satori
02-02-2009, 01:59 AM
Its been well over a year since I took regularly. It has been over a year since I used long term but have had a few scripts for hydro 5/500 etc. I have been super busy in the past year but also tortured by all kinds of anxiety, feelings of going crazy etc. Is there anybody on here who has gone through the same thing or know of anybody? Its almost as if I have had to re-learn how to think since stopping. Overall life is 100x better then it was. Friends, job, school, etc. so I am not complaining, just curious.
Edit: Also wanted to add that I am off of EVERYTHING! I used to take 3mg clonopin or xanax everynight, 3-4 cups of coffee a day, pain meds, and stuff for depression etc. Now I run or im at the gym (huge turn around). But still with the psychological stuff!
Edit: Also wanted to add that I am off of EVERYTHING! I used to take 3mg clonopin or xanax everynight, 3-4 cups of coffee a day, pain meds, and stuff for depression etc. Now I run or im at the gym (huge turn around). But still with the psychological stuff!