apology

[warmgun]

hhi,

i made a pretty inappropriate post. in a thread called "back on the chooo train " (or similiar)
as i can't use the search anymore and there's a big black box on my screen i guess i was kinda blacklisted.

so sorry, i've i'm kicked now.
i just had a wretched batch of poppy seed tea from hell..

[antony]

you should be sorry. ya fuckin jerk.

j/k. theres a big black box on my screen too, I don't know what you've said on that thread that would've constituted you being banned.

[WarmCyanide]

warmgun you butthole, Bi11i just PM'ed me and said you were selling dope to Kim Jong Il. Tsk Tsk.

[HistoryofMadness]

hhi,

i made a pretty inappropriate post. in a thread called "back on the chooo train " (or similiar)
as i can't use the search anymore and there's a big black box on my screen i guess i was kinda blacklisted.

so sorry, i've i'm kicked now.
i just had a wretched batch of poppy seed tea from hell..

you're cool man, no infractions that i know of.

but you can be a butt hole.

i of course wouldn't know anything about that.

[Levity]

sure, its the pain. funny, how many chronic painers there are who also
get their fingers on crystal , coke and pretty much any other addictive street drug.
but yeah, you're all serious pain patients and no lowlife junkies.

though the only thing your thinking about all day is how you get your doc to script this & that and up this dose and get that stronger opioid.

but there comes a time
a time when the pain breaks through
and there will be nothing you can do
only hate for you

-warmgun



This is the asshole thing you're referring too, I'm sure.

A few points...
1. I can be a chronic painer and a low-life junky. Or I can be a low-life painer and chronic junkie. Or I can be a normal guy who likes opiates the same way some people like fly fishing or building ships in bottles. My point, you don't know what I am, so don't pretend to.

2. I can think about how to manipulate my doctor all day and I can think about how to best do my job, be a good husband, serve my community, help others, and be the best possible man I can be. My point, wanting to get better scripts (and then doing it) and being a good person are not mutually exclusive.

3. Yes, there will come a time when the pain breaks through and there will be nothing we can do. Except turn to our often times vast knowledge of opiates, pain management, doctor, hospital, pharmacy, and medical system manipulation, social networks of coworkers, peers, friends, and family for support. Because, once again, being a Opiophiles, or being a junkie, does not make one incapable of others having "only hate" for us. My point, being a junkie doesn't make me, or you, or anyone else less than human, less deserving of love, respect, or kindness. It only means we've choose to live a different kind of life than most other people. If you can't respect that, you're on the wrong site, and in my opinion, living the wrong kind of life.

4. Apology accepted, and rant mode off. Have a good day.

[devilsdrug]

like i said he was just having bad day , i never ever have had one

[HistoryofMadness]

yeah fuck it man, there's no reason to drag threads across the forum and repost them... but I've done that before too. i know its personal but sometimes junkies and chronic pain'ers seem to get at each other's throats because maybe there's a little bit of each of us in each other?

anyway nothing that's been said so far from anyone in this thread is bad enough to get banning.

oh and i was joking when i said you could be a butthole, warmgun, i'd never seen anything to make me think that you're more or less of an ass than anyone else here...

[antony]

like i said he was just having bad day , i never ever have had one

not if i can help it.

[Blind Melon]

I fail to see how warmgun could have a bad day, ever. Afterall he is the personification of happiness ;)

[HistoryofMadness]

I fail to see how warmgun could have a bad day, ever. Afterall he is the personification of happiness ;)

somehow this one almost got past me...

[Ragdoll]

You know what I really appreciate about this forum? the honesty...never been on a forum before where posters are so forthright with who they are & what they feel, think. I do appreciate that. You all do a fine job of being able to step outside and laugh at yourselves, look in that old mirror and tell what you see for real.

[blackdog]

HUH???????????????

[AWOL]

blackdog :rolleyes: lo uniqo que yo lo se .... errrr, bueno. se me olvido. :D


I'm gonna use that DD line in the future about never ever having a bad day.

[JunkYardSaint]

I'm having one right now