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[Powdered Love]

Hey everyone. I haven't been around for a while. Christmas day I admitted to those around me that I had an uncontrollable problem with opiates that was ruining my life. Long story short, I got a huge outpouring of support from my family and close friends... started going to AA and NA and I've been clean since then. And I plan to stay that way for the rest of my life... So, unfortunately, at this point in my life, I can't be a part of this site anymore because it's a trigger for me. :(

But I thought I would come on here one last time and let everyone know that I'm not dead, actually far from it... I'm finally alive again! :D :D :D

I've been on opiates so long that I forgot there actually IS life after O, and I realize now how much I was missing because I was too busy getting high. I'm already seeing my life change for the better in so many aspects... it's insane! But I digress... I'm not here to go into detail about my recovery... I'm here to say farewell...

I've met so many great people on here and I'm sorry I have to leave, but that's the way it's gotta be...

So, thanks for being part of a crazy time in my life, and I wish you all the best!


See you on the other side. :cool:

-PL

[devilsdrug]

how dramatic, whatever, and no u wont

[chemboy7]

how dramatic, whatever, and no u wont

Harsh, yes; but one of the few things that has actually made me laugh out loud reading something off the computer... fucking nice.

Anyways, good luck with all that... it happens to the best of 'em. Some get beat, some beat the shit out of themselves and come out on top; hope that latter for you, even though I don't really know you.

[robojunkie]

Hey everyone. I haven't been around for a while. Christmas day I admitted to those around me that I had an uncontrollable problem with opiates that was ruining my life. Long story short, I got a huge outpouring of support from my family and close friends... started going to AA and NA and I've been clean since then. And I plan to stay that way for the rest of my life... So, unfortunately, at this point in my life, I can't be a part of this site anymore because it's a trigger for me. :(

But I thought I would come on here one last time and let everyone know that I'm not dead, actually far from it... I'm finally alive again! :D :D :D

I've been on opiates so long that I forgot there actually IS life after O, and I realize now how much I was missing because I was too busy getting high. I'm already seeing my life change for the better in so many aspects... it's insane! But I digress... I'm not here to go into detail about my recovery... I'm here to say farewell...

Giggitty, giggitty, giggitty, bro...I think that's what they call a "pink cloud". That's why I never talk about "staying (fill in the blank) way for the rest of my life" Good luck and all, but be careful, remember the AIC quote "pink cloud has now turned to gray..." Not trying to be pessimistic but its a lot harder to stay in such an unnatural state as being straight when you aren't "feeling alive again" anymore.

But hey seriously good luck on that, whatever works for ya.

[flipside]

Wasn't it just yesterdasy you were asking for advice on IV'ing H. Oh well, whatever works for you. best of luck. You'll enjoy the drama of NA, center of attention and all that And the mind games.. Everyone wil listen to your stories and give you all the attention you crave. Good luck though. Na does work for some, it worked for me for years, but yeah you are on a pink cloud right now. I still don;t understand how you were looking for H doses but been active in Na over the holidays.

[OxyContinuously]

Whatever floats your boat, Powdered. Glad NA/AA is doing the trick.

[flipside]

Pwdered Love I owe yuo an apology. I had you confused with LOVE. Forgive me. I wish you all the best and hope you make it. All the best Flip

[nick]

Good luck man.

[HistoryofMadness]

hey good luck don't listen to these guys you might get lucky.

enjoy it while it lasts.

but do whatcha gotta do ya?

[AWOL]

Yeah good luck man. Take up wood working or something, you're going to need a serrious hobby! (you've got extra cash now, why not?)

[I-Nod]

Good Luck man. Fare thee well.

[candy]

Well, As they say in AA, "Take it one day at a time." I am not a 12 stepper, but don't look to far ahead. Saying now that you will be clean forever or for life, well..........We all said that one or two times before.

And I am not trying to bring you down, but just throwing some reality your way. I know that NA/AA say that as long as you do the steps and all you will be clean, but be careful. Statistics have shown that opiate users/alcoholics don't get clean the first time around. It may take a few downfalls to really get to that point to where you done.

And if you don't do it for yourself, chances are you may not stay clean.

You are in like a "Honeymoon" stage. Feels so good to be clean now and then the real challenge comes. Believe me I want to see you succeed and I hope you do, just take it a day at a time if you want to stay clean. There is a reason they tell you that. (You don't need AA for that), but the support is great if you can find some real folks who are really there to stay clean.

My last point......If you do use, don't beat yourself up about it. Remember that it took you a long time to get to this point and one try may not be enough! It will happen when you are really done with opiates.

And there are many triggers out there........Just don't expect so much at one time!

Good luck and I do wish you the best!

[kyuss]

Good luck PL.
If you had any leftovers
feel free to pm me,I'll help ya out.

[slugbone]

My last point......If you do use, don't beat yourself up about it. Remember that it took you a long time to get to this point and one try may not be enough! It will happen when you are really done with opiates.

And there are many triggers out there........Just don't expect so much at one time!

Good luck and I do wish you the best!


Power L says this place is a trigger for him? LIFE is my fucking trigger whaddya think about that ha ha

[youwonhundred]

LIFE is my fucking trigger

Ain't that the goddam truth

[kyuss]

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thats right
we're partying
down here..BYOD

[SuperJunky]

Good luck powdered, I hope you succeed. I used to think this site was a trigger for me, but it really helped me. I absolutly love drugs so it makes me feel better talking about them even if I cant do them. When I was being drug tested this site kept me out of jail. Atleast some people on here are clean, were as in person almost everyone I know isnt. Different strokes for diferent folks.

Good Luck, and if you do go back to it please come back here, and remember not to do your old usual dose if you relapse, its a recipe for OD.

Peace

[kyuss]

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I can't escape
this thread
it's freaking me out!!!!

[flipside]

Ky..I want whatever your on!:D ;)

[blackdog]

1034ah-hah

[red26]

be prepared to trip and fall far off the wagon at times. I really hope you get it together for youself and your fam. I know how important it can be when you reach that point and theres a fork in the road. Clean life or dope life

I just want to warn you about the reality of relapse. It will ALMOST definately happen but if and when it does, it doesnt mean you've failed. It just means your a human bean. Good luck

[Ragdoll]

Good luck PL.
If you had any leftovers
feel free to pm me,I'll help ya out.

Yeah...
Just say no
Then give me yours.
:)

Good luck, I wish you all the best.
Only you know whether this site is a trigger for you or not.
To me, it seems like a support system for all sorts of choices,
but...that's me.

[scikid]

Good luck!!!