cutin back + lotsa drugs

[SuperJunky]

Well, I've only been able to get my hands on a 1/6 of a gram of really crappy dope, it straitened me out for a bit but not long. So I fallowed it up w/ a cup of poppy tea, something like2 1/4cups ground stems and nobs. Took tagmet and grapefruit juice 1/2 hour before and while drinking. Fallowed up by a kpin and a valium, a bit if DXm, some benadryl and some promethazine/codeine syrup. feel more knocked out than anything. And I'm still sitting around tryig to come up w/cash to go score some real shit, which the quality has been god awful. Did a shot of K too, now I don't feel to bad. Weird and extremly sedated.

[drugsaregood]

Well, I've only been able to get my hands on a 1/6 of a gram of really crappy dope, it straitened me out for a bit but not long. So I fallowed it up w/ a cup of poppy tea, something like2 1/4cups ground stems and nobs. Took tagmet and grapefruit juice 1/2 hour before and while drinking. Fallowed up by a kpin and a valium, a bit if DXm, some benadryl and some promethazine/codeine syrup. feel more knocked out than anything. And I'm still sitting around tryig to come up w/cash to go score some real shit, which the quality has been god awful. Did a shot of K too, now I don't feel to bad. Weird and extremly sedated.

haha you're a madman! why have you not added acohol to that list? you must add to the drug binge!

[Chemical_Boy]

Or how about some raw ether?


We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get locked into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon.:D

[SuperJunky]

Ethers nuts, I went on a week longether binge w/ a few frinds, it was nusts, I found out the road is exactly wide as my car is long. As for booze I havn't gotten there yet, the problem being once I start I'm not stopping till I'm in the car and on my way to score...

[The Lurker]

Ethers nuts, I went on a week longether binge w/ a few frinds, it was nusts, I found out the road is exactly wide as my car is long.

Whoa, deja vu, for a minute there I thought I was losing my mind SJ. Turns out you mentioned the same thing in the apple cider thread about a month ago. Just like that black cat in the Matrix....half expected an agent to come knocking on my door. Crazy tricks your mind plays on you sometimes......


For the record, that's:

Heroin
Poppy Tea
Klonopin
Diazepam
Dextromethorphan
Diphenhydramine
Codeine
Promethazine
Ketamine
Other Potentiators

If I'd done all that, there'd probably be a 'haven't seen TL in awhile, whatever happened to...' comment attached to it. (Speaking of, where the hell is HoM? I like GF too, but I do miss our Mod) Glad my tolerance ain't there now.....

Good luck scoring and all that,

-TL

[SuperJunky]

I wasn't being like fuck you, look at how many drugs I can do, I was sick, I remeber when this would have been a really goodtime. O well. And who ever mentioned booze I'm loaded now to. peace.

[The Lurker]

That wasn't my intention and I know what you were saying friend. This isn't a contest for sure. Just noting the wide differences in tolerance out there. Hope you feel better SJ.

-TL

[SuperJunky]

Sorry all for the craziness. If I said anything to any one that was insulting, condescending, mean etc this morning or last night just ignore it, and I'm very sorry. I think we've all snapped before, I would call this temporary insanity, like a mini mental breakdown.

Any ways I got some good shit (all three of my steady connects had junk junk for a few days) so now I don't feel like absolute crapola and most of the other drugs have warn off.

This is completely unrelated but; I'm sitting here at the computer for a minute I hear music. Not even music I really like, and the songs keep changing, it really sounds like there a radio w/ the volume real low in another room. Weird, I just have to stare off for 30 seconds or so and I can hear it, but it seems like I could always here it and suddenly I notice it and start listening. I could have sworn that I just heard a female DJ say something before the next song started. There is definitely no radio, unless it is invisible (fuck, invisible radio playing quite music that only I can hear.)

Now I'm rambling.

-EDIT- I'm gonna be getting my shit together and what not, start a new job on Monday etc. so I may not be around that much. Those of you that want to be able to get hold of me by PM or Hush (if ya got it) and I'll give those of you that need it my cell #.

Peace
SJ

[OxyContinuously]

SJ, at least you were able to stave off the dreaded WD's (drumroll please) We all know how much those suck suck suck. At least you weren't sick as a dog, man


late

Oxy

[nick]

With all that in you BE CAREFUL when you do score.


I hope you find "something" soon.

I miss HoM too and I'll drink to that.

[SuperJunky]

SJ, at least you were able to stave off the dreaded WD's (drumroll please) We all know how much those suck suck suck. At least you weren't sick as a dog, man


late

Oxy

With all that in you BE CAREFUL when you do score.


I hope you find "something" soon.

I miss HoM too and I'll drink to that.

Thanks for the support guys. But that was the problem, I don't think that did stave off WD and I've been some other type of sick on top of it, I threw my back out again and I've been hit w/ the nasty cluster migraines I've ever had in my life almost every fricken day. I have insurance but it doesn't cover anything except emergency get shot ot in a car accident, cut your hand off etc., and my general practitioner doctor is a noob and won't even give me clonodine and a benzo for detox, he referred me to a $30,000 out patient rehab program that uses subs and a whole lot of degrading BS. He wrote on my record "Drug Seeker" in big letters because I wanted clonodine and 10 valiums or xanax what ever. So now I'm fucked and can't go to the doctor. I have hep C, he wanted me to get tested for it and I told him that my friend I'vealways shared w/ came back positive for geno type 1 and that I really didn't want to get tested till I have some insurance, I know and I told him and he said if I camebackbefore going throught that specific detox that his friend runs he's gonna put that I'm positive on my recod and call my insurance company. ASSHOLE ASSHOLE.

[nick]

Thanks for the support guys. But that was the problem, I don't think that did stave off WD and I've been some other type of sick on top of it, I threw my back out again and I've been hit w/ the nasty cluster migraines I've ever had in my life almost every fricken day. I have insurance but it doesn't cover anything except emergency get shot ot in a car accident, cut your hand off etc., and my general practitioner doctor is a noob and won't even give me clonodine and a benzo for detox, he referred me to a $30,000 out patient rehab program that uses subs and a whole lot of degrading BS. He wrote on my record "Drug Seeker" in big letters because I wanted clonodine and 10 valiums or xanax what ever. So now I'm fucked and can't go to the doctor. I have hep C, he wanted me to get tested for it and I told him that my friend I'vealways shared w/ came back positive for geno type 1 and that I really didn't want to get tested till I have some insurance, I know and I told him and he said if I camebackbefore going throught that specific detox that his friend runs he's gonna put that I'm positive on my recod and call my insurance company. ASSHOLE ASSHOLE.

Oh bro,I really am sorry.Fucking docs!! you should remind him of the hipocratic oath because he doesn't seem to be allieviating your suffering-in fact he's making thing worse.


What kinda doc is more interested in $$$$ than helping his patients...............a normal one,I guess.

Try and find a cool doc and BE CAREFUL.

[SuperJunky]

Oh bro,I really am sorry.Fucking docs!! you should remind him of the hipocratic oath because he doesn't seem to be allieviating your suffering-in fact he's making thing worse.


What kinda doc is more interested in $$$$ than helping his patients...............a normal one,I guess.

Try and find a cool doc and BE CAREFUL.

Check your PM's bro.

[OxyContinuously]

Hey, SuperJ, I mean we all know about the medical profession and its jaded approach to providing relief from ailments (whatever they may be,) but writing that shit on your file/chart is absolutely presumptious, pompous and really makes me fell like knocking out this person's teeth. Drug seeker? For actually knowing more than the stupid doctor (ie vals and clonidine) you get punished and cannot get relief? That really bothers me, brotha.

And holy shit, man!! I am sorry that you are sick, dude, I wish you lived closer, know what I mean? But anyway, I hope you get straightened out soon, and don't get down about the doc: yeah that was an asshole move on the doc's part, but again, are you surprised? Unfortunately the medical profession, aside from a couple "good ones," seems to take residence in the toilet. Damn, man, what the fuck else did you go to the doc for, you know? You go for genuine help and get fucking degraded? As far as the 30 stack rehab, who the hell did he think is gonna pay for that? Is he gonna pay? Yeah right!! And what sucks even more is that I think most if not all health insurance won't even touch a rehab facility. Nice system right?

Take it easy, brotha

OxyC

[drugsaregood]

Glad your still around after a cocktail like that. You mentioned ether...Can't you extract that from starter fluid or someshit? I wouldn't do it, heard its dirty, atleast from that method, has all sorts of nasty shit in it. ;\

[Curio]

Thanks for the support guys. But that was the problem, I don't think that did stave off WD and I've been some other type of sick on top of it, I threw my back out again and I've been hit w/ the nasty cluster migraines I've ever had in my life almost every fricken day. I have insurance but it doesn't cover anything except emergency get shot ot in a car accident, cut your hand off etc., and my general practitioner doctor is a noob and won't even give me clonodine and a benzo for detox, he referred me to a $30,000 out patient rehab program that uses subs and a whole lot of degrading BS. He wrote on my record "Drug Seeker" in big letters because I wanted clonodine and 10 valiums or xanax what ever. So now I'm fucked and can't go to the doctor. I have hep C, he wanted me to get tested for it and I told him that my friend I'vealways shared w/ came back positive for geno type 1 and that I really didn't want to get tested till I have some insurance, I know and I told him and he said if I camebackbefore going throught that specific detox that his friend runs he's gonna put that I'm positive on my recod and call my insurance company. ASSHOLE ASSHOLE.

I can't believe that crap...I wouldn't go back to him ever, OR ever tell anyone else (esp. new doctors)his name so that the info and files won't follow you!
I had nearly forgotten about the "lady" last year at urgent care that actually wrote my clonidine script to include the phrase "for narcotic withdrawal" I shouldn't have filled it but I needed the meds...Wish I hadn't even gone to see her now...but it was only 3 weeks after my spine surgery and my doc that prescribed the opiates was in another state, basically a 9 1/2 hr drive away...

I'll have to get my med records from that place cause in smaller areas you don't know who might get the info, even with HIPAA supposedly protecting our privacy in these matters..

SJ, I'd suggest that same thing to you, get all the med records you can so you know what is in there for sure...

[bronyraur]

He wrote on my record "Drug Seeker" in big letters because I wanted clonodine and 10 valiums or xanax what ever.

I had nearly forgotten about the "lady" last year at urgent care that actually wrote my clonidine script to include the phrase "for narcotic withdrawal"


This kind of shit is outrageous! It really is a "sneaky" form of discrimination.

Just because you want some clonidine to take of the WDs doesn't make you an evil person. What the fuck do these "doctors" think they are doing by labeling people? Nothing good comes from it.

I've been labeled as a drug seeker too, and all it did was make me feel like less of a human being (it also made me change doctors).

Fuck people that are prejudiced.