hardons for heroin - Fuck it

[antigonemuse]

Part II of my horror stories...

SWIM scores two decent bags of H (Killer, as titled on the bag) - and goes back for more. Being there were no hitches or issues the first time around.

SWIM spends a fair amount of time waiting on goods (screwing over a good friend waiting outside in car), goods never show.... and has to spend whole time fighting off the houses hardon. Cause no matter how much she insists she is a good girl, he insists she could be his bad girl. Why does getting a connect, mean owing sexual favors?? SWIM is disgusted, and sick of it... The whole scene left SWIM empty handed, emotional, and woken with nightmares.

SWIM does not want to be molested for drugs, arent there any good people left in this fucking scene!! SWIM is so disheartened, and has WD in the mail. Shit outta mutha fucking luck...

thanks for letting me vent

[Opiyum]

Much respect to all the woman who have to deal with this type o' shit. I for one am getting tired of watching my dealer beat up on his girl.

[ZodiacKiller]

Damn, sorry to hear you have to deal with this kinda bullshit. No other dealers to call, 'eh? 'Cause it sounds like you need to get the fuck away from these assholes...

I know my dealer doesn't treat women that way. It's business, and one customer is the same as the next to him. Plus, he doesn't do the stuff, so he just takes care of shit and gets out, it's just about the money. Works for me.

ZK

[chemboy7]

I for one am getting tired of watching my dealer beat up on his girl.

Your dealer beats his girlfreind in front of you? I think I would punch Mr. Tough Guy in the throat and find a new supplier.

[ANYPAINKILLER]

Thats F'n ridiculous....business is business....and u dont mix business and pleasure....Its stupid for people to expect things like that....im sorry that sux

[shaunclo]

Much respect to all the woman who have to deal with this type o' shit. I for one am getting tired of watching my dealer beat up on his girl.

Opiyum, you dont seem like the type to let someone get away with something like that, Fuckin Bullshit, I have only seen a guy nail a girl in the face once, and my buddy and I made sure he got a taste of his own medicine. Afterwards I found out that she was trying to stab him though, so I guess he was just trying to defend himself, but I swear when you see a guy hit a girl, something just goes off.

[Opiyum]

I think I would punch Mr. Tough Guy in the throat and find a new supplier.

I wish it were that simple. First off Im not a fighter... at all. Second if I laid a hand on this guy I would be in the hospital with a bullet wound within a week. I'd be lucky to be in the hospital actually, but none of that matters because normally it starts with her bitching then he bitches back then it escalates and she smacks him then he smacks her etc. etc. this is, sad to say, a normal thing(in my experience) with opiated couples(especially if ones a very busy dealer) and it isnt really that bad until it ends. Because what ends it is normally a nice crack to her jaw...then....well nuff said.
I'd love to do something but I think its one of those cases where even she would defend him. So in the end I'd have a six foot five basketball player, a little junkie broad and a Rotwiler(sp?) on my nuts, and not in a smooth caressing way but more of a high heels stomping kinda way.
Plus hes is the best dealer I've ever had. Over three years running and not once have I called and had to wait or hear that there isnt anything around. He literally has constantly had stock of something good for over four years, and always answers the phone. None of that shit where if hes out he doesn't answer the phone to tell you hes out he just lets it ring, but he's never been "out" so this might not be true.Anyhow this seemingly unlimited supply is remarkable in my experience so Im not about to let that go, and this is the same guy who doesnt know what benzos are so the benefits there are implied.

Does this justify letting his girlfriend get punched in the mouth every once in awhile? For me it does.

Didnt mean to get all defensive but when it comes to the abuse of the Goddess I feel it's necessary.

Death to Retroviruses!!!!

[poppy]

I think its one of those cases where even she would defend him

Opiyum has a point with this, I've got involved with other people's arguments only to have it come back badly on me, and i speak as a woman who has experienced domestic violence personally (too many times)in the past. I defended my man, made excuses for him till the end despite what he did to me. Others getting involved merely complicated matters. In fact it often made things worse.
THEN I WOKE UP AND SAW THE LIGHT!! but I had to do that on my own.
Sadly the reality is that until this woman decides she has had enough nothing of her no good boyfriend then the chances are that nobody will make her see any different, and she would more or less undoubtedly defend her man, or face more hassle later! I know I've been there! Having said that it wouldn't hurt to discreetly find out if she really has had enough and is just to scared to leave. If so point her in the direction of the local women's refuges etc
HOWEVER
I don't think the fact that he's a good reliable dealer justifys letting his girlfriend get punched in the mouth, it most definitely doesn't!! Nothing justifys a woman being hit not ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Also are there any children involved? That makes a difference.
Does that make sense or am I contradicting myself? I hope not!

[HistoryofMadness]

Does that make sense or am I contradicting myself? I hope not!

Well... yes and no. Just kidding was that funny? Not really...

Anyway the point is that I recently had a dealer that didn't physically abuse his girl, but he yelled and threatened. I hadn't known him that long, but it was getting old quick. So one day I just made some comment to the effect of "man, chill out you're killing my buzz" -- he was ok back to me, but FREAKED out on her very soon after that. Then he didn't share the next dose with her.

She was pissed, and he left me there with her and some other folks. As soon as he left she gave me a piece of her mind, and told me I owed her dope, and all this drama started. She was more pissed than him.

I found another dealer.

[ZodiacKiller]

While I wholeheartedly agree with you there, Poppy, that no woman should ever be hit, I think what Opiyum is saying is that bottom-line, he ain't gonna risk fucking up his killer hook-up. I wouldn't either.

Yeah, it's fucked up what the guy is doing to his woman, but Opiyum saying something about it is only gonna cause bad shit for Opiyum. Stay out of it, man, and keep your good connect.

I'm sorry, I feel bad for the girl in question, but that's my opinion...

ZK

[Opiyum]

Contadiction? I dunno. No kids though unless you count the two of them. Your right nothing justifys abuse of any kind directed towards anyone period....actually I take that back there are some idiots out there that need smacked around but yeah women inpeticular should never be beaten upon by a man.
I guess what I meant was that ALL of the factors I mentioned and some unmentioned sort of justify me not doing anything. being a good dealer alone does not justify it but the fact that no good would come out of me interfering sort of does. the only good I could see coming out of it is the two of them uniting over my bloodied ass.
I think we are straight now...Right?

[Tar_Baby]

Part II of my horror stories...

SWIM scores two decent bags of H (Killer, as titled on the bag) - and goes back for more. Being there were no hitches or issues the first time around.

SWIM spends a fair amount of time waiting on goods (screwing over a good friend waiting outside in car), goods never show.... and has to spend whole time fighting off the houses hardon. Cause no matter how much she insists she is a good girl, he insists she could be his bad girl. Why does getting a connect, mean owing sexual favors?? SWIM is disgusted, and sick of it... The whole scene left SWIM empty handed, emotional, and woken with nightmares.

SWIM does not want to be molested for drugs, arent there any good people left in this fucking scene!! SWIM is so disheartened, and has WD in the mail. Shit outta mutha fucking luck...

thanks for letting me vent
So let me get this straight..you are expecting to find some inner city ( you did say NYC didnt ya?) smack dealer full of respect for people/women and life? :D
You are in the wrong business.
It isnt so much the dope as it is the black market..Plus when someone knows you need a fix, and you need them to get you the fix, it plays into the whole power trip thing we see with politicians and cops etc.
When the wrong person starts to feel in control of you ..you're fucked.
Have you considered buying a can of gasoline and a zippo lighter? Pour the gas on the bedroom outside corner of the house at 3 am and light that fucker up..If this asshole makes it out alive, it'll give him a whole new attitude, if not, well problem solved
Noone will give a fuck either because you just torched a junkies house.

[hero 1]

A mother f who dis respects women should be bitch slaped they usaly do it becuse they cant do it to men these people must have come out of a mans ass and dont know what its like to have a mother

[johnny27]

antigonemuse (http://forum.opiophile.org/member.php?u=1416), i really feel for you and your situtation, it is a terrible thing for you just to get a hit. Maybe you can switch temporary to pods or meds, just to keep you well until you have other contacts for your dope. I know it won't be as satasifying but atleast you know you will get back on to dope again. I can see you are respecting yourselve, and please keep doing soo, you really have nothing left when you start to follow this path, of what dealers want you to do just so you can get your stuff, please take care, and godbless. You are worth alot more, and i really respect the other women on here supporting you too vbmenu_register("postmenu_22526", true);

[george123]

Not to distract from the message in this post, which deals with fucked up dealers who have no respect for women and should have their asses kicked, but is it common to have the "name" of the H (In this case, "Killer") written on the bag. I have never heard of this, but then again I only dealt with baloons.

[Saceman1]

Hey, let's get the Opie Forum gang together and go pay this dickhead dealer fuck a visit, eh? Oh, I guess we'd all need to get on first ... but then ....

PS Anitgone: I'm kinda joking above, but I do know that what you went thru was far from funny and do feel for ya. Is it men, dopers, dealers or what? Cuz if the former 2, I'll feel slightly ashamed to be keeping such bad company. Peace.

[paperrabbit]

Thankfully, most of the guys I know have a decent view of women and do respect them (at least act like I do when I'm around) though, of course, in some circles the men ARE fucking pigs...it's disgusting just being looked at as just a warm hole. And unfortunately, I've been around many guys wanting to pump up their machismo and have made negative comments and just had to bite my lip because I didn't want to risk losing a connect. Bah, patriarchy.

[antigonemuse]

this particular dealer was a connect SWIM met through a friend of SWIMS who D.O.C. is Yaah. He happened to have this chick there one night who helped the deal go through. The second visit, while waiting for the chick to show back up, is when the potential molestation took place. If you can picture a crack head running around with a hardon hanging outta his pants, that was about the experience.

This would be about the time SWIM kissed the cash goodbye.

Dont get me wrong, SWIM dosent think she is this hot momma of the drug scene... PK is completely right about someone having a power over you due to ones need of a fix... SWIM is tired of woman being on the shit side of the scale. SHE is not niave, nor is she willing to tolerate or accept that this is just the way it has to be.

There has gotta be some decent slingers out there.... SWIM just has to find that old school, in house mo fo whose limbido is so shot due to years os heavy use, so he dont give a fuck about "the taffy"

Peace - - oh and get this... the streets up here charge 25 dollars a hit... and its barely enough to get off on... skimpy, weak ass baby pony with broken legs if you ask SWIM

Upstate sucks

And yes, bags usually to have a name stamped on them (at least in this area)