Is it just me......

[HandMeSomeOpiates]

Or have a lot of members been kicking recently?? I know we have the usually kicking thread a few times a month but this month so far I have seen a shit ton of posts about kicking. There might not be many threads about kicking but I've ran into so many damn posts recently about fighting that monkey. Maybe we're all feeling the effects of this economy or maybe the DEA is winning the war on drugs.......ahhhhh I couldn't type that with a straight face :p

I'm trying to kick as well right now. Day 2 and don't feel too too bad. Just can't stop thinking about the feeling I want and what will get me that feeling. To all who are kicking I'm in the same boat paddling my ass off with ya. I just hope I get that damn boat to shore one day.....

[Deadfiend]

Sorry, I have been putting kick me signs on peoples backs all this week when I see them in the halls before class.....It was joke, I didn't want anyone to get hurt...:(

[HandMeSomeOpiates]

Sorry, I have been putting kick me signs on peoples backs all this week when I see them in the halls before class.....It was joke, I didn't want anyone to get hurt...:(
:p

[hovadagod]

Im just trying to stabilize on half mg of suboxone now. Kratom made me feel like shit. I'll be kicking the suboxone soon but hopefully can get some M or H so I don't have to do the extended bupe crap.

[duck]

Transferred from bupe to hydro....trying to stay on hydro long enough to get the bupe out of my system...then I may try to kicking here in 4 weeks or so. Or I'll just go back to dope. Yeah, let's go with the dope.

[Bateman54199]

Before June 15th I am going into a 60 day program that's over 15 hours away. Just tying up some loose ends right now and then I am leaving. Luckily I have 2 more doc visits before then (roxi's and opana's) and I put aside enough funds (besides my bills and program money for while I am gone) to buy a brick a few days before so I can party hard before I go. I got a ride to the place from someone so I'll be shootin/pill-poppin' the whole way down.

This program starts you on a 10 day sub detox then it's another 50 day (minimum) to complete the program. It isn't a na/aa rehab or 12 step program either, which is awesome. I have been to "regular" rehab/detox before and I can't stand that shit --

When I say that, if you're considering rehab don't let my personal experience here stop you from going. If you need help then look around and find what you think works best for you.

I can't give too many details about the program I am going to (for privacy reasons) but it's an awesome thing I found.

[HowLongIsTooLong]

Bateman:

Is the ten day initial phase the only time you get meds? Or do you get to continue the subs during the 50-day second phase?

The reason I ask is because ten days with subs followed by nothing at all sounds like a pretty harsh schedule...

Best of luck though, and I hope it works out!

D

[Junkindatrunk]

Good luck and I hope you can do whatever will make you happiest. It sounds brutal to me but I'm not at that stage in my life.
I really wish you luck, and take care of yourself, however you need to.

[Duckfeet]

Sometimes I feel like I've been kicking for years...fuck...I've spent at least as much time in the last few years coming *off* dope, as I have getting on it...can't win for loosing...but I usually think the opposite, as far as Opy goes: seems like whenever I'm seriously kicking, everybody on here is having a big heroin/dilaudid party...it's just me tho, and it comes and goes...I think, it's just that we've all been there, and we tend to reach out when someone is kicking, as we know it sucks...

But sometimes it total drug crazed lunacy on here, and kicking kind of fades into the background...I'd hate to see this site ever get too much, one way or the other: there's always been kind of a balance...best site I know of, for conflicted confused types, like me...never know which version of me will wake up in the morning...and if we do fail, we don't feel so horrible, since most on here have failed a time or two...


Or have a lot of members been kicking recently?? I know we have the usually kicking thread a few times a month but this month so far I have seen a shit ton of posts about kicking. There might not be many threads about kicking but I've ran into so many damn posts recently about fighting that monkey. Maybe we're all feeling the effects of this economy or maybe the DEA is winning the war on drugs.......ahhhhh I couldn't type that with a straight face :p

I'm trying to kick as well right now. Day 2 and don't feel too too bad. Just can't stop thinking about the feeling I want and what will get me that feeling. To all who are kicking I'm in the same boat paddling my ass off with ya. I just hope I get that damn boat to shore one day.....