Fuck, Fuck...ohhhhhh shiiiitttt...

[moviebuff927]

I've been hurting all day...3 weeks straight shooting Dilaudid EVERYDAY at aleast one K4, sometimes 2 at a time.

I have been waiting all day...my dealer thought it was funny to ignore me for the past 8 hours.

Finally I get a call from them, they're 20 minutes away...THANK GOD.

I meet them, get 4 K4's and go ahead and decide I'm going to shoot 2.

So, I prep 2 of them, throw the cotton in, and suck up, and pull the plunger straight out of the barrel after filling it about 3/4 full, appx. 3/4 of my dose, 6mg...

No big deal, I keep the needle pointed down into the spoon, put the plunger back in, point the syringe with the needle up, and all the liquid spills out onto my foot, because I didn't push the plunger in fast enough because I didn't want to waste any by shooting it out the needle.

FUCK!!! There's still a little bit of liquid left in the syringe, and some in the spoon. I know this shot is gonna suck even if I get all the liquid from the spoon in the syringe. So I fix up the last 2 in a bigger rig (5mL compared the the 1cc insulin syringe I had before).

I know there's a little more than 8mg, but I didn't think it was that much. I find a big vein because the 5mL rig has a bigger needle, and pull back dark red. Let go of tourniket, pull back again, and push all the way down. I pull back a little bit of blood to boot it because there's still a good amount of liquid in the barrel since it's so big. Then, HOLY SHIT!

This was by far the best shot I've had in this whole Dilaudid run! Probably the 2nd best time because the first was the best! But this one LASTED, and I'm still fucked up as hell! Probably got close to 10mg of pure Dilaudid in my arm! I know that's not a lot to someone with a tolerance, but it was a pretty decent shot to me...especially after hurting all day, shitting my ass off, and the fact that I hadn't had any in more than 24 hours.

But, I only have a little bit left if that for tomorrow. The whole point of me getting 4 tonight was that it would last me through tomorrow until my Xanax can get refilled because it helps with the psychological part of the withdrawal.

I'm nodding like hell right now, and I just wanted to share this because it started off good, then I spilt almost the entire first shot, but then got a NICE shot overall...I feel good now but tomorrow when I realize I could have have 2 more left, I'll feel like shit.

By the way, this is the first time I really fucked up with spilling it after pulling the plunger out. It's happened before, but never like today where I turned it upside down and it all came out. Just careless.

- m o v i e b u f f

[Curio]

I have had that happen....ALWAYS make mistakes and have weird "equipment" failures when low on drugs, you notice never happens when you have plenty left?

[flipside]

Absolutely CT

Damn MB I feel your pain. :mad:

[opiobsessed]

Damn that sucks, it reminds me of the time my Mom intercepted one of my 120 vicodin 10/500 packages when I was in wd, I was so pissed and sad at the same time that I shut myself in my room and could not even stand to see the horrid sight of her flushing them all down the toilet.

Or that one friday afternoon I was anxiously waiting for my doctor consult, they never called or answered my email that day and were closed all weekend. I was in horrid wd all weekend and didn't get my meds until that tuesday. Or that time I was sick and had just taken 6 hydros, a few minutes later I heaved em up, 6 pills sadly wasted.

Sadly my love affair with mr watson has ended due to tolerance, but I will never forget my little pal who put sunshine in my life all day long.

[SpecialGuy69]

^^ opiob- I hate to say this, but I told ya so. Can't get high off methadone. It just don't work. Push your tolerance into the stratosphere for what? A little heavy eyelids?

[nick]

sorry bro that reall sucks-well it will tomorrow.you aren't the first person this has happened to and you won't be the last.

[HistoryofMadness]

why do you use a spoon for k4s? you don't have to do all that. all you have to do is crush the pill in a straw, pull out the plunger, dump the pill(s) into the back of the rig, put the plunger back in, and then use the point to draw in water.

IF they're k4s and not m4s.

they're so small most of the pill is actually the D and very little fillers.

[youwonhundred]

Yeah. MB, you were tellin me about this last night in the chat. Sucks for real. I can't remember ever doing that exactly, but the last time I had more than a couple Dilaudid, the phone rang when I was trying to fix a shot (the Mallies, so you can't do like HoM suggested) and I ended up spilling the bottle. I was crawling around on the floor lookin for those little white fuckers. I had 26 I think, to start with, and found 22 that day. I was pissed at myself for losing them, but I lucked out and found them, right in the middle of the floor about 3 days later (I was sick, and hoping I would find them).

That was awesome. I got right, and was in such a good mood I shared with the Mrs. Kinda reminds me of yesterday morning. I was getting my morning dose ready, and dropped one of my percs. Well, the bottle was mostly full, so I just grabbed another one. A little later that afternoon, I picked up one of my grandsons toys and it rattled. Flipped the damn car upside down, and the pill fell out. Its almost a shame I didn't leave it there till I was out. LOL

BTW, moviebuff, remember I told you i had a shot of M saved for breakfast? I woke up, late as hell for my doctors appointment, slammed it, and felt no pain during the visit. Doc debrided my wound with this thing that looks like a miniature melon baller. Usually that shit hurts, but after the shot of M, a couple percs, and one ms contin crushed and parachuted, I barely noticed.

Man, I love opiates.

[moviebuff927]

why do you use a spoon for k4s? you don't have to do all that. all you have to do is crush the pill in a straw, pull out the plunger, dump the pill(s) into the back of the rig, put the plunger back in, and then use the point to draw in water.

IF they're k4s and not m4s.

they're so small most of the pill is actually the D and very little fillers.

Well, I meant 4mg of hydromorphone, not brand name.

But, even the brand name K4's no longer can be cold shaken. I believe they sold the brand to Abbott, but even before that they put more filler so people couldn't do that. I know what you're talking about, but I do believe those are no longer in existence. Unless of course you got the freeze dried powder or something similar that was made for injection, but not a solution. But, that's not a K4. That's a powder made to be injected. K4's were pills, made for oral use. It just was so convenient for us junkies that they decided to be cool and put nothing more in there.

[SuperJunky]

Why didnt you try to suck it up off your foot? Socks can be squeezed, cottons can wipe the stuff off your bare foot. If your wearing the right type of shoe and didnt panick maybe it would have puddled. I've even drawn liquid out of the carpet. It really sucks though, I do feel for you, it never happens when you have an excess.

[repeek]

I have sucked up a few spills over the years too, the old cotton squeeze routine. It is indeed a drag and almost always happens when low on dope or even worse, sick and low on dope.

[greenfox]

Well, I meant 4mg of hydromorphone, not brand name.

But, even the brand name K4's no longer can be cold shaken. I believe they sold the brand to Abbott, but even before that they put more filler so people couldn't do that. I know what you're talking about, but I do believe those are no longer in existence. Unless of course you got the freeze dried powder or something similar that was made for injection, but not a solution. But, that's not a K4. That's a powder made to be injected. K4's were pills, made for oral use. It just was so convenient for us junkies that they decided to be cool and put nothing more in there.

damn. we all love those dili's. :)