Ativan... On fire

[antigonemuse]

So i get me a wee script for ativan now... Not the heaviest benzo... but after around 22mg in less then a 15 hour period (along with about 120mg OC) Ived naturally... i was gone, literaly

anyhow... All i can say is that I blacked out. and my boyfriend has been filling me in on the gaps...

This morning he tells me, that while blacked out, i set a box of wooden matches on fire, and walked away from it while blazing... WTF... that really scares me

moral-- same as always - - dont mix benzos and opiates. there are a number of other thingsi blacked out, and am now imbarassed to talk to certian people....

even one of my dealers called me the following day and told me how bad I was...

[AWOL]

^^ Welcome to the club. I've posted before that benzos are by far the most dangerous drug I've ever used.

[antigonemuse]

^^ Welcome to the club. I've posted before that benzos are by far the most dangerous drug I've ever used.

i usually do not like them

valum makes me jumpy, and xanax is a vacation in a tablet for me

but i do love ativan.... first time ive ever blacked out on them though

[moviebuff927]

I never thought about it, but dv1313 is right...benzos are the most dangerous drug I've encountered...thinking back on all the fucked up things I did while taking them, and having people tell me things I've done I would have never done if I hadn't been in a benzo-state of mind, it's scary. I shutter to think what I did when no one was around...

Be careful mixing those two...it's easy to overdose because you don't remember and you just take more on top of it and end up setting yourself up for death...it's easier than you think...TRUST ME

[AWOL]

I'm actually pretty surprised that you like Ativan, most people don't. Well most people don't like it as much. But yeah, as you've experienced blackouts are common oh high doses of Benzo's, so is acting like a complete retard. In a benzo state of mind anything is possible. Atleast you didn't get behind the wheel like many of us have. It always results in a car accident while you're looking out the window at something else. Glad nothing too bad happened to ya other than doing some embarassing things.:)

[jacky]

yeah, me and benzos do not mix recreationally, I do use VERY low doses of them sometimes, like a few milligrams of valium, or 1/4 milligram to 1/2 milligram of xanax.

klonopin is one that is great for dope detox. but I have taken too much before, and ended up doing the stupidest shit I have ever done in my life.
ended up in jail once cause I was so stupid on those things, and should have gone to jail another day on the first day of my detox program that I took in this backassward state that I live in. I took my last shot of heroin, did some cocaine to make it look like I was kicking, and then went in for non opiate/benzo and other drug medicated detox ,so I had a little cocktail going , I ended up in 4 hours time ripping off a freinds business for a clothing item, and then stole items from a record store owned by my mothers freind, and then I defaced and stole a few flower pots FROM A GRAVE SITE in a graveyard, and then I got caught trying to steal some womens tip jar who was making my fucking coffee, well I was able enough to run away from that stupid move, so I didnt go to jail that day. I went instead to my hotel room that I lived in with 4 other junkies, and proceeded to burn holes in my clothes all night long nodding out on the combination.
I was a fucking scumbag, and the klonopin allowed me to be a real fucking idiot that day. I have definitely changed my ways, but I had other bad runins with that drug before I changed. I got violent a few times as well using klonopin in doses over the recommended amount.
I stay away from klonopin now....

[HistoryofMadness]

I'm with you on klonipin, jacky.. I had a terrible experience that I have only been able to piece together from stories, the fact that I was only wearing one shoe when I woke up in my car in the parking lot of my grandmother's apt... I should add here that I was covered in mud...

then I actually locked my keys in my car (by this time the sun was almost up) so I knocked on my grandmother's window and said "I think I'm a necrophiliac" which was supposed to have been "I think I'm a narcoleptic"

So I ended up inside waking up again, still wearing one shoe, still covered in mud, passed out on my grandmother's couch with my mom sitting on the sofa staring at me.. I expected to see a priest and a doctor and then my body covered by a sheet, but luckily I was alive...

And that's just the aftermath... the story is crazy!

[WarmCyanide]

stupidest things I've done is on the blue bottle. I can't do it anymore.

[Curio]

yeah I already did enough stupid things I DON'T recall while drinking....didn't need to have deja vu by going down the benzo road as well...

[HistoryofMadness]

stupidest things I've done is on the blue bottle. I can't do it anymore.


what's the blue bottle?

[AWOL]

so I knocked on my grandmother's window and said "I think I'm a necrophiliac" which was supposed to have been "I think I'm a narcoleptic"


LMFAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is BY FAR the FUNNIEST shit I have ever read on this site bar none !!!!!

[OxyContinuously]

Wow!! 22mgs of Ativan/lorazepam is a whopping dose, considering a mg or 2 is adequate for stress relief, etc. No wonder you blacked out so bad. In my experience, once I double the recommended dose of most benzos, that's where i start to have problems. Benzos act on the GABA receptors in your brain, and too much of them interferes brutally with short term memory and coordination---that's why you blacked out. I am glad you are okay, but I would def. say not to take that much. From personal experience, even tho I never took more than 2mg lorazepam, I can tell you that Xanax (alprazolam) especially, messes with my short term memory more than any other benzo; and i don't even have to take that much, comparatively; we're only talking about 1.5mgs or so taken at once to interfere w/ my short term memory to the point that I could have a "wooden matches" incident like you did. I know what you mean. Just be careful cause benzos can catch you and no one i know of has flumazenil (the benzodiazepine antagonist antidote) lying around.

[Ragdoll]

Ativan absolutely causes blackouts. To be expected.

Benzos...every single one of them are fucking poison. And they've probably saved my life. Tough choices.

[theobarbital]

i have a love/hate relationship with benzos. i have such a horrendous tolerance for them that i always boost on them every 45 minutes until i end up running out or passing out. i hate the feeling of not knowing what the hell i have done, but simply wouldnt tolerate life without my beloved klonopin. i cant seem to go anywhere, not even to cop, without a significant dose of benzos. its a mess, i feel like everyone is laughing at me wherever i am. so i dont even bother going out the 20 days of the month i dont have them from running my script down too fast. what a catch 22, cant do shit without them, cant stay conscious when i got em.

[flipside]

xanax is a vacation in a tablet for me



Perfect description


then I actually locked my keys in my car (by this time the sun was almost up) so I knocked on my grandmother's window and said "I think I'm a necrophiliac" which was supposed to have been "I think I'm a narcoleptic"

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OMG LMFAO I literally just spit out my cofee all over the keyboard. Am still shaking with laughter. candyshop should appreciate that one:D

[quote=d v 1 3 1 3;59324]LMFAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is BY FAR the FUNNIEST shit I have ever read on this site bar none !!!!!

^^What he said. Still laughing and laughing and laughing.

[azuran]

Apparently you're a pyro antigone :P

[satori]

Ativan absolutely causes blackouts. To be expected.

Benzos...every single one of them are fucking poison. And they've probably saved my life. Tough choices.


There not actualy poision you know. Dangerous? Sure.

[applesauce]

but simply wouldnt tolerate life without my beloved klonopin. i cant seem to go anywhere, not even to cop, without a significant dose of benzos. its a mess, i feel like everyone is laughing at me wherever i am. so i dont even bother going out the 20 days of the month i dont have them from running my script down too fast. what a catch 22, cant do shit without them, cant stay conscious when i got em.

Yeah I'm with you here, I really like benzos for pure utilitarian medicinal purposes. They make it easier to do the things that I need to do to get by. I have `scripts for 60 10mg Valium/month and 60 2mg Klonopin but I don't actually use near that much. I've ordered pretty much a lifetime supply of benzos from various IOPs. I have a Sentry safe literally stuffed with thousands of pills of every kind including those not approved for the US, all sealed in either blister packs or foil wrappers. I've become quite the benzo aficionado though, I can decide whether the day calls for Klonopin, Xanax or just Valium. I have about 1000 Ativan that I'll probably never use because I don't particularly care for them, but they do the job when I need then, they just aren't very long-acting. My favorite combination, the one I use for the most stressful situations (business meetings where I'm going to have to dress a certain way and act a certain way - pretty much if I have to put on a suit & tie and speak in front of a group, that is the worst place I can be and this mix works wonderfully - either 1.5 or 3 mg Xanax XR and a pocket-full of purple footballs (the smaller 1mg Xanax Instant Release). The XR Xanax will get me on the road and into the building where the meeting is, then a football or two in the bathroom depending upon my mood, and I'm ready to go.

Benzos kick ass for what they do, the problem is they are so damned insidious - taking Xanax every day for a week or two then stopping can cause some serious backlash, you will be nervous as all hell and jump out of your skin at the slightest thing, you'll feel like every little thing that can go wrong is worthy of suicide - it is a mess. And it happens so subtly too. Read Professor Ashton's site to find out how serious benzo addiction is - WD can easily be fatal. They work so well though, eat a pill, bye bye stress, and at night if you can't sleep, gobble 10mg nitrazapam or 15mg midazolam or .025mg Halcion or 30mg temazepam or if you are in the mood for something more subtle, 10mg Ambien (not a benzo but close). Cross-tolerance is a bitch.

Flunitrazepam ("roofies") is over-rated, it sucks for anxiety and there are much better benzos for sleep. Oxazepam kicks the hell out of Rohypnol.

Bromazepam is currently my favorite all-round happy pill of the benzo sort. It works for light-duty relaxation.

Valium itself is really only useful (to me) when I start taking too many benzos overall and I need to taper. Valium is by far the easiest benzo to quit, because of its long action. Klonopin has a long action to, but it is MUCH more powerful - I like Klonopin when I don't have a specific stress-point for the day but I'm going to be someplace stressful - in other words, if I have to be in a meeting but i don't have to get up and talk.

http://www.benzo.org.uk is THE source of information for people using, or especially trying to quit benzos.

HoM: Dude I haven't laughed out loud this early in the morning in as long as I can remember (which admittedly isn't long because I do use a lot of benzos...) I can SO easily see that happening though. Years ago before I knew much about them, a g/f and I got a bottle of Ativan - we were chewing them up and snorting them by the handful, along with drinking and smoking herb. We woke up naked on the floor in the corner of the bedroom, and mutually agreed that whatever had happened, it probably wasn't fun.

The best thing about benzos aside from the fact that they work is that most of them are nearly impossible to overdose on. You would be hard-pressed to chew up and swallow enough Valium to hurt yourself with. Exceptions are Halcion and midazolam, especially the Versed (injectable liquid midazolam). They can be habit forming fairly quickly though, and treating the habit takes a lot longer than opiate or alcohol addiction, and the consequences of cold turkey can include death.

There is my benzo-rant for the morning. Since I'm going to work from home today, I won't be using any myself, but best wishes to anybody who does gobble some `am today.

...and HoM, try not to fall asleep while violating those graves...LOL

[sk8opium]

I'm alergic to that shit. I have to carry a key chan around that says so. I'm epileptic and they give ativan to people who've had a siezure. Not me though...I hope!

Anyone else allergic to ativan?

[roxi*stardust]

i hardly ever take benzo unless i can't sleep from opie wd's. but a friend of mine used to get 2mg kpins and would eat the shit out of them and act crazy for a week or so until she ran out. the one day she kept calling me and was slurring her words so bad i couldn't understand what the hell she was saying so i decided not to answer the phone anymore. 17 missed calls later her roommate calls and says she went to a doctor appt in this benzo state and the doc called an ambulance and had her admitted for an OD, she lost the kpins, her OC's, and her oxy ir's. dumb, dumb, dumb. she managed to get the oc's back but a lower doses, no ir's or k-pins. when i tell her the shit she would do, she still can't believe it to this day, there are many other stories this one though is mos def the stupidest thing she has done.

[OxyContinuously]

Yeah I'm with you here, I really like benzos for pure utilitarian medicinal purposes. They make it easier to do the things that I need to do to get by. I have `scripts for 60 10mg Valium/month and 60 2mg Klonopin but I don't actually use near that much. I've ordered pretty much a lifetime supply of benzos from various IOPs. I have a Sentry safe literally stuffed with thousands of pills of every kind including those not approved for the US, all sealed in either blister packs or foil wrappers. I've become quite the benzo aficionado though, I can decide whether the day calls for Klonopin, Xanax or just Valium. I have about 1000 Ativan that I'll probably never use because I don't particularly care for them, but they do the job when I need then, they just aren't very long-acting. My favorite combination, the one I use for the most stressful situations (business meetings where I'm going to have to dress a certain way and act a certain way - pretty much if I have to put on a suit & tie and speak in front of a group, that is the worst place I can be and this mix works wonderfully - either 1.5 or 3 mg Xanax XR and a pocket-full of purple footballs (the smaller 1mg Xanax Instant Release). The XR Xanax will get me on the road and into the building where the meeting is, then a football or two in the bathroom depending upon my mood, and I'm ready to go.

Benzos kick ass for what they do, the problem is they are so damned insidious - taking Xanax every day for a week or two then stopping can cause some serious backlash, you will be nervous as all hell and jump out of your skin at the slightest thing, you'll feel like every little thing that can go wrong is worthy of suicide - it is a mess. And it happens so subtly too. Read Professor Ashton's site to find out how serious benzo addiction is - WD can easily be fatal. They work so well though, eat a pill, bye bye stress, and at night if you can't sleep, gobble 10mg nitrazapam or 15mg midazolam or .025mg Halcion or 30mg temazepam or if you are in the mood for something more subtle, 10mg Ambien (not a benzo but close). Cross-tolerance is a bitch.

Flunitrazepam ("roofies") is over-rated, it sucks for anxiety and there are much better benzos for sleep. Oxazepam kicks the hell out of Rohypnol.

Bromazepam is currently my favorite all-round happy pill of the benzo sort. It works for light-duty relaxation.

Valium itself is really only useful (to me) when I start taking too many benzos overall and I need to taper. Valium is by far the easiest benzo to quit, because of its long action. Klonopin has a long action to, but it is MUCH more powerful - I like Klonopin when I don't have a specific stress-point for the day but I'm going to be someplace stressful - in other words, if I have to be in a meeting but i don't have to get up and talk.

http://www.benzo.org.uk is THE source of information for people using, or especially trying to quit benzos.

HoM: Dude I haven't laughed out loud this early in the morning in as long as I can remember (which admittedly isn't long because I do use a lot of benzos...) I can SO easily see that happening though. Years ago before I knew much about them, a g/f and I got a bottle of Ativan - we were chewing them up and snorting them by the handful, along with drinking and smoking herb. We woke up naked on the floor in the corner of the bedroom, and mutually agreed that whatever had happened, it probably wasn't fun.

The best thing about benzos aside from the fact that they work is that most of them are nearly impossible to overdose on. You would be hard-pressed to chew up and swallow enough Valium to hurt yourself with. Exceptions are Halcion and midazolam, especially the Versed (injectable liquid midazolam). They can be habit forming fairly quickly though, and treating the habit takes a lot longer than opiate or alcohol addiction, and the consequences of cold turkey can include death.

There is my benzo-rant for the morning. Since I'm going to work from home today, I won't be using any myself, but best wishes to anybody who does gobble some `am today.

...and HoM, try not to fall asleep while violating those graves...LOL


Applesauce, that post was so well written and so complete in it's information, I had to share that with you!! That was truly an insanely detailed post; I loved it--> you know what you're talking about when it comes to benzos; there's no doubt in that. That was really cool ;-)

OxyC

[applesauce]

i hardly ever take benzo unless i can't sleep from opie wd's. but a friend of mine used to get 2mg kpins and would eat the shit out of them and act crazy for a week or so until she ran out. the one day she kept calling me and was slurring her words so bad i couldn't understand what the hell she was saying so i decided not to answer the phone anymore. 17 missed calls later her roommate calls and says she went to a doctor appt in this benzo state and the doc called an ambulance and had her admitted for an OD, she lost the kpins, her OC's, and her oxy ir's. dumb, dumb, dumb. she managed to get the oc's back but a lower doses, no ir's or k-pins. when i tell her the shit she would do, she still can't believe it to this day, there are many other stories this one though is mos def the stupidest thing she has done.

The worst thing I've ever done on them was when I was 14. It was the first time I had ever been formally arrested for anything (possession of pot, 5 joints - we were smoking in back of gym class). I had a `script for the yellow 5mg Vals, and the day of my court date, I was nervous and wanted to get wasted. I was smoking with friends and eating those Valium pills like they were candy. I ended up being told to leave the court, and when I came back I was told to apologize to the court for what had happened before, they wrote it off to the same kind of stress that I had been prescribed Valium for in the first place, so at least I didn't get hassled for it too bad. But all I can remember from that day is my parents trying to walk me through the halls of the courthouse and me constantly falling down. In retrospect it was dumb as hell, but I really didn't know I'd end up THAT wasted.

I got to know those halls I was falling down in really well between the ages of 14 and 24, but my first experience in them was being wasted out of my mind and not even remembering it.

Thanks for the kind words, Oxy.

[schizo]

Just be careful cause benzos can catch you and no one i know of has flumazenil (the benzodiazepine antagonist antidote) lying around.

Wow, damn that would suck if you had a crazy tolerance and they administered flumazenil to you you would probably go into some nasty withdrawals if they gave you too much. Never knew that they had a benzo antagonist. You learn something everyday eh? :)

[applesauce]

A great article on the subject:

http://www.benzo.org.uk/azbod1.htm

I know a great guy who was in the Korean War. When he got out, the VA gave him a newly-discovered drug to treat the psychological issues he was having with re-integrating. The drug was called Valium, Hoffman LaRoche had just released it as a non-addictive alternative to Librium, which was the first benzo.

I haven't seen him in about ten years. Last time I talked to him, the VA were still giving him HUGE packages of Valium which he takes every day. His skin is ravaged by a rash that may or may not be a result of the gigantic doses of V he takes daily.

After several decades of using the unnecessarily-large doses they had given him, he asked about quitting. The VA told him that he had two choices - continue taking mouthfuls of Valium every day, or wean off of it. The weaning period was almost 20 years for the doses he was taking. This is not a young man, and 20 years was the majority of the rest of his life.

I've never sat down and discussed this with him at any length because it doesn't seem like something he likes to talk about. All I know is he owns a small HVAC business (my younger brother even worked for him for a short time one summer) and he does okay. He is maintaining on the dose he takes, whatever it is. My guess is the VA used him as a test case of some kind - they started feeding it to him before they knew about the addiction factor or how fast tolerance would grow.

Can you imagine a serious drug habit, one that would take 20 years to break doing it properly, all condensed down into one injection? There would be one less air conditioning man in Florida to call, that's all I can say about that. It'd be a damn shame, too - hell it is ALREADY a shame, what they did to that good man. Bad shit happens to both good and bad people alike though, and he handles it the way I would LIKE to think that I would - like a man. He does the best he can with what cards he is holding, and gets through to the next day.

Of all the people who DESERVE shit like that to happen to them, it had to be one of the good ones :(

[schizo]

A great article on the subject:

http://www.benzo.org.uk/azbod1.htm

I know a great guy who was in the Korean War. When he got out, the VA gave him a newly-discovered drug to treat the psychological issues he was having with re-integrating. The drug was called Valium, Hoffman LaRoche had just released it as a non-addictive alternative to Librium, which was the first benzo.

I haven't seen him in about ten years. Last time I talked to him, the VA were still giving him HUGE packages of Valium which he takes every day. His skin is ravaged by a rash that may or may not be a result of the gigantic doses of V he takes daily.

After several decades of using the unnecessarily-large doses they had given him, he asked about quitting. The VA told him that he had two choices - continue taking mouthfuls of Valium every day, or wean off of it. The weaning period was almost 20 years for the doses he was taking. This is not a young man, and 20 years was the majority of the rest of his life.

I've never sat down and discussed this with him at any length because it doesn't seem like something he likes to talk about. All I know is he owns a small HVAC business (my younger brother even worked for him for a short time one summer) and he does okay. He is maintaining on the dose he takes, whatever it is. My guess is the VA used him as a test case of some kind - they started feeding it to him before they knew about the addiction factor or how fast tolerance would grow.

Can you imagine a serious drug habit, one that would take 20 years to break doing it properly, all condensed down into one injection? There would be one less air conditioning man in Florida to call, that's all I can say about that. It'd be a damn shame, too - hell it is ALREADY a shame, what they did to that good man. Bad shit happens to both good and bad people alike though, and he handles it the way I would LIKE to think that I would - like a man. He does the best he can with what cards he is holding, and gets through to the next day.

Of all the people who DESERVE shit like that to happen to them, it had to be one of the good ones :(

That article was a good read. Wow, yeah that really is ashame you buddy having to maintain on such a huge dose of valium. I can only imagine what sort of hell that must be. Yeah I don't think I could handle the 20 year taper on something like that, everyday of your life would definitely be hell.

[OxyContinuously]

Wow, damn that would suck if you had a crazy tolerance and they administered flumazenil to you you would probably go into some nasty withdrawals if they gave you too much. Never knew that they had a benzo antagonist. You learn something everyday eh? :)


Boy, schizo, can u imagine the WD's from that shit?? WOW!! You're right too about how if they give you too much and you have a tolerance, you'll be launched into VIOLENT WD's. (Similar to how when a user bangs too much gunpowder and they give more Narcan than necessary so the user wakes up in excruciating pain of withdrawal)

I never took a sec to think about just HOW bad that would be, schizo. Good point.

OxyC

[roxi*stardust]

Talking about benzo wd's, another friend of mine was taking 6-8 xanax 2mg daily and suddenly ran out, her connection was there no longer, at any rate she seized and her roomate called an ambulance they tapered her for a few days on ativan then librium but it scared the shit out of her. she had NO idea what she was messing with. i asked her if she knew she could have died from benzo wd and she said no she has no idea they were that bad for you. dumb beeeotch. the only benzos that are ever in my house are the ones the vet rx's my dog for thunderstorms and fireworks. they rx her xanax 1mg, i have to take them to the pharmacy to get them filled. it's pretty funny.:)

[schizo]

Talking about benzo wd's, another friend of mine was taking 6-8 xanax 2mg daily and suddenly ran out, her connection was there no longer, at any rate she seized and her roomate called an ambulance they tapered her for a few days on ativan then librium but it scared the shit out of her. she had NO idea what she was messing with. i asked her if she knew she could have died from benzo wd and she said no she has no idea they were that bad for you. dumb beeeotch. the only benzos that are ever in my house are the ones the vet rx's my dog for thunderstorms and fireworks. they rx her xanax 1mg, i have to take them to the pharmacy to get them filled. it's pretty funny.:)

Lol, nice. SWIM had a friend who's dog had serious anxiety issues and required heavy sedation frequently. SWIM couldn't feel too bad for the dog cause it was kinda a beotch.

[applesauce]

Our dog gets 99.5mg phenobarbitol, 60 a month. It prevents seizures. (I didn't even know pheno came in such a weird per-pill dose, but it does).

Barbs, even crummy ones like pheno, can be as dangerous as benzos with regard to addiction. As far as I know, they are the only two kinds of WDs that can literally kill a person (or a dog).

Too bad they didn't give her seconal or something more fun :)

[schizo]

Our dog gets 99.5mg phenobarbitol, 60 a month. It prevents seizures. (I didn't even know pheno came in such a weird per-pill dose, but it does).

Barbs, even crummy ones like pheno, can be as dangerous as benzos with regard to addiction. As far as I know, they are the only two kinds of WDs that can literally kill a person (or a dog).

Too bad they didn't give her seconal or something more fun :)

Lol, yes indeed, what an odd number.:) I also can't think of any other drugs aside from alcohol, barbs, and benzos that provide similar withdrawal symptoms that are deadly. I'm sure there is probably something exotic out there that I am unaware of that will kill you when you withdraw from it. I should look into it for fun.

[antigonemuse]

okay, after this months script came and went over this past weekend, I have come up with a new name for ativan... (well my boyfriend did)....

"Forget me nots" HA i love it... I was tossing around forget me nots all weekend...

and thanks to a friend managed to get ahold of some decent shrooms... (mind you its been years and at one point during the trip I did say I was to old for this shite)

but yeah.... so i blocked out another weekend... but had a pretty good time from what i can remember.

[schizo]

okay, after this months script came and went over this past weekend, I have come up with a new name for ativan... (well my boyfriend did)....

"Forget me nots" HA i love it... I was tossing around forget me nots all weekend...

and thanks to a friend managed to get ahold of some decent shrooms... (mind you its been years and at one point during the trip I did say I was to old for this shite)

but yeah.... so i blocked out another weekend... but had a pretty good time from what i can remember.

Hehe, good thing you had those forget me nots available while you were tripping. I was like to have benzos around when I'm tripping on shrooms or acid cause I tend to freak out a lot when tripping and benzos always calm me down. (Half my problem is tripping when I have too much other shit on my mind I need to deal with. :o)

[Papa Verine]

Like I tell everybody... I'll take anything you've got that ends in "PAM" or "AM"!!!

I've been on Lorazepam, Flourazepam, Diazepam, Alprazolam, Clonazepam, Temazepam, Triazolam... and they all beat "No Benzos" by a long shot.

Benzodiazepines are God's gift to anxiety sufferers and "everybody else" as well.

[skeletontea]

^^ Welcome to the club. I've posted before that benzos are by far the most dangerous drug I've ever used.

I agree with that statement. When I use benzo's, I tend to use drugs which I've previously claimed I'll never combine with them. The one time I O.D.d, I mentioned that friends couldn't find my heartbeat, and that they panicked and put a cigarette out on my hand (which had no effect). But what I didn't know is that they also checked my wrist, neck, and breath, and found no signs of life (I'm sure they were present, but faint.)

It's not like I even remember the time period in which I'm on them, so it feels like I never took them,...what a waste! Though I have found them to be occasionally usefull in times of great stress, etc.

[SpecialGuy69]

I'm alergic to that shit. I have to carry a key chan around that says so. I'm epileptic and they give ativan to people who've had a siezure. Not me though...I hope!

Anyone else allergic to ativan?

thats a motherfucker- you're allergic to the cure to your illness. What the fuck...

[OxyContinuously]

Like I tell everybody... I'll take anything you've got that ends in "PAM" or "AM"!!!

I've been on Lorazepam, Flourazepam, Diazepam, Alprazolam, Clonazepam, Temazepam, Triazolam... and they all beat "No Benzos" by a long shot.

Benzodiazepines are God's gift to anxiety sufferers and "everybody else" as well.


Papa V, you are a wise man indeed...:-)

[roxi*stardust]

Lol, nice. SWIM had a friend who's dog had serious anxiety issues and required heavy sedation frequently. SWIM couldn't feel too bad for the dog cause it was kinda a beotch.
LOL, my dog gets Xanax 1mg prescribesd to her over the 4th of July holiday and for thunderstorms. It's funny at the pharmacy when the RX is ready them calling a dog!! _____Dog ______ your prescription is ready in the pharmacy. funny thing is a 1mg Xanie knocks me out, they don't do shit to her. She is a 95 lb. Labrador Retriever

[dspot1234]

flumazenil saved my life once. i was in teh navy home on leave and ate 30 2mg kpins and 3 2mg xanaxs over the course of 2 days. i blacked out he whoel weeked, drove 7 hours back to base completely blacke dout (dont kno w how i found my way back to base or didnt crash or kill anyone" somehow made it back through the gate and itno my bed where i was found not breathing and blue the next day. i was brought itnot eh hospital and they wre ppostive i was going to die. they called my parents and told themto get down ther easap or they may never see their son again. apparently it was the flumazenil that manged to save my life but my hear tstopped and they had to use hte shockers on me multiple times. i woek up 3 days later completely paralyzed, no idea where i was, took me days ot be able to move, kept trying to pull the catheter out of my cock, when it final ycmae out i ttired to piss into the little urinal they gave me and pissed all over the bed, tried ot get out of bed to shit in a bedpan and ffell on my face, docs thought i would die, when i didnt they thought i would be a vegetabele the rest of my life, when i wasnt they thought id be paralyzed for the rest of my life, when iw asnt tehy thought i owuld be brain damaged for the rest of my life. now 6 months later i feel 99.9% back to normal. every doctor in the hospital (bethesda, teh same place where george bush get shis check up, i actually saw him wehn i was there) thought it was a complete miracle that i was alive and walking and talking, thye were all positive i was gonna die. ive been told many times that i am a miracle and this is my second chance at life. just a story on teh dangers of benzo use, heed these words wisely my friends

[RR1203]

I'm with you on klonipin, jacky.. I had a terrible experience that I have only been able to piece together from stories, the fact that I was only wearing one shoe when I woke up in my car in the parking lot of my grandmother's apt... I should add here that I was covered in mud...

then I actually locked my keys in my car (by this time the sun was almost up) so I knocked on my grandmother's window and said "I think I'm a necrophiliac" which was supposed to have been "I think I'm a narcoleptic"

So I ended up inside waking up again, still wearing one shoe, still covered in mud, passed out on my grandmother's couch with my mom sitting on the sofa staring at me.. I expected to see a priest and a doctor and then my body covered by a sheet, but luckily I was alive...

And that's just the aftermath... the story is crazy!

That sounds like one of my stupid Xanax and alcohol binges and I should've been dead! My friend was a bartender, so invaded the bar after hours (literally, jumped the bar counter and started pouring straight into my mouth and I somehow got into my car and drove to my apartment. When I go to bars I take just the key to my car off, so it's less to carry. Well, first I tried opening the door to my neighbors apartment (neighboring building that is) and then realized I was in the wrong building and then walked to my building next door and got so pissed bc the key wouldn't work (not realizing until the next day I was trying to open my apt. w/ my care key...duh). I then proceeded to drive down the busiest street to the neighboring city where my parents lived and woke my mom at 4am. My dad carried me down to their spare room and my mom stripped me down and washed me and then dressed me in her PJ's. I guess on my wild ride to their place I puked the bottle of JD all over the steering wheel, seat-belt, and myself. Story made shorter, I woke up in my parents house, my moms PJ's, and my mom had checked me each hour to make sure I was breathing with a mirror to my nose (she said the stench in the room from the alcohol was so bad she almost threw-up)! I only remember getting into my car and wondering what the hell I was gonna do and my mom had to tell me about their house. The drive and throw up is still all a blank, but I did bc I had to clean the car! That scared me so bad I never took my car anytime I went out after that! I didn't remember a thing and it's a miracle I am alive and didn't end up in jail....way too close for my liking.

Moral of the story, Bottle of JD+xanax+car= don't mix period!

[Frozen]

flumazenil saved my life once. i was in teh navy home on leave and ate 30 2mg kpins and 3 2mg xanaxs over the course of 2 days. i blacked out he whoel weeked, drove 7 hours back to base completely blacke dout (dont kno w how i found my way back to base or didnt crash or kill anyone" somehow made it back through the gate and itno my bed where i was found not breathing and blue the next day. i was brought itnot eh hospital and they wre ppostive i was going to die. they called my parents and told themto get down ther easap or they may never see their son again. apparently it was the flumazenil that manged to save my life but my hear tstopped and they had to use hte shockers on me multiple times. i woek up 3 days later completely paralyzed, no idea where i was, took me days ot be able to move, kept trying to pull the catheter out of my cock, when it final ycmae out i ttired to piss into the little urinal they gave me and pissed all over the bed, tried ot get out of bed to shit in a bedpan and ffell on my face, docs thought i would die, when i didnt they thought i would be a vegetabele the rest of my life, when i wasnt they thought id be paralyzed for the rest of my life, when iw asnt tehy thought i owuld be brain damaged for the rest of my life. now 6 months later i feel 99.9% back to normal. every doctor in the hospital (bethesda, teh same place where george bush get shis check up, i actually saw him wehn i was there) thought it was a complete miracle that i was alive and walking and talking, thye were all positive i was gonna die. ive been told many times that i am a miracle and this is my second chance at life. just a story on teh dangers of benzo use, heed these words wisely my friends

You're lying. Quite the vivid imagination you have there.

[dspot1234]

haha yo uthink im lying? the worst experience of my life and im trying to help other people learn form it and you accuse me of lying, thats apretty scumbag move if you ask me. i dont know what about it is so unbelievable, some asshole eats a handful of pills and donws some jakc and crashes his car into a house and you beleiv ethat, but not my story? you can go fuck yourself pal my fault for trying to help people on this site

[dspot1234]

by the way i meant 30 2 mg xanax's not 3

[Frozen]

haha yo uthink im lying? the worst experience of my life and im trying to help other people learn form it and you accuse me of lying, thats apretty scumbag move if you ask me. i dont know what about it is so unbelievable, some asshole eats a handful of pills and donws some jakc and crashes his car into a house and you beleiv ethat, but not my story? you can go fuck yourself pal my fault for trying to help people on this site


I don't think you're lying- I know you are. Your story has more holes than a Thai whorehouse.

Anyone ever notice how whenever you catch a bullshitter in the act, they never just give it up and admit to lying? Just once I'd like to see one of them come clean and apologize for their attempt at deception.

[dspot1234]

what holes do you see in my story? pick anyone out and i can explain it perfectly, i dont see why its so hard to beleive. actually as a matter of fact it is very hard to believe, i have no idea how i survived, made the trip back to my base, or am even here alive to be talking right now ,but if you want ill fax you the medical report form Bethesda Naval Hospital saying exactly what happened. what id like to know is why you think id make up a story like this, what purpose would it serve for me to gain from this, it was the worst experience of my life, i only brought it up to show people how dangerous these things can really be. my family was literally destroyed by this chain of events and your gonna call me a liar. as a matter of fact i dont really give a shit what some forum-junkie thinks about my story, i know its the truth and thats all that matters

[Frozen]

what holes do you see in my story? pick anyone out and i can explain it perfectly, i dont see why its so hard to beleive. actually as a matter of fact it is very hard to believe, i have no idea how i survived, made the trip back to my base, or am even here alive to be talking right now ,but if you want ill fax you the medical report form Bethesda Naval Hospital saying exactly what happened. what id like to know is why you think id make up a story like this, what purpose would it serve for me to gain from this, it was the worst experience of my life, i only brought it up to show people how dangerous these things can really be. my family was literally destroyed by this chain of events and your gonna call me a liar. as a matter of fact i dont really give a shit what some forum-junkie thinks about my story, i know its the truth and thats all that matters

Why would I need to convince you of the fact that you're lying? You're already fully aware of it. :rolleyes:

However, if you decide to go against your nature by coming clean about making up your story, I'll gladly reciprocate by letting you know where you slipped up.

[dspot1234]

haha forget it man ill jsut post the hospital report on here and make you eat your hat, or your own shit whichever you prefer

[Frozen]

haha forget it man ill jsut post the hospital report on here and make you eat your hat, or your own shit whichever you prefer

Sheesh!... How long does it take to forge a hospital report? All weekend?
Here's something I wrote half a year ago, yet applies perfectly to you:

http://www.elitetrader.com/vb/showthread.php?s=&postid=1193156&highlight=liars+catch#post1193156