bigfootlives
01-29-2009, 12:45 PM
Please read this I seriously am pretty sure I was on the brink of overdosing! Not fun at all!
Ok soo I'm sure some of you guys have read my posts about how I've recently started IV'ing cocaine. Well I've been injecting small doses for this entire gram I had. So now I'm down to my last half or a half gram or a quarter of a gram 0.25g. And being unsatisfied that I hadn't gotten as high as I did the first time I did it properly the day before I decided I was going to be some psycho tough son of a bitch and dissolve the whole thing into one shot. Well lets just say that as soon as I pressed down on that plunger I knew things were going to get interesting. First my fucking hearing totally fucked up like the mother of all ringers! I was in my basement at the time all by myself and the only other person home was my mom who I hide the majority of my drug use from and I knew that I might be in toruble because of the feeling that swept across me. So I decided it would be best to get the fuck out of there as fast as I could, so I walked to town which was right outside pretty much. So then I'm walking through on a cold mid winter day when theres peoples everywhere and I can't hear anything over my ringer all while I'm wondering if I'm going to die or not in the middle of town because seriously I was almost convinced I was going to drop from either a heart attack or a stroke or something. I just walked around a few blocks of downtown trying to keep my composure and assure myself I was going to be ok! I made it back to my house and now I'm writing this!
I am still high and it's been 40 minutes no joke, whoever said IV coke can only last up to 15 minutes is wrong! I really wish my heart would slow down, I swear all this strain is gonna damage my heart in some way or another and I can't stop twitching. The reason I'm writing this is to report how i learned a valuable lesson. That no matter how tolerant you think you are to drugs that you shouldn't take unnecessary risks that scare the fuck out of you because I'm really not all that tough after all and that drugs can and Will kick your ass especially if your fucking with needles! i also understand that I'm lucky I'm young and have a good heart because I'm not that big 150 to 160 lbs and I'm sure a few guys my size would have overdosed badly doing what I did and It would have been a lot worse if it was some really potent coke, but at the same time it wasn't all that shitty either. I'm very thankful I was able to walk it off! Well that's about it for now soo please be safe and don't let cocky young arrogance be the death of you like I almost did!
P.S. I cringe just thinking of my sweet loving mother finding her 19 year old son dead from a drug overdose!
Ok soo I'm sure some of you guys have read my posts about how I've recently started IV'ing cocaine. Well I've been injecting small doses for this entire gram I had. So now I'm down to my last half or a half gram or a quarter of a gram 0.25g. And being unsatisfied that I hadn't gotten as high as I did the first time I did it properly the day before I decided I was going to be some psycho tough son of a bitch and dissolve the whole thing into one shot. Well lets just say that as soon as I pressed down on that plunger I knew things were going to get interesting. First my fucking hearing totally fucked up like the mother of all ringers! I was in my basement at the time all by myself and the only other person home was my mom who I hide the majority of my drug use from and I knew that I might be in toruble because of the feeling that swept across me. So I decided it would be best to get the fuck out of there as fast as I could, so I walked to town which was right outside pretty much. So then I'm walking through on a cold mid winter day when theres peoples everywhere and I can't hear anything over my ringer all while I'm wondering if I'm going to die or not in the middle of town because seriously I was almost convinced I was going to drop from either a heart attack or a stroke or something. I just walked around a few blocks of downtown trying to keep my composure and assure myself I was going to be ok! I made it back to my house and now I'm writing this!
I am still high and it's been 40 minutes no joke, whoever said IV coke can only last up to 15 minutes is wrong! I really wish my heart would slow down, I swear all this strain is gonna damage my heart in some way or another and I can't stop twitching. The reason I'm writing this is to report how i learned a valuable lesson. That no matter how tolerant you think you are to drugs that you shouldn't take unnecessary risks that scare the fuck out of you because I'm really not all that tough after all and that drugs can and Will kick your ass especially if your fucking with needles! i also understand that I'm lucky I'm young and have a good heart because I'm not that big 150 to 160 lbs and I'm sure a few guys my size would have overdosed badly doing what I did and It would have been a lot worse if it was some really potent coke, but at the same time it wasn't all that shitty either. I'm very thankful I was able to walk it off! Well that's about it for now soo please be safe and don't let cocky young arrogance be the death of you like I almost did!
P.S. I cringe just thinking of my sweet loving mother finding her 19 year old son dead from a drug overdose!