help me out plz~

[tasteuvheaven]

kind of stupid but hope someone can answer me on this one...Hubby smokes weed and all of his friends, and i used to smoke weed everyday when i was younger...I used to loveee how it made me feel sooo relaxed, and i was a funny high, laughed at everything, even at nothing..stopped smoking for like 3 yrs because i had a bad experience with it, it was laced with something, i didn't know and i was geeking out, thought i was going to die, was puking and everything else...laid down and had to have someone sit on my legs, was hallucinating, dunno what it was laced with. anyway, just tried smoking a few times here and there trying to get how i used to feel on it back, but all i get is anxious, paranoid, annoyed, and feel like i have to go to sleep to make it go away, can anyone explain to me why this happens or how come i used to get this great feeling and now i just get nasty feeling? or is there anything i can do to make things different next time i decide to try? I know I know, I sound ridiculous, and it's pretty much a dumb ?? maybe someone else has been thru this and can explain more, or it would just be nice to hear some other stories so i don't feel soooo alone. :o

[chemboy7]

I know of a few people that have nervous/anxious reactions to pot, they usually take a Xanax before they smoke and it levels it out.

[SCUD]

This happens with me too. Wasnt always like that. When i started using meds for pain/recreation, i f i wasnt on meds when i smoke i would freak out, still do to this day, it make WD's SOOOOO much worse i wanna stab myself and go to the ER.....

But when i was younger i loved smoking i was a pot head for years and loved it. I still like herb, and will always have a passion for it, but now i use it to enhance something else, never on its own.

Maybe one day when im clean ill have another love affair with Mary.

Unfortunetly in answer to your question heaven, I would need a little more info about you. But i can try to answer your question with some questions:

Do you regularly take opiates/benz?
If you do, were you on them when you smoked? If you were not on them when you smoked i would say go ahead and try again but only do it after dosing. I would wait until you start to feel the meds then smoke a very small amount. 1 hit, maybe 2.

If you do not take any meds/dope regularly and that happened when you smoked, i think your in the same boat as me, youll need to take something for the herb to enhance, but alone the weed might make you feel icky. Plus now that i think back i remember all my uncles and cousins telling me "one day you wont like it anymore, it'll make you feel paranoid".

Anyway sorry for my rant and my horrible spelling and gramatical errors im quite loopy right now.
Hope you find a happy medium heaven, take care and have fun!

-Scud

[bronyraur]

I used to be a big pot smoker back in the day, and i loved every minute of being high. Then about 4 years ago I just slowly started smoking less and less until I stopped completely.

I tried to smoke probably 6 months ago and I got completely freaked out (and I'm scripted lots of morph and oxy, so I'm always somewhat sedated). I don't know what it is, but I just don't enjoy pot anymore, and that's OK by me.

[tasteuvheaven]

This happens with me too. Wasnt always like that. When i started using meds for pain/recreation, i f i wasnt on meds when i smoke i would freak out, still do to this day, it make WD's SOOOOO much worse i wanna stab myself and go to the ER.....

But when i was younger i loved smoking i was a pot head for years and loved it. I still like herb, and will always have a passion for it, but now i use it to enhance something else, never on its own.

Maybe one day when im clean ill have another love affair with Mary.

Unfortunetly in answer to your question heaven, I would need a little more info about you. But i can try to answer your question with some questions:

Do you regularly take opiates/benz?
If you do, were you on them when you smoked? If you were not on them when you smoked i would say go ahead and try again but only do it after dosing. I would wait until you start to feel the meds then smoke a very small amount. 1 hit, maybe 2.

If you do not take any meds/dope regularly and that happened when you smoked, i think your in the same boat as me, youll need to take something for the herb to enhance, but alone the weed might make you feel icky. Plus now that i think back i remember all my uncles and cousins telling me "one day you wont like it anymore, it'll make you feel paranoid".

Anyway sorry for my rant and my horrible spelling and gramatical errors im quite loopy right now.
Hope you find a happy medium heaven, take care and have fun!

-Scud

used to get prescribed 5mg valiums or 10 sometimes...60 a mont..never tried taking one b4 i smoked...know that i love the feeeelin of valiums god i miss it. don't be sorry for the rant, i dont see it as ranting, i see it as helping another member of your community because your sweet :p

[opiobsessed]

This exact thing happened to me also. Way back when I was just into drinking, I went out with someone and we ended up at their apartment overnight. All of a sudden he asked me if I ever tried pot or weed? I said no, I'm afraid to get addicted to two things I'm a binge drinker right now only.

He said come on "its not going to kill you" no matter how much you smoke it just makes you higher. I said well wait, what are the effects? since I act silly sometimes and like to laugh, I gave in. We smoked one joint. I smoked half and he the other half.

I said "nothing is happening" he said well it takes sometimes 10-15 mins for some to kick in, then all of a sudden my heart started beating so fast and I stood up and it felt like I was so tall that I was looking down from the ceiling. I got cotton mouth lol, we went to the kitchen and suddenly I was laughing at the stove, it looked like the side of a car with 6 wheels on it and the burners looked like cookies.

Then suddenly I got scared and I could hear everything, everything seemed amplified, I said what if the police bust in on us? he then was laughing and said come on lay down and sleep it off. Everytime I closed my eyes I saw scary psychadelic images spinning so fast that it made me dizzy and I kept opening my eyes so I would not feel nauseated. It seemed to go on forever, then suddenly I slept and woke up early at the crack of dawn. The guy I stayed with since I was way unable to drive came in and said, wow I just woke up too.

Wanna smoke some more? I said no! I told him what happened that night and he said, dont worry it comes and goes, sometimes you get bad shit but we both smoked the same stuff and I felt so calm I fell asleep in front of the tv.

Then I met someone else who used to make some good money growing it in his house and he said he got busted and told what he felt like telling and it sounded like a horrible experience. He ended up losing all the cash he made just to pay off a good lawyer a friend of his luckily hooked him up with and he didn't smoke anymore but he showed me all the cool bongs etc he used and told me he rarely smokes anymore.

I told him about my 1st pot experience and he said "oh I'm so sorry to hear that" he must have had garbage, then suddenly he said, wanna try again with some real stuff? I said well okay but do you have any drug that counteracts weed if I get paranoid etc? he said no, once pot hits it doesn't stop until it wears off. So he got out his small bong and we did an even sharing amount of tokes until we both were buzzing.

Suddenly I was relaxed and wasn't afraid to laugh and act silly, my personality disorder come right out and I felt fine about it. I started laughing harder and harder and he said wow what is so funny. I told him something so bizzare that he was like, wow you are stoned dude ha ha. Then suddenly I told him gee I suddenly feel like hitting that bong again. He said gee I was just about to say the same thing, so we toked up again.

After only a month of me and that same guy smoking pot once a week maybe more one time, I quickly and suddenly had such a tolerance to weed that it didn't do much for me except make me paranoid and like I couldn't think clearly and I felt dumb feeling like. I finally got my first car and started going out getting into trouble, like driving drunk a few times, God was watching out for me those times, lucky for me I never got a dui before. I got tired of hanging out with that guy smoking pot and went back to drinking and hated pot since then because it always gave me the same feelings.

Once I got going with lovely vicodin, I never looked back and focused only on opiates since then, and as my luck would have it, my neighbor right across the street from me said he sells weed once in a while and can get me the best shit anytime. I said damn I'm only into opiates and I'm in bad wd today, long story short he conned me into trying weed once more to ease the wd's. Boy was that hell, it made the wd's amplified and I could not wait for it to wear off. I then traded what I had left which was kind of a good stash to someone I knew for some speakers.

Well that's my pot story, and by the way its strange I dont know if its just me or its common, but I notice that potheads and opiophiles dont get along very well.

[tasteuvheaven]

This exact thing happened to me also. Way back when I was just into drinking, I went out with someone and we ended up at their apartment overnight. All of a sudden he asked me if I ever tried pot or weed? I said no, I'm afraid to get addicted to two things I'm a binge drinker right now only.

He said come on "its not going to kill you" no matter how much you smoke it just makes you higher. I said well wait, what are the effects? since I act silly sometimes and like to laugh, I gave in. We smoked one joint. I smoked half and he the other half.

I said "nothing is happening" he said well it takes sometimes 10-15 mins for some to kick in, then all of a sudden my heart started beating so fast and I stood up and it felt like I was so tall that I was looking down from the ceiling. I got cotton mouth lol, we went to the kitchen and suddenly I was laughing at the stove, it looked like the side of a car with 6 wheels on it and the burners looked like cookies.

Then suddenly I got scared and I could hear everything, everything seemed amplified, I said what if the police bust in on us? he then was laughing and said come on lay down and sleep it off. Everytime I closed my eyes I saw scary psychadelic images spinning so fast that it made me dizzy and I kept opening my eyes so I would not feel nauseated. It seemed to go on forever, then suddenly I slept and woke up early at the crack of dawn. The guy I stayed with since I was way unable to drive came in and said, wow I just woke up too.

Wanna smoke some more? I said no! I told him what happened that night and he said, dont worry it comes and goes, sometimes you get bad shit but we both smoked the same stuff and I felt so calm I fell asleep in front of the tv.

Then I met someone else who used to make some good money growing it in his house and he said he got busted and told what he felt like telling and it sounded like a horrible experience. He ended up losing all the cash he made just to pay off a good lawyer a friend of his luckily hooked him up with and he didn't smoke anymore but he showed me all the cool bongs etc he used and told me he rarely smokes anymore.

I told him about my 1st pot experience and he said "oh I'm so sorry to hear that" he must have had garbage, then suddenly he said, wanna try again with some real stuff? I said well okay but do you have any drug that counteracts weed if I get paranoid etc? he said no, once pot hits it doesn't stop until it wears off. So he got out his small bong and we did an even sharing amount of tokes until we both were buzzing.

Suddenly I was relaxed and wasn't afraid to laugh and act silly, my personality disorder come right out and I felt fine about it. I started laughing harder and harder and he said wow what is so funny. I told him something so bizzare that he was like, wow you are stoned dude ha ha. Then suddenly I told him gee I suddenly feel like hitting that bong again. He said gee I was just about to say the same thing, so we toked up again.

After only a month of me and that same guy smoking pot once a week maybe more one time, I quickly and suddenly had such a tolerance to weed that it didn't do much for me except make me paranoid and like I couldn't think clearly and I felt dumb feeling like. I finally got my first car and started going out getting into trouble, like driving drunk a few times, God was watching out for me those times, lucky for me I never got a dui before. I got tired of hanging out with that guy smoking pot and went back to drinking and hated pot since then because it always gave me the same feelings.

Once I got going with lovely vicodin, I never looked back and focused only on opiates since then, and as my luck would have it, my neighbor right across the street from me said he sells weed once in a while and can get me the best shit anytime. I said damn I'm only into opiates and I'm in bad wd today, long story short he conned me into trying weed once more to ease the wd's. Boy was that hell, it made the wd's amplified and I could not wait for it to wear off. I then traded what I had left which was kind of a good stash to someone I knew for some speakers.

Well that's my pot story, and by the way its strange I dont know if its just me or its common, but I notice that potheads and opiophiles dont get along very well.


thnxxx for the story :)