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Papa Verine
12-10-2006, 11:12 AM
Hello everybody,
I don't know who really follows what I'm posting here all the time but lately I've been talking about how I quit using heroin a few months ago and I'm just chipping on a few pharms now and then. This is what I've been doing lately but I've decided to go cop some H again. I don't have any connections for pharms. that are reasonable. I mean, I can go pick up a script from a friend of mine for 60 Tramadols but the script costs $70. Now what the fuck am I going to spend $70 on Tramadol for??? I can take a little trip to the city and get 7 nice bags of quality H with the money.
Anyway, their isn't anybody else I can tell this to so I posted it. I'm going to go back on H again today. I'm an experienced junkie so I don't need any replies about the dangers of it or anything like that. I just can't keep wasting money like this when the real deal is so cheap, potent, and easy to get.
I'll be back on tonight to let you all know how it went. I should be feeling MUCH better by then.
Wish me luck!
Canis aureus
12-10-2006, 11:16 AM
Wish me luck!
Of course, Yea!!
If you're sure it's best for you go with god and please take care.Let us know you get home in one piece.
P.S.Normally I'd try and talk you out of it,but you seem to know what you're doing and anything is better than spending $70 on tramadol.Anything.
Careful, it's dangerous pv ;) heard that stuff might be habbit forming.
Duckfeet
12-10-2006, 11:51 AM
Hello everybody,
I don't know who really follows what I'm posting here all the time but lately I've been talking about how I quit using heroin a few months ago and I'm just chipping on a few pharms now and then. This is what I've been doing lately but I've decided to go cop some H again. I don't have any connections for pharms. that are reasonable. I mean, I can go pick up a script from a friend of mine for 60 Tramadols but the script costs $70. Now what the fuck am I going to spend $70 on Tramadol for??? I can take a little trip to the city and get 7 nice bags of quality H with the money.
Anyway, their isn't anybody else I can tell this to so I posted it. I'm going to go back on H again today. I'm an experienced junkie so I don't need any replies about the dangers of it or anything like that. I just can't keep wasting money like this when the real deal is so cheap, potent, and easy to get.
I'll be back on tonight to let you all know how it went. I should be feeling MUCH better by then.
Wish me luck!
I hear you. For over thirty years I run towards it, from it, all kinds of schemes and re-educating myself in all kinds of different ways just to avoid that one thing: that heroin gives me an overwhelming feeling of happiness. Everything else is either just "biding my time," or substitution. Nothing else does the job, (though dilaudids come close). I have no one around me in real life, anymore, who understands this, which is why I like this site, just like u do. Everywhere else, I "pretend."
I understand completely. Enjoy, be careful...
"pretend" Amen to that.I miss it so bad. I wake up thinking about H and go to sleep thinking about it.I swear I can smell and taste it.Someimes ,well all the time I feel like a relapse waiting to happen.
flipside
12-10-2006, 12:00 PM
:( Group hug to all of you...
slugbone
12-10-2006, 12:24 PM
dude you should know by now nobody is gonna give you "the lecture" about that shit. c'mon man we are all junkies here!
stay safe and let us know if you are buzzin later on man.
dude you should know by now nobody is gonna give you "the lecture" about that shit. c'mon man we are all junkies here!
stay safe and let us know if you are buzzin later on man.
Not me dude, I decided over in the fast food thread that I'm an opiate-ologist :D Ya goup o junkys
Duckfeet
12-10-2006, 12:42 PM
"pretend" Amen to that.I miss it so bad. I wake up thinking about H and go to sleep thinking about it.I swear I can smell and taste it.Someimes ,well all the time I feel like a relapse waiting to happen.
I hear you, Nick. It seems so fucking *wrong* that this substance is so dressed up with legal and societal baggage that makes it almost *impossible* to use without huge price tags, if not legal, than in our heads. I mean, I'm getting ready to hop on me little Vespa, buzz over to the donut shop, get me a couple of donuts...I should be able to stop at the pharmacy and get me a little H, just to make the morning right. Instead, no matter what happens, I feel all incomplete, if you know what I mean. All my adult life, some days it's just so obviously *wrong* and injust...oh well. Hope u r doing o.k. bro. I'm talking to myself. I should go bodysurfing, there are big waves, but I went out twice yesterday, and now I can hardly walk. Will go up to Mom's, pretend to be normal, sigh....
kyuss
12-10-2006, 03:07 PM
Enjoy,Papa Ver
and be careful
Hope Papa is just too loaded to post and not in a cell or worse.Papa let us know everything is cool with you please.
reddragon3668
12-11-2006, 06:54 AM
I agree Nick... hopefully he is enjoying some wellness and will get back to the board soon to let us know how it went. Heres hoping all is well! And although I haven't used H in over 20 years, I would jump back on the bandwagon in a minute if it was between tramdol or H.... I wouldn't care if they gave the Trams to me by the garbage bag full... seventy bucks?? A case of beer would be a million times better! It hurts just thinking about that.
devilsdrug
12-11-2006, 06:59 AM
ah he ok hes a pro
ah he ok hes a pro
He said while admiring a nice pair of handcuffs.Even pros have bad luck.
Papa Verine
12-11-2006, 08:52 AM
All's Well! Trains don't run late on Sundays so I had to stay in the city and had no access to a computer. This sure beats Tramadol! Thanks for the support everyone. I don't know if another place exists where I could have gotten support for such an adventure.
alowishus
12-11-2006, 09:03 AM
I don't know if another place exists where I could have gotten support for such an adventure.
It would have been different if you went for the tram's:mad: :p
Papa Verine
12-11-2006, 09:08 AM
It would have been different if you went for the tram's:mad: :p
HA! What a worthless drug huh? I just couldn't see weighing one against the other and going with the trams for ANY reason.
alowishus
12-11-2006, 09:31 AM
It's worth has been ground in the dirt here, some love it some not....me, I had some for a foot thing I had: a) it help the pain better then most stuff for me, b) it helped w/ wd's big time for me, c) it has NO rec value for me at all.
Papa Verine
12-11-2006, 09:38 AM
I know. I don't really consider it "worthless" but when you're going to spend money on it you start thinking about what it really is worth. I was in a situation where the only thing I could get ahold of was 60 Ultracet (37.5mg Tramadol 375mg APAP) for $70 or good quality H for $100 a gram. Or, of course, I could've opted for sobriety coupled with depression but...
glad it worked out Papa.All you've got to worry about is the next time.Enjoy the fruits of your labours.
P.S.Fucking public transport huh.
alowishus
12-11-2006, 10:03 AM
Or, of course, I could've opted for sobriety coupled with depression but...
That's never an option unless you really really want it hardcore, then of course you can have mine too.:p
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