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simfromstoke
12-07-2008, 09:17 AM
i remember one christmas day, a few yrs back
everyone had fucked off out the house round to a neighbours or sumfin and im all alone.
i had been clean for maybe 8 weeks.

i was sat there in my room at around 6pm, counting out all this cash id been given.
it had been snowning constantly since 10pm xmas eve(the night before) and looking out my bedroom window it was pitch black because of the heavy snow clouds and all i could see was the snow building up around the window frame.

so id counted out about £400 when the cheeky little thought entered my head -i wonder if i could score.
i thought of all the in's and out's but the thought still remained
so i grabbed for my phone (my logic being -if my guy for weights' phone is on, i'll get, if it's off, i wont)
so now with clammy hands i searched the number and pressed dial...

ring, ring, its fucking ON.. woo hoo..now please answer...
"yo! sup bro. wotcha after?.." came the answer
i told him i needed an 8 and told him i was surprised he was even on, being xmas day and all..
he said he would send a runner but to give the runner an extra fiver for a "tip"..
i was elated.. "yeah no fuckin worries mate.. normal place?.."
so with my score sorted, i quickly threw on a big thick coat and boots and headed out to the car..

upon opening the front door i looked out down the drive to where my MR2 should be..
it was covered with a foot and a half of snow, so i quickly made a hole where the windscreen was and yanked open the frozen lump of a door. a heavy layer of snow just showered down onto the drivers seat.
not giving a fuck and thanking my lucky stars that the door wasnt frozen shut i dropped my self down into the weired, muffled, snow cocoon. it was like being sat in a tiny igloo.
fingers crossed i put the key in the ignition..
please start, please start, PLEASE START...
i turned her over and BANG! straight into life (i LOVED toyotas' solid engineering and my little mk1 MR2 was built like a tank and she never ever failed me once no matter how hard i nailed it racing others etc)

so i sat there for a few minutes waiting for some kind of wamth to enter the cabbin while i checked that all systems where go.
petrol.. check
oil temp.. check
water temp.. check
oil pressure.. check
we good to go! yipee!
so very tentatively i tried to pull off.. the back wheels immidiately spun a little.. ok its FUCKING SLIPPY..
just take it easy..
so i get it down the drive, ploughing the snow deeper, the further down i drove. but if my solid little toyota could turn a wheel, it would DEFINATELY get me to wolverhampton(the place i had to meet my man, 25miles away..).
so i edge the car the 3 miles down the country lanes onto the motorway (wolverhampton was 3 junctions down the motorway and about 18 miles) thinking that as soon as i got on the motorway, the driving would become easier, following other cars (i had not seen one other car on the road and the 3 miles down the lanes was trecherous and fool-hardy to say the least. but i got to the motorway..)

so slipping and sliding, i drove up the ramp and onto the motorway..
and the sight shocked me a little. not ONE SINGLE CAR, NOT ONE TRACK, NOTHING but white snow
(living on the busiest stretch of motorway in the whole of EUROPE, i have NEVER seen the M6 empty..)
so carefully creeping into the middle of the white, 2 foot deep blanket i eased the car up to 10mph and prayed that it didnt get much deeper..

i rang my man and told him the sitch with the motorway and gave him an ETA of about an hour..
"yeah, no-worries bruv. just bell me when you close, i wont switch off.."
phew.. at least i got a re-assurance that my dangerous journey would all be for SOMETHING..

so nearly an hour and a half later i exit the motorway after NOT SEEING ONE OTHER CAR..
and i prayed the road into wolves would be at-least drivable.
and thank god it was. yeah sure a few cars had ventered downthere and it was like driving on an ice-skating rink (but it was easier than driving on the M6..)

so i seemingly slid my car down the main road into the city and headed for the spot, ringin my man just before getting there.
so i sat in my little cocoon looking out on the christmas-looking wonderland glistening through the windscreen, looking for any other signs of life on this isolated xmas day evening.
and sitting there in the city i felt that i was the only person alive out on the street and looking around me just confirmed the feeling

i sparked-up a fag and watched in the mirror when the small shadow of a familiar-lookin skinny guy appeared behind the car from out of the alleyway
within a minute he was there at the passenger-door, trying to open it, but it was frozen solid. so i juped out and had to let him clamber over to the passenger seat from the drivers side(not easy in an MR2!..)

"you after an 8 bruv?" "90 notes"
ninety quid i stammered?
"yeah 90"
"but G said 85.."
"well its 90" he said firmly
at this point i could of rang my man and forced the issue but i was so happy to have even scored in such hellish conditions i would have happily given him £190 but not wanting to show this i begrudgingly shoved the 90quid into his freezing cold hand and he chucked the clingfilm wrapped lump into my lap.
i grabbed for it and it felt like a real GOOD hard rock and i fisted it and proceded to pull off cuz i wanded this dick out of my car, and quick.

after dropping him off at the next juncion i teetered down the road i pulled over and assesed the situation
good-points -the old bill where no-way gonna pull-me, thinking id just scored. -and id only seen about five cars on the road that whole night, non of 'em old bill.
and through all the sonw and the blizzards id got my gear! yay! un-fucking-beliveable, but id done it!!

bad points -i was now stuck in a city, with an eighth of smack, in a blizzard, with no-way of injecting or even smoking that gear AND 25 miles, through 2 foot deep snow(and worstening), away from my needles and home and starting to rattle through the thought of it.

so my junky brain clicks in and gives me the junky-logic answer -get some fucking foil from somewhere and have a toot THEN work out what the fuck to do..
and being christmas day, getting a piece of foil sholdnt be too-hard in procurring from ANY house.
so parked in the middle of the main-road into the city i played "eeny-meeny-miney-mo.." and chose a house to go and ask for some foil
i got to the front-door and before ringing the bell i needed a blag..
so a few seconds after ringing the bell, this little chineese-looking, obviously tipsty, woman is staring down at me
so im like -"yeah shug, have you got a piece of foil because my car radiator is freezing over and i need some foil to cover it, to keep it from freezing"
quisitivly the woman looks at me and i point to my car in the middle of the road
then she says, "come-in, Come-in.."
"no, no. i'd get snow everywhere. have you got ANY foil?.."
so a minutle later she returns with a huge fuck-off roll, so i ripped a metre by metre square piece off and thanked her profusely.
walking back towards the car i felt eyes on me, watching from the house.
im sure they expected me to pop the front bonnet and start fliddling with the foil, covering the radiator.
err, no-fucking-way! i got my foil and im off at a full 3-4mph sliding down the road, smack and foil at hand.


..im..going...for..a...ciggie...will...continue..m y...tale....in..a....few...minutes
-sim

Duckfeet
12-07-2008, 10:36 AM
Me too: freezing, car stuck in snow up in Columbus OH, several christmases ago, and only *one* fucking thing on my mind: getting the fuck away from my crazy father, and scoring some dope...dug out car, then it overheated the fucker...tough shit...me and car both made it to dope house, freezing...but a junky will overcome all odds to get right...and I did...

simfromstoke
12-07-2008, 10:46 AM
so yeah..
im heading out of the city on the deserted main road, constantky trying to work-out what the fuck im gonna do.
the snow is getting deeper by the second, ive got 25miles to try and cover and theres a 98% chance that if i stop the car now, i wont be able to get it going again because of the deepening snow.
i got my mobile on me, half a tank of petrol, a good thick warm coat, some foil and an eighth of an ounce of heroin -what are my chances of surviving the night in the car with almost no gaurantee that i could get rescued the next day even..

so i push on, the 4 miles down the dual-carriagway out of the city.
and by the time i get to the motorway junction my options are looking bleak.
a rational-head would have realised that if the ROAD was this bad, the motorway would be certain death, but no..
junky-brain says -stop before you get on the motorway and have a toot, THEN decide on a course of action..
so parked on the dual-carriage way with the motorway 400yds ahead of me i just stopped the car, locked the doors and proceeded to prep my foil.
within 2 minutes the whole car was covered in snow (clearing up my only other "real" concern of somebody seeing me...)

i must of sat there for over an hour, tooting away as fast as i could, because when i looked up at the neon-bluey/green clock it was reading 23.37 now.. bad, in anyones estimate

but with poppy power flowing thru my veins i felt strangely optimistic about MAKING it home that night.
the petrol level was still showing just-under half-a-tank and all the guages were showing everything as it should be. the only thing that might stop-me was 21miles of 2 and a half foot deep snow and not being able to see more than 10 - 15 foot infront of the car.
junky-brain say -no fucking worries, ill be home in half an hour.. an hour at most..
so into first gear and with no trepidation i decided to go for it.

the motorway was a white-wash, and the levels of concentration needed to just keep the car in a straight line were mind-bending. that on-top of the hypnotic snow falling, it felt like you were in the millenium-falcon on hyper-drive. trippy to say the least

after battling the worst conditions i have EVER seen for over an hour a strange and funny thought enetered my head -why not do some dough-nuts on the M6... something to tell my mates, if i ever make it home. so after piroetting around a few times an even funnier thought entered my head -why not park-up backwards and smoke some heroin.
parked-up in the middle lane, facing the wrong way on europes busiest motorway and tooting smack would be a claim-to-fame that would be very hard to top
and so i did..
i sat there for about 15 minutes, tooting away before seeing a set of headlights crawl-past me on the south-bound carriage-way brought me back to the realiseation that i could get into a right predicament if i didnt start heading home and soon..

3 whole hours later after battling every-single inch of snow blasted tarmac i saw the familiar sight of "junction 14-stafford north" sign. 2 miles to go to my exit..
in the 15minutes it took to drive the 2 miles i decided that if the motorway was this-bad, country-lanes would be an impossibilty, and besides, my uncle lives 3 streets away from junction14.
so plan of action- just get off the M6, drive as close to my uncles as poss, then go and try and knock him up as it was almost 4am.
i managed to get my trusty MR2 to the end of his street, and after making sure i got my gear on me, some lighters, fags, phone and the foil, i trudged upto my uncles back door and hammered it till he got up.

i ended up stopping there 2 nights until the road was cleared and i could drive home
it was a kind of magical christmas day, one that i certainly DONT regret. but looking back on it, it almost seems impossible that i even made it back that night and things SHOULD have turned out a LOT worse. but my opio-fairy musta been looking down on me that christmas-day night cuz thats one score ill NEVER forget and on reflection, a christmas that'll always make me smile more than any present could..

-sim

Naomi
12-07-2008, 10:52 AM
*phew*
my little empathetic junkie heart was pounding with fear. i honestly thought you were going to say it wasnt gear! because last year a few days after christmas i borrowed £30 and went to meet this guy i had been scoring off for about a year. what did he do? give me 3 white. i said "no, brown, please" and he holds out his hand, i give him the white back and he drives off! giving me no brown or my money back. i was pretty fucking mad, turns out he was getting into some bother over "turf" and was going back home. he had nothing to loose. broke my festive heart!
ABOUT 3 years ago was the first christmas I ever went out the house on christmas day and stayed overnight elsewhere. i had got some methadone to see me through but called my mate and got him to pick me up. scored about £100 worth and that was it... totally TAINTED christmas for me it did. because it was a kind of admittance to my family that "i am well and truely fucked on the heroin now" as they knew xmas is a family day for me and i wouldnt leave them for anything... 'part from smack, of course.

the knocking on the door though.... that is priceless!!!!!!! yeah, you could of at least pretended to mess with the under-the-bonnet things but i feel you; sometimes you are do desperate/anticipated you dont give a FUCK!

simfromstoke
12-07-2008, 11:18 AM
*phew*
my little empathetic junkie heart was pounding with fear. i honestly thought you were going to say it wasnt gear! because last year a few days after christmas i borrowed £30 and went to meet this guy i had been scoring off for about a year. what did he do? give me 3 white. i said "no, brown, please" and he holds out his hand, i give him the white back and he drives off! giving me no brown or my money back. i was pretty fucking mad, turns out he was getting into some bother over "turf" and was going back home. he had nothing to loose. broke my festive heart!
ABOUT 3 years ago was the first christmas I ever went out the house on christmas day and stayed overnight elsewhere. i had got some methadone to see me through but called my mate and got him to pick me up. scored about £100 worth and that was it... totally TAINTED christmas for me it did. because it was a kind of admittance to my family that "i am well and truely fucked on the heroin now" as they knew xmas is a family day for me and i wouldnt leave them for anything... 'part from smack, of course.

the knocking on the door though.... that is priceless!!!!!!! yeah, you could of at least pretended to mess with the under-the-bonnet things but i feel you; sometimes you are do desperate/anticipated you dont give a FUCK!


thing was, i wasnt even rattling.. (or shouldnt have been). id been clean for 2 months and it was only because id got gear in my hand that id started to "rattle".
lookin back though.. the minute i made the first call, from my mums house i was all panicy and sweaty palmed. its mad how smack/crack can make you feel sick with excitement even after you been clean for a bit..
but yeah, the minute i had gear in my hand, THEN some jimmy, i was off..
even if the coppers were stood at the end of that womans' drive, they wouldn't have managed to stop me!

But gosh Nay! thats a bit harsh being ripped like that. i think i would have cried..
do you know what though.. they always end up paying for being dicks and ripping people
i mean when some smackhead is banged up overnight, who's name do you think they gonna give the oldbill when they rattling in the cells..
the fucking rip-off artists always end up paying for their crimes, even years later..
-sim

DCBA
12-07-2008, 11:54 AM
try to avoid xmas by buying the days before, xmas has almost been synonim to trouble around here, although some times one gets lucky like a fucking bag and a rock for xmas from your favorite dealer.

The_Highwayman
12-07-2008, 03:55 PM
First, I want to say thanks for posting that...I love reading these type of stories, for fun and also to kind of live through the fun of scoring and using as I can't partake anymore....

Anyway, good job in scoring in such conditions, luckliy the worst I had to dea lwith was bad rain, and the hard part of that was making sure the bags didn;t get wet, as me and my boy used to say "No moist baggies" anyways...when I would have to travel 1.5 hours to score I made sure i had all gear with me (spoon, needle, and the all important bottle of water) I would have amde sure I had that as the few times I had to travel only 30 minutes to get home I was doin like 100mph and that was bad...

Anyways, I remember one time my dealer sent a runner to meet me, and I went to the predetermined location and was looking for him like a fat guy waiting for the pizza guy, and seriously out of then ite shadows, he seemed to just appear, and got in the car we did the deal and he spoke about 3 words the whole time, I offered him a ride to wherever he needed to go and he declined, got out and seemed to disappear LOL....

Great story though....

simfromstoke
12-07-2008, 05:03 PM
my ONLY regret in being a druggie for 20 years is that i cant remember MORE of these memories..

over the years they just seem to fade into the past, but certain "special.." nights of scoring (like what i told above), DO seem to remain as part of my make-up and thankfully some-times i CAN remember nights like that..

id love to be an old-person in a nursing home, shocking some of the staff with some of my memories (i really do hope to make it to 90, AND be able to remember my younger days like this)

the WHOLE of that christmas night is like a dream-sequence, and even when i was actually there, scoring, it seemed like a dream and i think that if it seemed more-real at the time, i doubt i would of even ventured out to score that night.
but my mum can remember when i disappeared for 4 days over xmas back in 98 or 99 but i never told her the whole story of why i ended up at my uncles for 3 nights. i think i just told her i went to see a mate(which was slightly true) but it just so happened that he sold heroin and lived like 25 miles away..

sometimes i wish i had a biographer shadowing me all my life because even with my tales of scoring, i could fill an encyclopedia-britannica sized volume with ease

alas i have to rely on the old-grey matter and prey that when im 90, the drugs they give me then will re-light the old neuro-by-ways and re-spark the old memories

-sim