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GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 06:06 PM
Please bare with me this is a tad long. I tried to make it as short as i could :)

I know i got upset yesterday but after making my poppy seed tea a few times now all i can say IS THANK YOU SO MUCH for telling me about and teaching my how to make poppy seed tea via your advice and the archives. This is the first time in 2 years of my Tramadoi addiction that i have NOT had to go threw awful withdrawl when i ran out of med. I just can't thank you enough.

Please don't laugh at me for being a Tramadol addict, i just have the right phsyiology (sp?) for Tramadol and it does something to me that makes me high, energized and so creative, things i have never possessed sober. And not only that but it helps the daily physical pain i live in every day from Spondylolesthesis/Spondiltis and severe Sciatica and other painful problems from a car accident. Although i loved opiates before the car accident i was never addicted to anything before i started ordering Tramadol from On line pharmacies and getting them from my Doctor. Tramadol just works so well for me and i am very addicted to it, i know to most of you that sounds crazy but you can go read on some Tramadol forums on the net and see that there are thousands of Tramadol addicts out there who experience the same withdrawls that i do.

I take about 30 Tramadoi a day but i lowered that after discovering Potentiators. One is not even supposed to take over 8 pills a day and hear i am taking 30. I am so suprised i have never had a seizure in the 2 years I've been taking that high of a dose and I'm sure the way i am going i am on my way to having one, which is why i wanted to learn about potentiators, poppy seed tea etc., to lower my dose. I most certainly do not want to quite my miracle drug, but i do want to lower it.

So, last week i knew it was coming up to the end of the month which means 'Out of trams, all sources out, no money' I am diabled and i live on a meek income and i kinda have a small animal rescue. My animals come first so when i get down to a certain amount of money at the end of month, it's my animals or my Trams and i always pic my animals so the last week of the month my money goes to their food, no ands, buts, or if's about it. I chose my suffering for their belly's and health. Now that doesn't make me a good person, but to me it's the right thing to do. There was one time a few months ago when i chose the Trams over my animals and for the last week of the month i had to pawn and borrow money to feed them and i said to myself never ever again will i let that happen so there i was yesterday knowing 'that time' was comming, withdrawl, which for me is very bad from Trams, it may not be bad for you all take trams and not as bad as say pod or H withdrawl but for me it is terrible; RLS, constant sneezing, watery eyes, itchy skin, tachicardia (SP?), insomnia, pain all over my body, sweating, cold, hot, severe depression and anxiety, it feels like the flu x 10. And i know my level of W/D is nothing compated to H or Pod W/D but it's bad, it's worse thatn the Speed W/D i went threw about 14 years ago and the one time i went thru Vic W/D. Tram W/D for me is a nightmere. Sometimes it's ok and mild, other times it's like oh god, well you guys know what i mean, you all know the feeling, that not need be explained anymore lol. I'm not trying to be a baby about the withdrawl i'm trying to explain myself to you all. Know one wants to go threw withdrawl, right? (oops, sometimes i type Threw instead of thru or through lol, my fingers type to fast)

Ok ok ok, I'm trying to make this short, sorry... please don't bite my head off ok LOL. Oh, and the whole thing about sucking on the poppy seeds in the car was supposed to be a joke but know one got it, i have a wierd and wonderful sense of humor but that's neither here nor there.

Anyway... my point is, today is the first time sense getting addicted to Trams that i have gone a day and half without any that i didn't feel not a drop of withdrawl. Normally at this point i'd be sick in bed wondering if i should end it all, thought i probably would never do that. But, i had a cup of the tea and i was able to function all day and now i am about drink my second brew and it's 5:00 PM and no W/D, i can't believe this, i wish i had known sooner. The tea doesn't make me high, it does feel good though, with last nights cup my legs felt warm and i had the best time watching TV. I'll be able to make it comfortably till i can get more Trams.

Thank you so much.I can't believe i am fricking functioning so well on a day and a half without Trams, this is amazing! Tomorrow and the next day may be different but we'll see. *keeping positive*

Goddessofrats

WarmCyanide
09-26-2006, 06:22 PM
Im only speaking for myself: I wouldnt apologize. I'll leave the hazing to others, but they mean well too. everyones cool here. I cant really think of anyone whos a prick besides myself. This is what were here for, to share experiences. even tho trammy isnt a card carrying ope but pigeon hole away whoever wants to. good job on tramadol chillin Keep positive sip some tea, and dont talk over our heads with that IQ of yours.:D

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 06:29 PM
I really wasn't talking over your heads with that IQ thing, I don't wanna go looking threw archives but what i said was that junkies seem to be so intelligent and i myself have an IQ, it was like an example. And that's all i said, i wasn't being an ass or talking over anyones heads, it was an opinion with an example inserted of myself. Hope that makes sense.

It's not even important anymore, at least i don't think it is. I'm not the type of person to talk over other people's head because i don't have that high of an opinion of myself most of the time LOL

Goddessofrats

vaxn8
09-26-2006, 06:29 PM
Glad the T worked out for you and that you are feeling better, but you need to know you are trading one type of w/d for another that is a whole lot worse than what you've experienced. I'm not at all telling you what to do, but I hope you spend some time reading about what is in the tea and what withdrawal from several alkaloids is like, it is not fun. The reason I mention this is partly because you said you had some in the AM and are having more in the PM. Especially being new to tea, you should get at least 24 hours of relief before having to redose. Just want you to know that if you start drinking twice a day, your tolerance will be through the roof in no time, and you'll be in a much more difficult position than where you were before the tea.

I have no idea what went on with you yesterday, so I am just commenting on this post. I was on vacation all last week and have just been catching up the last couple days, so i've missed a lot. Just a friendly warning, know what you're getting into!

Seedy
09-26-2006, 06:33 PM
Good to hear the humble seed tea worked for you.
I'm no expert on the subject by any means but from what I hear about tramadol I think you'd be better off on daily doses of PST.

WarmCyanide
09-26-2006, 06:33 PM
I really wasn't talking over your heads with that IQ thing, I don't wanna go looking threw archives but what i said was that junkies seem to be so intelligent and i myself have an IQ, it was like an example. And that's all i said, i wasn't being an ass or talking over anyones heads, it was an opinion with an example inserted of myself. Hope that makes sense.

It's not even important anymore, at least i don't think it is. I'm not the type of person to talk over other people's head because i don't have that high of an opinion of myself most of the time LOL

Goddessofrats


You gotta understand. I'm messing with you. You gave us the ammo.:D My brothers GF told me she was arachnaphobic. I send her spiders in the mail and I email her pic spider images. she shouldnt
have told me hahaha. My IQ is 7. ................. to the power of a zillion.;)

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 06:50 PM
Glad the T worked out for you and that you are feeling better, but you need to know you are trading one type of w/d for another that is a whole lot worse than what you've experienced. I'm not at all telling you what to do, but I hope you spend some time reading about what is in the tea and what withdrawal from several alkaloids is like, it is not fun. The reason I mention this is partly because you said you had some in the AM and are having more in the PM. Especially being new to tea, you should get at least 24 hours of relief before having to redose. Just want you to know that if you start drinking twice a day, your tolerance will be through the roof in no time, and you'll be in a much more difficult position than where you were before the tea.

I have no idea what went on with you yesterday, so I am just commenting on this post. I was on vacation all last week and have just been catching up the last couple days, so i've missed a lot. Just a friendly warning, know what you're getting into!

Thanks for the warning, i appreiate it. The reason i had the second dose was because although i didn't have W/D i did have some fatique setting in it's time to take care of the animals and with my back pain ugh. I needed something to battle the fatique and the pain. Tomorrow I'll stick to one dose and see if i can manage the W/D with that, if that's all i need is one dose a day to keep the W/D away that's perfect for me. But, that being said, i do have an addictive personality and i could easily start making excuses to have another dose lol. I'll play it by ear. I like Trams much more that the Tea so the minute i got Trams which won't be for a week probably i doubt i'd keep on with the tea, think I'm gonna just use it for emergency withdrawl days like now.

Oh, what are the other chemicals in the tea, i think i remember reading something called Thebaine, not sure what that is, I'll look it up but i can't remember the other chems. I'll see what i can find. You're absolutely right, i should know and understand what i am putting into my body. I mean i did research enough to get the feel for it but not the exacts so i'll do that now while i am resting my back inbetween the cage cleanings and such.

Goddessofrats

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 07:30 PM
You gotta understand. I'm messing with you. You gave us the ammo.:D My brothers GF told me she was arachnaphobic. I send her spiders in the mail and I email her pic spider images. she shouldnt
have told me hahaha. My IQ is 7. ................. to the power of a zillion.;)


Ask her if she is scared of rats, as a large percent of the poplulation is. I adore them. One of the phone repair men that came last here wouldn't even come into my house ROTFL, imagine a 6'4 man being scared of a little rat. I forget what the scientific term is for fear of rats, i all people should know that, but the tea has kicked in nicely.

I'm not really scared of any animals or bugs except roaches, i don't hate them just don't want them near me.

Ok, went way off topic there, sorry. Just thought I'd comment on the spider-fear lol.

Goddessofrats.

orchidfanatic
09-26-2006, 07:43 PM
Like others said be careful poppy withdrawls are pretty bad.. I use poppy pod tea for chronic pain
and its made my life much more bearable.. i lost 35 pounds because i was more active than i would be because of pain.. this translates to less stress on my pain causing body parts so all is good
just be careful:D ...

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 07:43 PM
This Tea makes me feel like i am in love. I mean it has the exact same felling. I've only really been in love deeply once but it felt alot like this lol. Oh, to make a long story short- she cheated on me ROTFL.

Ps- I'm a Lesbian

Goddessofrats

orchidfanatic
09-26-2006, 07:53 PM
just like love you wont get the feeling before long.. we always chase the feeling of the first time but we can never catch itl...

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 08:00 PM
just like love you wont get the feeling before long.. we always chase the feeling of the first time but we can never catch itl...


You know after i hit send to that 'Love' post i thought the words you just said. Love never lasts and this feeling won't either.

Now i KNOW i have to be careful with this tea and i probably shouldn't move up to the pods. I'll do my best to keep this tea for occasional pain releif and to fight off withdrawls.

You know when i drank the tea at 5 i really didn't feel anything till after i ate my dinnter at about 6:15, strange. The food must have done something to the absorbtion and to think i almost had another cup because i didn't feel anything, thank god i used my good judgement and said NO! just have your cup and that's it. If i had had that second cup i'd be knocked off my ass right now, holly crap.

Good thing to warn people about the seed tea like you guys did with me. I still can't believe just regular grocery store poppy seeds haven't been banned yet. And i can't believe something i baught at the darn store has made me this high and costed me less than buss fair to the pharmacy and WAY less than how much i pay for my Trams on line.

Goddessofrats.

candyshop
09-26-2006, 08:18 PM
welcome -glad you found a way to stay well and out of pain-i am a c.p. patient and i always run out of meds waaaaay early(i also really like to be high}pods have saved my ass -the seeds however did zip,squat ,diddly- i admire the fact that you put your wee beasties first--rock on

p.s.-i 'm a person-my sexual choices have nothin to do with my need for pain control or my wish to get loaded

orangejuice
09-26-2006, 08:21 PM
I dunno if this has been stated yet, (by the way, im OJ, 21 y/o, nice to meet you) but personally i think its very unique that you can appreciate tramadol as much as you do. I mean every part of it, apparently it gets you "high" and energetic. Honestly, if i could get off on Tramadol, getting high and energetic like you do i would be addicted to em to because the high, and being energetic are the 2 main reasons i use at all. Im the type of person that thinks if it works for someone, all the power to them. Im interested that you tried the tea. I imagine that poppy tea would be pretty potent for you, being that mostly all you use is tramadol. Personally i have mixed feelings about it. Its nothing i would do recreationally, but it CERTAINLY keeps me from being sick if i need it.
Good luck with your explorations in the opiate world, just be safe, and kno that w/d's are everywhere, one cannot escape them entirely. take care :)

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 08:23 PM
Hey i like that 'Wee Beasties"

Oh hey, while I'm here, what do you all thik of Kratom? I've been reading about it in the archives and i also read some stuff on it a while back. I'm still reading the archives right now but i thought I'd throw the question out here to. Is it worht it? From what i can read here and there it is good to have around for W/D's or if you want to clean the house. Now, when i am tweeking on trams one of my favorite things to do is CLEAN, i clean everything lol. And i can do it mostly pain free.

I'm wondering if i should order a bit of Kratom and give it a try someday. I'v written down the kinds people seem to like the most, what sites are the best and some recipe's and methods of ingesting it for future reference.

Anyway, just thought I'd ask.

I gotta go walk the dog.

Goddessofrats

superman
09-26-2006, 08:27 PM
vaxn8:"The reason I mention this is partly because you said you had some in the AM and are having more in the PM. Especially being new to tea, you should get at least 24 hours of relief before having to redose."

this is so true. i only use one cup of tea per day, had in the morning. if it's too much or too strong it's not unusuyal for me to still be nauseated that night before bed.
Tea has some major legs.

and your mention of it taking 1:15 for it to kick in, that's normal for tea. takes forver to kick in, but lasts much much longer than anything else (except maybe methadone or sub, not familiar with them).

tramadol is expensive, and IMO sucks compared to everything except codiene which it trumps barely.
EDIT: that didn't come off right, as oj said, i am glad the weaker opies work for you so well, it's good to climb the ladder slowly, but from what you said about your intake, it's WAY overdue that you climb up to the next rung of this ladder. you're taking dangerous amounts of tramadol)

it's also WAY overpriced, at least in the pharmacies here. poppy seed tea would likely work out cheaper. but, since you've been on tramadol for an very long time, (thus having a solid relationship with a doctor who knows you suffer from pain) you should be able to do some solid research on what the most common side effects are, decide on a few that suit you, and tell your doctor you are developing these side effects.

he/she should then bump you up to the next strongest drug, which will almost certainly be cheaper. they may try and bump you down to codiene, which might want to accept, try, and then return to the doc with the bottle of codiene in hand, and inform them that they had no effect on the pain.

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 08:46 PM
I dunno if this has been stated yet, (by the way, im OJ, 21 y/o, nice to meet you) but personally i think its very unique that you can appreciate tramadol as much as you do. I mean every part of it, apparently it gets you "high" and energetic. Honestly, if i could get off on Tramadol, getting high and energetic like you do i would be addicted to em to because the high, and being energetic are the 2 main reasons i use at all. Im the type of person that thinks if it works for someone, all the power to them. Im interested that you tried the tea. I imagine that poppy tea would be pretty potent for you, being that mostly all you use is tramadol. Personally i have mixed feelings about it. Its nothing i would do recreationally, but it CERTAINLY keeps me from being sick if i need it.
Good luck with your explorations in the opiate world, just be safe, and kno that w/d's are everywhere, one cannot escape them entirely. take care :)


Hey OJ, nice to meet ya.

The main reason i like Trams so much is the fire it lights under my butt, the energy. I become the bionic women, faster, stronger, smarter. But it also makes me so creative and creativity just flows out of me. I have a strange hobby for a 35 year old woman and that's building things out of Lego's mostly cities. I know, it's a strange hobby. But, i can't eve touch that hobby sober, but on the Trams i can sit there for 6 hours just working on one of my models with no pack pain or brain fatigue, when i get tired, i take more trams and continue. Sometimes i can do it with Vics but not like i can with Trams. Trams and Vics together work nicely for me sometimes but i usually only add the vics at night and that's only when i have some vics.

I'm also an artist, but i can't draw sober. Can't draw a darn thing but on the Trams i can. They and opiate just tap into something, not sure what it is and i think it stinks that everytime we find something that works the government takes it away from us, or puts restrictions on us. Tramadol eases my depression to, something vics and percs do to but not as well as the Trams.

A few months ago i made a decision. That i do not want to live with out Tramadol or opiates, now that doesn't mean I'm going to kill myself if i can't have them, it just means i will be on them as long as i can because that dark depression scares the crap out of me. That depression that no anti-depressent can cure and I've been on lots of them. I wish i liked booze more but honestly i hate the stuff. I hate the way it makes me feel but i do use it when i have nothing else to ease W/D and that's only after 5 PM and only a few glasses of wine to help me sleep threw the withdrawl but sometimes it jsut makes it all worse so i haven't been doing that, i just really hate the stuff.

Ok, let me stop now, i'll keep typing forever. One thing opiates do to me alont with Trams is chat/type long e mails and this tea in me is still alive and kickin'.

Oh yea, it seems this tea is very potent for me and that's like you said because i mainly only do Trams so i am higher than a kite right now. I have to be very careful with this stuff.

Darn, i keep trying to write shorter posts, i promise i won't write anymore long one's tonight LOL

Goddessofrats

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 08:52 PM
You know after i hit send to that 'Love' post i thought the words you just said. Love never lasts and this feeling won't either.
Now i KNOW i have to be careful with this tea and i probably shouldn't move up to the pods. I'll do my best to keep this tea for occasional pain releif and to fight off withdrawls.
You know when i drank the tea at 5 i really didn't feel anything till after i ate my dinnter at about 6:15, strange. The food must have done something to the absorbtion and to think i almost had another cup because i didn't feel anything, thank god i used my good judgement and said NO! just have your cup and that's it. If i had had that second cup i'd be knocked off my ass right now, holly crap.
Good thing to warn people about the seed tea like you guys did with me. I still can't believe just regular grocery store poppy seeds haven't been banned yet. And i can't believe something i baught at the darn store has made me this high and costed me less than buss fair to the pharmacy and WAY less than how much i pay for my Trams on line.
Goddessofrats.


Oops, i didn't mean it like that. I was jsut saying i was a lesnian to clarify why i said 'She cheated on me' rather than 'He'. Just so it made sense, sorry about that. I'm not here to throw that in anyone's faces, that's the last thing i am here to do. I am proud of it and won't hide it but i don't shove it into people's faces, i wouldn't want someone shoving something into my face that had nothing to do with the topic at hand.

My appologies.

Goddessofrats

candyshop
09-26-2006, 09:01 PM
i was just fuckin around-i am high as a keith and bored -only pointing out that it does not/should not matter-no offense meant

orangejuice
09-26-2006, 09:22 PM
Hey OJ, nice to meet ya.

The main reason i like Trams so much is the fire it lights under my butt, the energy. I become the bionic women, faster, stronger, smarter. But it also makes me so creative and creativity just flows out of me. I have a strange hobby for a 35 year old woman and that's building things out of Lego's mostly cities. I know, it's a strange hobby. But, i can't eve touch that hobby sober, but on the Trams i can sit there for 6 hours just working on one of my models with no pack pain or brain fatigue, when i get tired, i take more trams and continue. Sometimes i can do it with Vics but not like i can with Trams. Trams and Vics together work nicely for me sometimes but i usually only add the vics at night and that's only when i have some vics.

I'm also an artist, but i can't draw sober. Can't draw a darn thing but on the Trams i can. They and opiate just tap into something, not sure what it is and i think it stinks that everytime we find something that works the government takes it away from us, or puts restrictions on us. Tramadol eases my depression to, something vics and percs do to but not as well as the Trams.

A few months ago i made a decision. That i do not want to live with out Tramadol or opiates, now that doesn't mean I'm going to kill myself if i can't have them, it just means i will be on them as long as i can because that dark depression scares the crap out of me. That depression that no anti-depressent can cure and I've been on lots of them. I wish i liked booze more but honestly i hate the stuff. I hate the way it makes me feel but i do use it when i have nothing else to ease W/D and that's only after 5 PM and only a few glasses of wine to help me sleep threw the withdrawl but sometimes it jsut makes it all worse so i haven't been doing that, i just really hate the stuff.

Ok, let me stop now, i'll keep typing forever. One thing opiates do to me alont with Trams is chat/type long e mails and this tea in me is still alive and kickin'.

Oh yea, it seems this tea is very potent for me and that's like you said because i mainly only do Trams so i am higher than a kite right now. I have to be very careful with this stuff.

Darn, i keep trying to write shorter posts, i promise i won't write anymore long one's tonight LOL

Goddessofrats

Good stuff. I definitly understand why you like opiates. I get the same results, it makes me more creative and social etc. etc. You kno many of the BEST artists of all time, any kind, whether it be music, art, what have you, many of them were drug users with a major portion of them opiate users. So we all definitly understand that because it makes us all the same way!
BTW i think its cool and another unique thing about you that you like the Legos! Shit, Im turning 22 soon, and when im not out doing regular "twenties stuff" one of my favorite things to do is mess with those legos. I think they are pretty fucking cool lol. so youre not alone there either... Peace.

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 09:51 PM
Good stuff. I definitly understand why you like opiates. I get the same results, it makes me more creative and social etc. etc. You kno many of the BEST artists of all time, any kind, whether it be music, art, what have you, many of them were drug users with a major portion of them opiate users. So we all definitly understand that because it makes us all the same way!
BTW i think its cool and another unique thing about you that you like the Legos! Shit, Im turning 22 soon, and when im not out doing regular "twenties stuff" one of my favorite things to do is mess with those legos. I think they are pretty fucking cool lol. so youre not alone there either... Peace.


Cool, maybe we can take some Trams some time and talk Lego's LOL. I have a lot of strange hobbies but that's probably my strangest one for a 35 year old woman (actually I'll be 35 on OCt 4th) 22yrs/34yrs/35rs,all the same age in the grand scheme of things. I've built some pretty neet things with those little boxes. I'll have to find some pics. I still can't find how to get a pic on my avatar. I tried uploding a pic of a rat but it won't work.

Maybe'll make a Lego container that a plastic container can fit into and keep my Poppy seeds in it, oh shoot, now I've totally got to make that. My poppy seed Lego box.

OJ, so what are your Opies of choice besides Trams? I used to love Speed but that was 14/15 years ago and i probably wouldn't do that again, i used to bang/slam it. I do miss the ritual of injection though, that part got me high as much as the speed did lol. I'd love to try Oxycontins but know my doc would prescribe me thoughs, but my pain doc did give me Oxycodone when i wanted it but she probably would have never moved me up to the extended release, she isn't my doc anymore though, in inbetween docs right now, from pain doc to surgeon. They must be fun. Those fentynyl (SP?) patches seem fun, but i hear ya gotta suck the gel out of them to get the best result. Whats your fav?

Goddessofrats

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 09:52 PM
i was just fuckin around-i am high as a keith and bored -only pointing out that it does not/should not matter-no offense meant


No worries :)

Seedy
09-26-2006, 10:13 PM
Cool, maybe we can take some Trams some time and talk Lego's LOL. I have a lot of strange hobbies but that's probably my strangest one for a 35 year old woman (actually I'll be 35 on OCt 4th) 22yrs/34yrs/35rs,all the same age in the grand scheme of things. I've built some pretty neet things with those little boxes. I'll have to find some pics. I still can't find how to get a pic on my avatar. I tried uploding a pic of a rat but it won't work.

Maybe'll make a Lego container that a plastic container can fit into and keep my Poppy seeds in it, oh shoot, now I've totally got to make that. My poppy seed Lego box.

OJ, so what are your Opies of choice besides Trams? I used to love Speed but that was 14/15 years ago and i probably wouldn't do that again, i used to bang/slam it. I do miss the ritual of injection though, that part got me high as much as the speed did lol. I'd love to try Oxycontins but know my doc would prescribe me thoughs, but my pain doc did give me Oxycodone when i wanted it but she probably would have never moved me up to the extended release, she isn't my doc anymore though, in inbetween docs right now, from pain doc to surgeon. They must be fun. Those fentynyl (SP?) patches seem fun, but i hear ya gotta suck the gel out of them to get the best result. Whats your fav?

Goddessofrats

Yeah lego is great That technic lego is the best. Never tried lpaying with it on an opiate buzz though, now that's an idea!! Other than the anti-depressant effects of seed tea it was the boost in creativity got me into it. I'm a fairly creative person anyway but my short attention span & depression always got in the way. On opiates I can spend hours on my chosen creative pursuits!;)
And I have to say your tramadol w/d's sound as bad or worse than any I get off seed tea (which IS alot more mild than pod tea).

orangejuice
09-26-2006, 10:15 PM
Well, actually i may have been unclear, i dont use tramdol. I would if i could get off on it thats for sure. Im a methadone man, no clinics, just get em from people that sell their meds. Currently, i havent been using much methadone because my sources have been unreliable. When this happens, i'll use hydro, oxy, fent, or whatever i can get my hands on untill the methadone comes around. I love everything about the methadone but the w/ds. been loving it since i was like 15 or 16 when i first tried it. I first tried opiates in form of lorcet 10's when i was 13 and enjoyed em from day one. but when i found methadone i liked it a lot more. First of all, back then with a low tolerance, i could enjoy 10 mgs all day long and a 40 mg wafer would do me for 4 or 5 days at a time. But like all opiates, my tolerance went up, and up, as high as 120 mgs a day or so. But n e ways... thats a lil about my fav drug of choice. Ima tru dolofiend lol

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 10:23 PM
oh that's another thing i forgot to mention, my attention span, it doesn't axist without opiates. I always thought i had ADD and so did my teachers all threw school lol. I can't concentrate on anything sober. I'll pick up a project and put it right back down because i just can't concentrate but if i got opies in my system i go into super-concentration mode. specially with the Trams. So i hear ya on that one OJ

Goddessofrats

GoddessofRATs
09-26-2006, 10:27 PM
Well, actually i may have been unclear, i dont use tramdol. I would if i could get off on it thats for sure. Im a methadone man, no clinics, just get em from people that sell their meds. Currently, i havent been using much methadone because my sources have been unreliable. When this happens, i'll use hydro, oxy, fent, or whatever i can get my hands on untill the methadone comes around. I love everything about the methadone but the w/ds. been loving it since i was like 15 or 16 when i first tried it. I first tried opiates in form of lorcet 10's when i was 13 and enjoyed em from day one. but when i found methadone i liked it a lot more. First of all, back then with a low tolerance, i could enjoy 10 mgs all day long and a 40 mg wafer would do me for 4 or 5 days at a time. But like all opiates, my tolerance went up, and up, as high as 120 mgs a day or so. But n e ways... thats a lil about my fav drug of choice. Ima tru dolofiend lol


I've been hearing a lot about Methadone. I was reading the Paregoric Kids Blog at Junkylife.com and all the other blogs and it seems to be a lot of people love that stuff. What would you compare it to? Is it like H or something? If someone offered it to me i know i'd try it but i know it would be a bad idea because I'd probably like it to much.

Basicly, people sell their Methadone to get H or other drugs? Is that how it works in most cases? And you and other Methodone lovers are the benificiaries of the these dealings?

Goddessofrats

Seedy
09-27-2006, 02:43 AM
I've been hearing a lot about Methadone. I was reading the Paregoric Kids Blog at Junkylife.com and all the other blogs and it seems to be a lot of people love that stuff. What would you compare it to? Is it like H or something? If someone offered it to me i know i'd try it but i know it would be a bad idea because I'd probably like it to much.

Basicly, people sell their Methadone to get H or other drugs? Is that how it works in most cases? And you and other Methodone lovers are the benificiaries of the these dealings?

Goddessofrats

It's only since hanging out on this site that I realised what heavy shit methadone really is. I thought they gave to junkies so they could NOT get high & to kill the cravings.

Sounds more like it's a day long wonder buzz!:p

Opiyum
09-27-2006, 04:37 AM
Originally Posted by candyshop http://forum.opiophile.org/images/redbuzz/buttons/viewpost.gif (http://forum.opiophile.org/showthread.php?p=43301#post43301)
i was just fuckin around-i am high as a keith and bored -only pointing out that it does not/should not matter-no offense meant


I like this whole High as a Keith thing. That's, if I'm not mistaken, the second time I've seen you write that expression. I'm assuming it has something to do with Mr. Richards. If not then it should but either way your enigmatic words continue to mystify me.

candyshop
09-27-2006, 12:43 PM
yep ,there were a coupla high keiths -R.being the main -and if youre hi as a keith thats pretty high