Ahhhhhh, Dilaudid...

[moviebuff927]

I know, Dilaudid doesn't compare to pure junk. But it's so hard for me to get pure junk that Dillies are a Godsend right now.

But what worries me is that I've done Dillies for years when they were around but now I have a neverending supply as long as I have the money. I have found myself doing more and more just to get that rush. After 24 hours of non use, I can feel the WD's come in faster than a tsunami slamming into the coast of an unsuspecting country. And until I can get right, they're the worst WD's of any opiate I've ever had WD's from.

That thought right when you pull back and see the entire syringe turn dark red and right before you push it in. It feels like you're not even here on Earth, you're just existing and waiting to be enlightened. And the warmth comes on so fast and so comforting that all you can do is stare at whatever you wish, and think nothing but whatever you wish. SO relaxing and comforting.

And I know that I can get more and that I'll probably get more, but until I have the little white pills in my hand, I'm not okay.

I was watching "The Final 24" on John Belushi the other night. It showed what he did the last 24 hours of his life. They had friends like Dan Akroyd on there, and they had an addiction specialist, Dr. Drew from MTV's older "Loveline" talking about different drug addictions. What he said I sorta already knew, but the way he finally put it together made me realize how strong addiction is.

It is more disruptive with cocaine, but any addictive drug will cause your limbic system in your brain to be rewarded through the reward pathway. And dopamine is the neurochemical that really enforces your addictive behavior (i.e. shooting up or consuming your DOC). That first time you do a drug and you have a great time, your mind implants that memory into your primitive limbic system. In other words, that behavior is right up there with eating and sex. Your mind feels like you have to have that drug in order to survive. It is essentially telling your mind, just as it would if you were starving or dehydrated that you need to get food/water or you will die, the same thing. It's telling your body "If you don't get cocaine/heroin/etc. you will die.

That's scary shit.

[nick]

Welcome to the big leagues bro.




Please take care.

[superman]

I can sympathize with the quick WD's from shooting dilly. been doing so for a couple weeks steady and I wake up in WD's even. doing about 15-18mg/day

[Dolophine]

Help....Need veins! running out!

[HistoryofMadness]

hell yeah WD comes fast those things are lovely but HELL when its over...

[loves a b....]

mmmmm Dilaudid

[Woowoo]

"I know, Dilaudid doesn't compare to pure junk." Really? I've always thought junk as "beer" and dillies like fine wine. (But of course, beer is so tastey, and who wants to drink fine wine every day anyhow?)

[HistoryofMadness]

"I know, Dilaudid doesn't compare to pure junk." Really? I've always thought junk as "beer" and dillies like fine wine. (But of course, beer is so tastey, and who wants to drink fine wine every day anyhow?)


damn a man after my own mind... now there's some hellified H out there, and i love guiness... but I'm a scotch man myself, and i compare dilly to scotch... single malt only please

[moviebuff927]

"I know, Dilaudid doesn't compare to pure junk." Really? I've always thought junk as "beer" and dillies like fine wine. (But of course, beer is so tastey, and who wants to drink fine wine every day anyhow?)

That's interesting. I thought the consensus was that pure (think diamorphine, pharmaceutical heroin in the UK) was always better than dillies. Fuck man, I'd take freeze dried diamorphine ampules over dilaudid ampules ANY FUCKING DAY...

But I guess it's personal preference. I'm also surprised that HoM also concurs with this...but as I said, personal preference...Not dissing your choice just kind of befuddled...

Ahhhhhhhh, Diamorphine...

[Substance-P-Inhibition]

I know, Dilaudid doesn't compare to pure junk. But it's so hard for me to get pure junk that Dillies are a Godsend right now.

But what worries me is that I've done Dillies for years when they were around but now I have a neverending supply as long as I have the money. I have found myself doing more and more just to get that rush. After 24 hours of non use, I can feel the WD's come in faster than a tsunami slamming into the coast of an unsuspecting country. And until I can get right, they're the worst WD's of any opiate I've ever had WD's from.

That thought right when you pull back and see the entire syringe turn dark red and right before you push it in. It feels like you're not even here on Earth, you're just existing and waiting to be enlightened. And the warmth comes on so fast and so comforting that all you can do is stare at whatever you wish, and think nothing but whatever you wish. SO relaxing and comforting.

And I know that I can get more and that I'll probably get more, but until I have the little white pills in my hand, I'm not okay.

I was watching "The Final 24" on John Belushi the other night. It showed what he did the last 24 hours of his life. They had friends like Dan Akroyd on there, and they had an addiction specialist, Dr. Drew from MTV's older "Loveline" talking about different drug addictions. What he said I sorta already knew, but the way he finally put it together made me realize how strong addiction is.

It is more disruptive with cocaine, but any addictive drug will cause your limbic system in your brain to be rewarded through the reward pathway. And dopamine is the neurochemical that really enforces your addictive behavior (i.e. shooting up or consuming your DOC). That first time you do a drug and you have a great time, your mind implants that memory into your primitive limbic system. In other words, that behavior is right up there with eating and sex. Your mind feels like you have to have that drug in order to survive. It is essentially telling your mind, just as it would if you were starving or dehydrated that you need to get food/water or you will die, the same thing. It's telling your body "If you don't get cocaine/heroin/etc. you will die.

That's scary shit.

I'm right there with you man. You took the words right out of my mouth.. wow

[Magicluke1]

a little off topic but i just started iv/ing my dillies i had a friend do it for me. for the past 2 years ive been prescribed to 10 4mg pills a day and everyday i have just been snorting all 10 at once sometime throught the day and honestly it barely phases me anymore so ive moved on to iv i just cant figure out how to find a damn vein lol or how to get in it. so if im snortin at least 40mg a day how much should i be able to handle iv.

[moviebuff927]

a little off topic but i just started iv/ing my dillies i had a friend do it for me. for the past 2 years ive been prescribed to 10 4mg pills a day and everyday i have just been snorting all 10 at once sometime throught the day and honestly it barely phases me anymore so ive moved on to iv i just cant figure out how to find a damn vein lol or how to get in it. so if im snortin at least 40mg a day how much should i be able to handle iv.

A fraction of that amount. Don't fucking shoot 40mg of Dilaudid...how much was your friend shooting you with? Go from there...I told you this on your other thread, but make sure you read the proper injection techniques since you're pretty much made your decision on iving. With practice makes perfect. But again I warn you, it will turn into a habit...I can almost guarantee it...especially if you're already snorting and wanting something stronger...you won't go back to snorting once you start shooting...

Just forewarning you...

[Magicluke1]

i hear ya man and no i didnt think i could iv 40mg obviously when i tried it i just tried 2 pills so 8mg and that was alright definetly coulda been better though. i know iving would become a habbit but i just dont see it as being that much worse than snorting to me there both horrible habbits one just works better

[moviebuff927]

i hear ya man and no i didnt think i could iv 40mg obviously when i tried it i just tried 2 pills so 8mg and that was alright definetly coulda been better though. i know iving would become a habbit but i just dont see it as being that much worse than snorting to me there both horrible habbits one just works better

Good point...both are habits...I just don't like to advocate IVing if someone is controlling their pain/pleasure with another route of administration. I do know/believe that IVing is the most pleasurable, quickest, and efficient way of administering a drug...but with great power comes great responsibility (sorry for quoting "Spiderman", couldn't resist:) )

8mg is a good shot for me...I shot 12mg the other day after shooting 8mg for a while and I know that if I had done more it wouldn't have done much more, so in essence it was the "perfect" dose. Once you reach a point in IVing a certain dosage, taking more only wastes the drug or puts you in a position for overdose.

40mg IV'd would knock me out...but I wouldn't mind trying it once :)

[Magicluke1]

lol i dont know about ivin 40mg kinda sounds like a death wish.....good info moviebuff on the point of reaching a certain dosage and doing more only wastes it i think i know what you mean cause when i did 8mg i did another pill or 2 to bump it up but it didnt seem to make that big of a difference i guess its like smokin weed you can only get so high from weed

[moviebuff927]

lol i dont know about ivin 40mg kinda sounds like a death wish.....good info moviebuff on the point of reaching a certain dosage and doing more only wastes it i think i know what you mean cause when i did 8mg i did another pill or 2 to bump it up but it didnt seem to make that big of a difference i guess its like smokin weed you can only get so high from weed

Oh, that's another phenomenon altogether. It has to do with the "rush"...when you don't do opiates for a period of time, your receptors are occupied less and less...when you do a shot of an opiate and you haven't had any for a good period of time, then your opiate receptors are overcome with the opiate in the seconds it takes an iv'd dose to reach your brain/receptors. So that's what gives you the rush, your receptors being suddenly occupied. And if you decide to do another shot within a short amount of time after your first, you won't get a rush, or a small one if that...