known for mass supply. Through home labs, and mexican super labs. Although i have seen some pretty sophisticated home labs these days. People with the right suppliers can still get ephedrine pills VERY cheap. Around here the shit isn't so pricey because, but over in SF (swism used to sell out there) and they would get solid 3 gram shards of ice... looked like a diamond. 90 bucks or so for the solid stuff out there in SF cheaper for the crunched up garbage. But no thank you, I'll stick to my dope n benzo's

[tasteuvheaven]

there is this one avatar, of a stick figure pouring gas over its haead and lighting on fire. Now this deeply disturbs me... But have never said anything. cant see a reason too. Fact is my personal life is why it bugs me (had a close family friend commit suicide this way... fucked up way to go) your issue it because you have kids. The site member has no way of knowing what will offend who, so its best just left alone. Unless its something real uncalled for...

I wouldnt wanna see holocaust victims or kiddie porn, ya know. Unless its universally offensive why mention it. i know i get a fucked up feeling inside when i see the burning stick guy but who is to know that ive seen this happen


glad you are speaking your opinion as well as i was speakin mine...I dont think anything was wrong by me saying it offended me...the first time i seen it i said how it made me feel...I always speak my mind and don't think it was a bad thing...now it would have been bad or wrong if i had an attitude or was completely rude..which i wasn't. It offended me to the point where i felt like the avatar is uncalled for...and like i said, it was my own opinion. Not like i told him take it off or anything...just had to speak my mind about it because when i seen it all i could picture was my son like that. just a sad sad thought. Not to mention personal experiences with how h has effectd my life (hubby's use) It almost killed our family, and my hubby. I think I have a right to my opinion, and in that right im allowed to speak it on here like anyone else...isn't that the point of the forums? and without our opinions this site wouldn't be up and running.

[tasteuvheaven]

BTW, tasteuvheaven, I was wondering what specifily was offensive about dude's avatar? Is it cause of drugs and kid stuff in the same place? Not to be a dick, but you're a mother and your avatar is a bunch of pills. This really isn't a place for kids, so I don't think any kids who love elmo will see that kind of thing and then think that shooting up is WAY cool. Sorry, I'm not trying to piss you off, I'm just kinda curious about what the deal is on that.

peace and love, trying not to be an ass:)
-K

You totally missed what i meant by being offended...it has nothing to do with kids "seeing it" or "thinkin it's "cool to shoot up" it has everything to do with the image of a small child with a needle in his hand...Im not "pissed" and i wasnt when i posted,it's just that the pic offended me. It was just my opinion. My kids wont see the pic of my pills, never said any kids should see any of the pics or words on here. And yes im a mother with a pic of pills as my avatar but that is what im prescribed..doesn't make me a bad mother, kids know mommie takes her medicine.

[RainMan]

Dope is a huge epidemic in some areas of Washinton state and many areas of Oregon state. I used to do the evil shit and that is exactly what it is. Many people who do Crystal call it "shit" and it is aptly named. Never have I seen a drug rapidly change a good god fearing person into a ruthless thuggish ruggish bone dope fiend. Not to say that there is nobody who can use it for self medication or recreationally. All I know is that I could never use it like a gentleman and in my humble opinion even the good "pure" shit is dirty as fuck, and anyone who has ever spent a lot of time around tweakers can vouch for this. "They can't be trusted like thier mom with a bag of rocks, they faceless, and weightless, like astronauts" Jugga the Bully

-RainMan

[RainMan]

It's so fucking easy to make, and up until just a few years ago, the makings we're just at the liquor store. I had an uncle that was doing a very large scale lab in a house kinda off the beaten path, in a small town. Eventually he got popped, raided with his kid there and everything. But he was producing KILO'S of the stuff per run. It was rediculous. My dad smokes the shit every once in a while and i get on his ass about it, but then again.. who am I to give advice.... an adict is an adict in my book We are all the same. Maybe differn't DOC but same shitty will power. We all know its bad but we do it anyways. Oh and yeh.... California (especially the area I live in, far east bay area) is extremely well known for mass supply. Through home labs, and mexican super labs. Although i have seen some pretty sophisticated home labs these days. People with the right suppliers can still get ephedrine pills VERY cheap. Around here the shit isn't so pricey because, but over in SF (swism used to sell out there) and they would get solid 3 gram shards of ice... looked like a diamond. 90 bucks or so for the solid stuff out there in SF cheaper for the crunched up garbage. But no thank you, I'll stick to my dope n benzo's
Well said, I remember when you could walk into a mini mart and buy a case of mini thins. get a betty crocker chocolate chip cookie recipe, and have yourself a pile of some raw Gizzak in about 24-48 hours. Things have changed but the Sultan Sea ( anyone seen that movie ) is still notorious for the super labs and high tech home labs, hopefully the government will do something drastic like, I dunno, take the ingredients for synthesis off the open market, just like they did with Quaaludes, Wouldn't be that hard. It's the fucking pharm-chem lobbyists with thier heads in thier wallets that fuck it up for everyone by keeping the makings for meth readily available through grey and black market sources. I think everyone in the world could get along without sudafed and that it would be a small price to pay to see the "devil dope" as I call it off of our streets. Just my two cents...

-RainMan

[antigonemuse]

glad you are speaking your opinion as well as i was speakin mine...I dont think anything was wrong by me saying it offended me...the first time i seen it i said how it made me feel...I always speak my mind and don't think it was a bad thing...now it would have been bad or wrong if i had an attitude or was completely rude..which i wasn't. It offended me to the point where i felt like the avatar is uncalled for...and like i said, it was my own opinion. Not like i told him take it off or anything...just had to speak my mind about it because when i seen it all i could picture was my son like that. just a sad sad thought. Not to mention personal experiences with how h has effectd my life (hubby's use) It almost killed our family, and my hubby. I think I have a right to my opinion, and in that right im allowed to speak it on here like anyone else...isn't that the point of the forums? and without our opinions this site wouldn't be up and running.

breath... nothing iin my post really had much to do with you.... more a a thought you inspired (ha you mused me babe)... i got to thinking how whats funny to one is fuckered to anotherr.... because of what we have experienced in our life

just philosophy

[tasteuvheaven]

breath... nothing iin my post really had much to do with you.... more a a thought you inspired (ha you mused me babe)... i got to thinking how whats funny to one is fuckered to anotherr.... because of what we have experienced in our life

just philosophy

well if it wasnt directed to me i apologize...but it sure felt like it was...

[Maniacal Scribble]

Around my little suburb meth is king. You can search for opiates for days/weeks and not find them but anyone who knows anyone around here can have as much meth as you want in your hands asap. The shit is everywhere around here and has been for as long as I can remember. Wish it was the other way around.

Gotta love the midwest.

[In The Wind]

Things have changed but the Sultan Sea ( anyone seen that movie ) is still notorious for the super labs and high tech home labs,
-RainMan

Seen it. Good flick,
Anyone else think D’Onofrio is one of the greats? He’s so good you don’t even notice it’s him unless you’re a fan.

[Rhonda]

Where I live we have crack AND meth. The meth wasnt that much but then a few years ago it started catching on a lot more. Thats when everybody started noticing.

So many people on welfare take it and so many of the indians take it. They get there money and go get crack and meth instead of food for their kids. They dont even care that their on welfare as long as they have some drugs. Theres people with jobs that take meth but after a few months they dont have a job anymore. Thats why we say all the meth users are on welfare.

[Chipper]

We traditionally see a lot of sulphate.

Ah, the good old days. I used to like stimulants alot but Methamp is just plain scary. A high dose of stimulants starts making me feel like I am going into w/d's.

I don't like to citicise other drug users but tweakers can really run themselves right down, healthwise. The amp users really need some help. At least we have 'done and subs.

The world was a better place in the sulphate days.

[soulninja]

Ive even seen younger girls and house wives now using it, i guess they like the appetite control part of it.easier than working out.

[OxyContinuously]

I have heard of that kind of thing too ^^

I mean the part where people start off using meth as a "diet control" type thing, and it works pretty well in the beginning, but more often than not, the addiction of the meth take over and the person turns into a tweaker--- then all the bad aspects of meth come out

I seem to recall a thread that Bi11i made a month or so ago called the dangers of meth, or something similar, but it was a good thread cause there were pics and all that and you could really see the deterioration that takes place over a relatively short period of time.

scary stuff

later

Oxy

[OxyContinuously]

Seen it. Good flick,
Anyone else think D’Onofrio is one of the greats? He’s so good you don’t even notice it’s him unless you’re a fan.

Vincent D'onofrio is the man, by the way!!

[nick]

Vincent D'onofrio is the man, by the way!!

Yeah,Vincent is cool.

[HeidiW]

Stimulants turn me into a thieving, lying, worthless whore. There is no good to be had from them, unless it's P2P dope.:D

[OxyContinuously]

Stimulants turn me into a thieving, lying, worthless whore. There is no good to be had from them, unless it's P2P dope.:D


good ol p2p....

[opi8fiend]

I live in a rural town and meth is so fucking bad that a lab gets busted literally on a daily basis...And i shit you fucking not, one of my friends was a first hand witness of watching someone get killed from an anhydrous ammonia tank blowing up at a farm when someone was illegally draining the ammonia from it to make a batch of meth...Crazy shit..

[Flagg]

I have meth to thank for quitting coke, because my old dealer dropped an eigth on us that was meth mixed with some kind of numbing agent like novacaine ... almost zero euphoria and made me feel like I was a walking bag of pus. Even abusing ritalin was better.

In a way, this is good because it makes looking for drugs in my area very difficult. It's either this or pot, and I can't even find smoke nowadays. So it keeps me localized to chasing pills.