Ran out at a bad time.. now what?

[Morfiend]

right now I'm running a fever and have some other flu symptoms. I'm probably calling into work tomorrow. I am NOT dope sick right now. But unfortunately I was really generous to people for too long and now I've got one dose left which I just swallowed half of. I am achy all over and only from my fever... and am dreading the WDs at this time.

I've tried my best to find somewhere to cop and nobody will help me. Maybe I'll get lucky tomorrow... Is this a dangerous situation. What would you do?

[SHELLEY]

look on the bright side
when the serious w/d hit you won't even notice that you have the flu anymore :D

but seriously, good luck with that and feel better soon

[Morfiend]

the bright side is if it kills me

[SHELLEY]

the bright side is if it kills me

drink water, you don't die from opiate w/d you die from dehydration
worst comes to worst, go to ER and get on some iv saline

[Morfiend]

sorry... I'm feeling pretty pessimistic right now. I fucking hate people for treating me like a fucking dealer all the time no matter how many times i tell them i can't fucking help them without being sick. My fault tho for being nice to people who are incompetent and will never be nice back.

ARghhh! ... I need to go sleep...

EDIT: Sorry again... this lifestyle is too much for me :'(

[Morfiend]

What does a junky really buy when he buys a bag? Time... he buys time.

tic toc ... better cop

[Morfiend]

perhaps I am being very selfish... although I pay street prices, this is probably similar in many ways to how a legit chronic pain patient feels when they are going to run out early...

pain stacked with pain... fun times fun times... makes me respect the people who live with chronic pain

[candy]

Morfiend,
Don't you yourself deal with chronic pain issues. If so then why would you even give away or sell your medication. I am not sure how you treat your pain issues or dealing how you are dealing with your addiction issues, but you will be OK. Just stay hydrated. Shelly is right about that. The more dehydrated you are, the worse you will feel.
But, I doubt you are in any danger. It sounds like you have a cold or virus and the best thing is to stay hydrated like I said and get rest if you can.
I think you will be fine, you might not feel great, but I don't think you have to much to worry about right now.

[at&t]

Yeah man... quite true about "buying time..."

But.... It'll be dawn soon... You'll find something tomorrow even if you have to skip work and figure something out-- hustle/find/owe or beg/borrow/steal some cash(=junk=time)...

But shit... I can really sympathize with your post though.... I don't usually have much to say, and so don't really ever post very much... I think I have what.. 32 posts... But, despite that, there have been Numerous times when I am sitting sick waiting for... the next day, the next paycheck, the next refill or whatever... when I have had to hold myself back from posting threads like:

Thread title: "Hey guys... Um.... I'm kind of starting to get kind of really sick here, you know, and I just want you guys to know that it really sucks. I mean. You'd be surprised! This isn't ANY FUN AT ALL. Seriously."

Posted by: at&t

But... nevermind.... Best of luck man... Thats all I wanted to say... Maybe check into this thread tomorrow and let everyone know whats up.... Hopefully you'll have gotten stuff taken care of by then, eh?

Cheers and Good Luck Again, at&t

[dharma bum]

It sounds like you are dope sick. Get plenty of loperamide.

Damn, I thought you had quit. Life wasn't so dynamic after all eh?

[doctor diesel]

Got access to any trams, Morfiend?


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