PhoenixRisen
07-19-2009, 06:55 PM
I was without my tramadol for about a month, but I had 60 Percs prescribed by my doctor, and some poppies if things got real tough, as I tend to tolerate Oxy very quickly. I basically ate 5-6 pills a day, Found myself dipping into poppy because I needed that mental/neurochemical effect of experiencing pain, but retaining motivation, postivity, wherewithal.
I'm not sure if that made the sense I meant for it. Sometimes I can just "know" I'm in pain , but if my mind isn't fogged up, and I'm in the right mental state; I seem to be able to just detatch from it.
When I can't take my mind off how slowly I have to move to avoid aching at work (Overnight Stocker = Heavy Shit), and it drags on my case count. Longer Story shorter, I got my tramadol(a 45 day script at 4x a day). I overtook when I got them, but the first effect was not pain relief, but a serious mood lift. I KNOW that my liver had not created a M1 metabolite surge that quickly, so I chopped it up to serotonin and NorEppy. I've been more motivated, I feel I can cut down, take em one pill at a time. Now the it feels my system is starting to recover. Although I have to say, if you take a lot in the beginning, or even after that, slow down towards the end of the bottle, because they do provide a crash that way.
I'm not sure if that made the sense I meant for it. Sometimes I can just "know" I'm in pain , but if my mind isn't fogged up, and I'm in the right mental state; I seem to be able to just detatch from it.
When I can't take my mind off how slowly I have to move to avoid aching at work (Overnight Stocker = Heavy Shit), and it drags on my case count. Longer Story shorter, I got my tramadol(a 45 day script at 4x a day). I overtook when I got them, but the first effect was not pain relief, but a serious mood lift. I KNOW that my liver had not created a M1 metabolite surge that quickly, so I chopped it up to serotonin and NorEppy. I've been more motivated, I feel I can cut down, take em one pill at a time. Now the it feels my system is starting to recover. Although I have to say, if you take a lot in the beginning, or even after that, slow down towards the end of the bottle, because they do provide a crash that way.