Junky Karma?

[Opie I. T.]

Ive read threads of this nature before - someone finds a pill and is so excited they want to share with the world. Well being that the world most of us live in, running around screaming from the rooftops they found a pill is looked down upon. Id almost bet it could land one in jail or the psychiatric ward, most assuredly not what the lucky pill finder's intentions at all. So we can only share our joy with those IRL (about two people for me) that do not shun one for their particular habit. Those of us alive today (yes you fellow opio!) live in interesting times indeed ~ read somewhere this is an ancient Chinese curse ~ We can find others that share common interests via online communities.

So getting to the point, in spite the ton of philosophical ramblings going thru my head that I want to make sense somehow but cant, I found a 2mg hydromorphone pill on the floor in my closest. Now I remember acquiring three of these said pills close to a year (!) ago. Went to transfer them from the cellophane and put them in my pill container, realizing Im missing one. Never saw it fall or anything. It was just gone. Well it def sucked because dillys are really hard to come across here (this is the only time Ive had them) but they werent to expensive and I also didn't shoot up then anyways. Ended up snorting the 4mg I had and felt a brief bit of ~something~ that lasted maybe 10 mins. Oh well, I knew it wasn't gonna be much unless I IVed em and like I said I didn't at the time.

So jump forward to now (Jan, 20 2010), I'm a bit amped up due to a couple methamp shots. So like most tweakers, I start cleaning and organizing shit that's been put off for way too long. Only, its an extremely boring task sober and can only be endured while on a stim run or the ocasional oxy high. After an hour or so I see a small white pill on the floor. After closer examination I'm 99% positive this is the missing dilly from a long ass time ago! M on one side and 2 on the other on a small white round pill. All those times in w/d and that little pill was there on the closest floor (guess its a good thing I dont vaccum much, huh?!?) kinda blows my mind!

So junky karma? Naw don't think so. More like junky carelessness! Or maybe some kinda junky subconscious thing, hmmm? At any rate, the term karma seems to be tossed around a lot without much thought and isn't used in the right context most times from my understanding of the word. Plus its origin lies within organized religion as dogma, ultimate truth, what has you which I deeply despise. While I do believe in what goes around comes around (or at least I hope it works that way, yet often question it), eye for an eye, blah blah, I haven't really done anything that would warrant this as "junky karma". I did get taken advantage of a few weeks back and lost some money, but could of been easily avoided. No, to me Karma lies in the subtle waves of what Jung refers to as the collective unconsciousness and besides this state of understanding (gnosis?) rarely ~if at all~ has to do with human affairs as it seems to of been bastardized. It surely follows an ancient and timeless path within nature, one that most of us, myself included have long forgetten (agricultural based societies maybe to blame?)

Ok so Ive derailed my own thread in the original post! Those who enjoy stims on occasion can surely relate though. If you have read all this and it makes sense then I thanks you. Prolly means you are on stims as well :p
Now, I do realize its subjective but I am curious as to what to expect IVing this little guy. I'm afraid its been built up in my head too much and the experience will be less than its made out to be. So if anyone is still reading and wants to offer whatever please do. My opiate intake the last four days has consisted of 60-85mgs of hydrocodone which was felt but mainly to keep well and. Yesterday IV ed around 35-40mgs of oxy. That was around 2pm, Monday. I have IVed round $15 ~.15 maybe~ worth of tar (Denver area) before and have also done upwards of 120mgs oxy in a shot. I only mention this because while both have been extremely pleasurable (the tar much more so of course!), nothing I cant handle. Should I just want until I feel a bit 'sick' before slamming my 2 milly dilly home? Thanks again if you made it this far and for any suggestions! Srsly, anything like "go to bed, tweaker" or "fuk you and your stupid dilly" is even appreciated! :)

[GOLD N DIEMONDS]

go to bed you silly tweaker :)
then wait until slightly dope sick to do your dilly

let us know how it goes

[Opie I. T.]

go to bed you silly tweaker :)
then wait until slightly dope sick to do your dilly

let us know how it goes


haha will do, man. best advice ive heard in a long time in fact....
im already embarrassed by what i wrote :o

[D Man]

go to bed you silly tweaker :)
then wait until slightly dope sick to do your dilly

let us know how it goes

Lol. What G&D said.

You'll feel it, but with your tolerance, I don't think you'll end up raving about it... or shouting from a roof top! You might feel like a big, warm hand is grabbing you by the back of your neck, with the warmth then spreading outward to the rest of your body... But you'd probably need a K4 to really feel all that. That K2 is probably just enough to keep the sickness at bay for a few hours. IME, dillies last about four hours.

Enjoy!

[Opie I. T.]

Lol. What G&D said.

You'll feel it, but with your tolerance, I don't think you'll end up raving about it... or shouting from a roof top! You might feel like a big, warm hand is grabbing you by the back of your neck, with the warmth then spreading outward to the rest of your body... But you'd probably need a K4 to really feel all that. That K2 is probably just enough to keep the sickness at bay for a few hours. IME, dillies last about four hours.

Enjoy!


im still hanging on to it. gonna see how long i can make it (although ive already done 40mg oc since i made the op). hoping that all the hype doesnt let me down, but like ya said i would prolly need 4mg to really feel it. at any rate, the fact i found this thing is almost a high unto itself! finally got me some closure on the lost dilly :)
thanks for the reply, my friend.

[Opie I. T.]

Okay, so here goes. gonna keep it short (try to!) cause I have a tendency to get caught up in way too many tangents when I post. Im sure no one has noticed this at all though :rolleyes:. Also, Im gonna mention stuff that basically throws HR out the window. Just a heads up on some potentially dangerous behavior that I will admit too but by no means condone. So with that out the way...

Well, never did get that sleep ya suggested GND, and is usually the case when stims are involved. So extra disclaimer if Im not making any sense, thats prolly why! Well, early this morning I decided to fire round 50mgs of oxy. It had been close to 24 hrs give or take, since last opie dose and figured i get a little somethin from it. That 50mg oxy hit me harder than expected, which was nice cause those darn pills were insanely priced. $1 a mg from this source, and yes I paid it like a silly custie would, but was all i could find at the time. I had taken a nice amount of kpinz earlier as well. No food or real rest either. So with that in mind and the methamp still flowing, my metabolism gets way fuked.

After feeling the oxy rush like I did, figured it wouldnt hurt to try the hydromorph after the oxy fades a bit. figure the least it would be felt since as mentioned already, my fuked metabolism. I prepped it as I would oc and stepped out to smoke a little green. I enjoy the opie rush more for some reason if I smoke first then fire my shot. Come in and Im ready to finally give this a whirl. Kinda funny thinking back, I was a bit nervous with my dilly dart (please dont laugh to hard at me for that, it sounded cute atm, ha). Like the kinda nervousness I got when I first started IVing. Anywayz, got the red flag and pushed home.

Now my recollection after I got in gets a bit hazy as one could imagine! Did manage to get the needle out of my arm at least when those first waves of the hydromorph were comin on STRONG. Vague memories of saying 'WOW', Jesus Christ, Oh my Gawd!' several times out loud. Also remember trying to fight off the overwhelming urge to nod a bit in spite of the stim still kicking stong in my system. I was FLOORED that I got off like that! I woulda been happy with half the amt of euphoria felt even. So, from a HR standpoint, not to bright to be shooting Hydromorph with all the other chemicals in me. Not to mention lack of food, rest, etc as well. From a 'dont give a fuk' perspective tho, it seemed as if this was a great time to try it. It was. and then some.

Like I said, things were hazy for a bit, and Its hard to recall the actual feeling the rush gave me besides knowing Id never felt an opiate hit like that before. Also the rush seemed to last alot long then expected so that was a def bonus, but my whole concept of time had already been outta whack from the methamp. Now, obviously I realize hydromorph is much stronger than oxycodone but the extent of which, is mind blowing. I do dig that metallic, machine like (lack of a better phrase) rush the oxy produces. But after the D hit, I fully understood why people knock IV oxy. Okay rush if ya do enuff, w/o much legs at all ime. The hydromorph on the other hand seemed to put me in a primal type state of pure bliss and ecstasy. After the rush subsided, I do remember being amazed at how great it still felt. Muscles felt like they were immersed in a warm and comfotable bath, with waves of euphoria still flowing up, down and even sideways through my body.

So hydomorph is at the top of my fav opies I have tried thus far! My appoligies for the half assed report as I wanted to describe in better detail what I was feeling but hard to describe in words as this was my first time with IV hydromorph. Also wanted to elaborate on the primal thing some more but once again, dont think words could do it justice. Has anyone else felt something similar with IV D? That primal feeling was very interesting. It was as if I had been locked into the circuit our brains produce the pain and pleasure response. Whatever it was/is I liked alot. I would love to do some more 'experiments' with D but Ive ran into it only that one time. The overall experience of IV D showed me how weak IV oxy is in comparison. I know, apples and oranges or what have you but damn, oxy seemed like a play toy when that D hit home and had my whole body SWIMMING thru bliss and euphoria. Im gonna stop now as Ive said all I can I think on this first try with it. Just glad I got to experience that feeling even if its just the one time. Shit is no joke! and I def respect what it does. With oxy, its all about that little rush (which is nothing to sneeze at for sure) but leaves me hanging. D on the other han kept me feeling great long after the inital rush. D Man, the 4 hr estimate was dead on. So it begins. The hunt for a Dilly connect is in full effect as I think I fell in love :p

If ya made it this far, thanks for reading. Sorry for the grammatical errors as Im sure there are plenty! Hope I made enuff sense to convey what was felt from my first hydromorph exp.