dalottafun
04-14-2009, 11:58 PM
so yea I was posting here and then disappeared in july cause I went to rehab but i've been out using for the past few months
rehab engaged me in intense therapy every day multiple times a day in an inpatient setting for 5 months and then put me in narcotics anonymous it all worked great and all but then i fucked up hanging out with old people and stuff
anyway, every time i think about taking some pills or slamming some shit i get a really sick feeling in my stomach right before i do it that i never had before and it seems like every time i slam i throw up instantly all the time
what's up with that i feel like that dude in "a clockwork orange" who gets sick at the thought of violence - i get sick at the thought of getting high what brain wash
anybody relate?
rehab engaged me in intense therapy every day multiple times a day in an inpatient setting for 5 months and then put me in narcotics anonymous it all worked great and all but then i fucked up hanging out with old people and stuff
anyway, every time i think about taking some pills or slamming some shit i get a really sick feeling in my stomach right before i do it that i never had before and it seems like every time i slam i throw up instantly all the time
what's up with that i feel like that dude in "a clockwork orange" who gets sick at the thought of violence - i get sick at the thought of getting high what brain wash
anybody relate?