lespaulpower
04-01-2009, 12:59 PM
So as I've made it known her, I recently absconded my misdemeanor probation and decided to lay low and avoid the law altogether. I was violated by my PO for "Failure to make payment arrangements befor leaving T-House" and "Failure to notify PO of an address change". On the night of March 12th, I had aquired some 80mg Purdue OC's. I was taking a few day vacation from my subs and was rigging up the OC in my upstairs room. (Its probably important to mention I'm living with some friends right now as Im unemployed at the moment). Well, as I put the rig to my arm and find a vein, My friend shouts at me from downstairs - "Hey, You've got company!" Well, I was expecting a certain friend to stop by and visit me that night. I'm usually looking over my shoulder and overly prepared for Police to show up....
So here I come, prancing joyfully down the stairs to be greeted by a city police officer. I was caught off gaurd, couldnt run, couldnt hide, I was fucked. He had walked right into the house without knocking and began shining around his flashlight looking for me. I was completely shocked and distraught. The police finding me - to me - was equivalent to a death sentence, as I believed I was looking my probation being revoked and at serving my whole 1 year sentence. To me, that is an absolute nightmare, as it would destroy my college education and 4 year relationship with my fiance...
Well, they took me off to jail, booked me, and threw me in the tank. I had 1 suboxone left for the month and an appointment with the doc in 2 days, where I would've gotten another prescription...
I took my last sub the night I got in there (the nurse gave it to me).
I was given a video arraignment in the morning and I was denied bond!!!! FUCK!!! No more school for the forseeable future, no sub doc appt.... I was FUCKED.
2 days into it, I began feeling the lack of subs in me. RLS, my body felt very hot and strange, almost like an anxious energy flowing through my veins. I began sweating. I needed my fucking meds! But had no way of getting more. I spent 7 days straight in a detox/suicide watch cell - this is the HARDEST time you can do in county jail. The cell is a small concrete cell with large windows on two sides, right up in the booking area where everyone looks in at you. They made me wear a Bam Bam suit (which is just a padded strange suit) other than that, your naked. I was given a mat with NO blanket or pillow. I had a toilet/sink combo and no shower. I was forced to do my business in the open where anyone in the booking area could watch me shit liquid/puke/gag. I didnt eat for a week straight.
7 days later I was finally moved to general population, still pretty sick, couldnt sleep if my life depended on it... One week after that was my probation violation hearing - I had plead not guilty at the arraignment and was appointed an attorney. I was planning to drag on the situation and make things as difficult and costly as possible for the courts (as both charges were COMPLETELY false) - I forgot to mention, my PO added an additional charge of "showing intimidating and aggressive behavior" towards her - all I did was hang up the fucking phone on the bitch. Well, I went to court, wrote a nice ball-sucking letter to the judge begging for leniency and denying guilt. Before seeing the judge, I saw my PO talking to my attorney; well it just so happens that she didnt want to be put through all this unnessesary bullshit/hearings and offered me a plea deal - I plead guilty to just ONE of the violations and she reccomends TIME SERVED - which was 14 days at the moment. So I took the plea, the judge gave me time serverd.... BUT, to my surprise, HE REVOKED MY PROBATION, JUST TOOK ME OFF. I had until november on intensive probation and he just let me off the hook. No more UA's no more NA/AA cult bullshit.... ALL DONE!!
I finally was released that afternoon and have been happy to be free ever since. I am still like a little kid on christmas.
Anyhow, I got out, got my bupe, and am loving life. THAT 2 weeks was the worst of my life though. FUCK
Just thought I'd share
So here I come, prancing joyfully down the stairs to be greeted by a city police officer. I was caught off gaurd, couldnt run, couldnt hide, I was fucked. He had walked right into the house without knocking and began shining around his flashlight looking for me. I was completely shocked and distraught. The police finding me - to me - was equivalent to a death sentence, as I believed I was looking my probation being revoked and at serving my whole 1 year sentence. To me, that is an absolute nightmare, as it would destroy my college education and 4 year relationship with my fiance...
Well, they took me off to jail, booked me, and threw me in the tank. I had 1 suboxone left for the month and an appointment with the doc in 2 days, where I would've gotten another prescription...
I took my last sub the night I got in there (the nurse gave it to me).
I was given a video arraignment in the morning and I was denied bond!!!! FUCK!!! No more school for the forseeable future, no sub doc appt.... I was FUCKED.
2 days into it, I began feeling the lack of subs in me. RLS, my body felt very hot and strange, almost like an anxious energy flowing through my veins. I began sweating. I needed my fucking meds! But had no way of getting more. I spent 7 days straight in a detox/suicide watch cell - this is the HARDEST time you can do in county jail. The cell is a small concrete cell with large windows on two sides, right up in the booking area where everyone looks in at you. They made me wear a Bam Bam suit (which is just a padded strange suit) other than that, your naked. I was given a mat with NO blanket or pillow. I had a toilet/sink combo and no shower. I was forced to do my business in the open where anyone in the booking area could watch me shit liquid/puke/gag. I didnt eat for a week straight.
7 days later I was finally moved to general population, still pretty sick, couldnt sleep if my life depended on it... One week after that was my probation violation hearing - I had plead not guilty at the arraignment and was appointed an attorney. I was planning to drag on the situation and make things as difficult and costly as possible for the courts (as both charges were COMPLETELY false) - I forgot to mention, my PO added an additional charge of "showing intimidating and aggressive behavior" towards her - all I did was hang up the fucking phone on the bitch. Well, I went to court, wrote a nice ball-sucking letter to the judge begging for leniency and denying guilt. Before seeing the judge, I saw my PO talking to my attorney; well it just so happens that she didnt want to be put through all this unnessesary bullshit/hearings and offered me a plea deal - I plead guilty to just ONE of the violations and she reccomends TIME SERVED - which was 14 days at the moment. So I took the plea, the judge gave me time serverd.... BUT, to my surprise, HE REVOKED MY PROBATION, JUST TOOK ME OFF. I had until november on intensive probation and he just let me off the hook. No more UA's no more NA/AA cult bullshit.... ALL DONE!!
I finally was released that afternoon and have been happy to be free ever since. I am still like a little kid on christmas.
Anyhow, I got out, got my bupe, and am loving life. THAT 2 weeks was the worst of my life though. FUCK
Just thought I'd share