Waiting

[rcb]

Yeah. So i'm sure this has been done before, but whatever.
I haven't been high in say, three weeks. It is driving me insane.
I'm expecting to pick up in the next few days. Not sure when, but soon, hopefully.
I hate waiting. I think it might be even worse than simply knowing you have no chance of copping.

This post seemed like a better idea before I wrote it. I'll submit it anyway.

[turdkenedy]

life is cruel :(

[dieselbaby]

You live on Long Island...why are you waiting? If you want some shit that badly, you have so many open air options within about 45 minutes from you, tops. Bronx, Brooklyn, NYC, NJ (Newark/Paterson)...all are ridiculously easy to score in. I wish I was back home in NY instead of here in Indiana, I have to drive 3.5 hours each way to pick up shit - now that's waiting! :o

[red26]

I hear ya and it drives me totally apeshit as well. Worse than a unscratchable hemeroid. That reminds me. Know when you get those ass itches that you HAVE TO scratch but yer in public and it could be pretty damn embarrassing? You do it anyway and its complete extacy, ooooohhhh yeah. Those itches that're just deep down in there gotta go.:D

[rcb]

You live on Long Island...why are you waiting? If you want some shit that badly, you have so many open air options within about 45 minutes from you, tops. Bronx, Brooklyn, NYC, NJ (Newark/Paterson)...all are ridiculously easy to score in. I wish I was back home in NY instead of here in Indiana, I have to drive 3.5 hours each way to pick up shit - now that's waiting! :o


LOL. Trust me Diesel, I KNOW. That's the worst part. The PROBLEM is, i'm not on the island at the moment, i'm away at school. Makes the waiting that much more frustrating.. knowing that if I were just home... sigh.

[turdkenedy]

mccain in the membrannnnne

[gameface]

A very wise older member of this site used to have a sig that said something to the effect of "the first thing you learn is that you have to wait"

I dont think truer words were ever spoken.

[red26]

A very wise older member of this site used to have a sig that said something to the effect of "the first thing you learn is that you have to wait"

I dont think truer words were ever spoken. Who was that? Even tho I got off benzos like 8 months ago my memory is still shite.
Do you remember who that was?

[dharma bum]

Red that was Dorje who sadly, passed away.


If nobody objects i'd like to resurrect his " Best Music At My Funeral" thread

[thesixgun]

im on long island and i cant find shit. bks scary as shit these days, bronx i have no idea whats goin on, and i actually havent tried pat yet but i just might soon.. just not sure where to go. yet

[Consumed.]

im on long island and i cant find shit. bks scary as shit these days, bronx i have no idea whats goin on, and i actually havent tried pat yet but i just might soon.. just not sure where to go. yet

go to wyandanch

[kevin]

It's a quote from the VU song "I'm waiting for the man." And yea, waiting sucks.

[Boxcar]

I hear ya and it drives me totally apeshit as well. Worse than a unscratchable hemeroid. That reminds me. Know when you get those ass itches that you HAVE TO scratch but yer in public and it could be pretty damn embarrassing? You do it anyway and its complete extacy, ooooohhhh yeah. Those itches that're just deep down in there gotta go.:D


are thode the ones you wanna just grab a toilet brush, jam in and twist. man thats a good itch to scratch. even better are the ones when yer at home all alon but dont care... give yerself the stink finger....on the way to wash yer hands you gotta smell it..... i mean ive heard of those, i had friend that um, ya, told me he did that.

good scratches.

and on the subject. fuck that wait, when some Ahole says " oh ill call you at 1:00 "
3:30 rolls around, no fuckin fone call. almost as bad as the people that say they can hook it up, but always have some bullshit reason why they cant. because really they dont know anyone that has anything, but they wanna sound all cool......FUCKERS!!

[rcb]

First of all, let me say the waiting has paid off. I am , as t hey say, comfortably numb, eh Ted?


Anyway. Two more things on my mind

Why is BK scary these days, just out of curiosity? Has it been hot?

And..

I definitely hate "dealer time"
I drove home from school one weekend over the summer, and called my guy to meet him at his place bout an hour before i was even back in town. says aite aite aite
So i get there, and he tells me he'll be there soon.
I'm sick, had been driving ALL day, and now I have to adjust my watch for dealer savings time. (alright, bad pun)
So he gets there, we go inside, and he just starts shootin the shit. Eventually i just beg him to give me the shit already, haha.

But, as you all know, in the end.. its worth it. Well, I guess in the END, its NOT worth it. But in the interim, its worth it! Wow im fuckin makin no sense.

[monkeyphunk]

go to wyandanch
who wants to pay 20-25 a bag in the danch for shitty dope a damn itll be hard to find i lived right next to the danch abd could never score dope there though down in amityville i did a few times best bet was bushwick

[Princess]

Shit, I got about 10 minutes to go.... at least he's reliable :)
I have been waiting about 3 hours though. Not too bad...I've had worse days.

[turdkenedy]

First of all, let me say the waiting has paid off. I am , as t hey say, comfortably numb, eh Ted?


Anyway. Two more things on my mind

Why is BK scary these days, just out of curiosity? Has it been hot?

And..

I definitely hate "dealer time"
I drove home from school one weekend over the summer, and called my guy to meet him at his place bout an hour before i was even back in town. says aite aite aite
So i get there, and he tells me he'll be there soon.
I'm sick, had been driving ALL day, and now I have to adjust my watch for dealer savings time. (alright, bad pun)
So he gets there, we go inside, and he just starts shootin the shit. Eventually i just beg him to give me the shit already, haha.

But, as you all know, in the end.. its worth it. Well, I guess in the END, its NOT worth it. But in the interim, its worth it! Wow im fuckin makin no sense.
lol yes indeed. my username is "turd" not ted btw.

[The_Highwayman]

Waiting is horrible, as Tom Petty said, the waiting is the hardest part...ALso, my friend and I always used to say, we would rather have our dealer say, there is nothign he can do than leave us hanging on the thread for hours and hours..

[dharma bum]

lol yes indeed. my username is "turd" not ted btw.

How dare you call him Ted[kennedy].

heres the lyrics to this fine tune written by lou reed and the underated john cale

Twenty-six dollars in my hand
Up to Lexington, 125
Feel sick and dirty, more dead than alive
I'm waiting for my man

Hey, white boy, what you doin' uptown?
Hey, white boy, you chasin' our women around?
Oh pardon me sir, it's the furthest from my mind
I'm just lookin' for a dear, dear friend of mine
I'm waiting for my man

Here he comes, he's all dressed in black
PR shoes and a big straw hat
He's never early, he's always late
First thing you learn is you always gotta wait
I'm waiting for my man

Up to a Brownstone, up three flights of stairs
Everybody's pinned you, but nobody cares
He's got the works, gives you sweet taste
Ah then you gotta split because you got no time to waste
I'm waiting for my man

Baby don't you holler, darlin' don't you bawl and shout
I'm feeling good, you know I'm gonna work it on out
I'm feeling good, I'm feeling oh so fine
Until tomorrow, but that's just some other time
I'm waiting for my man


I didn't know this till i read Junky by Old Bill that Lexington, Ky. was one of the first humane drug treatment centers in the country. tHEY HAD SOME STRICT LOITERING LAWS. oNCE YOU GOT OFF THE BUS YOU HAD TO KEEP MOVING FAST OR YOU would be picked up.

Lexington is even referred to in the film " The Man With the Golden Arm" made in the 50's with frank sinatra playing a junkie/reformed junkie who got the "cure" in lexington. Tame by today's standards. Sobering up, kicking, forced sobriety even became synonomous with Lexington. "Where's Duckfeet guys? haven't seen him in awhile." " Oh!! You didn't hear? hE Quit that shit for good. He's gone to Lexington."

Burrough's wrote about it saying that you could hold your arm out thru the cell and a paid/sypathetic guard would hit you.


One last thing. What are PR shoes?

[Consumed.]

Ok so tell "thesixgun" to go to amityville. He didnt wnat to go to the city and im just givin him some fuckin suggestions sorry your personal experience was so much better. You said "why would I want to" well he's not you obviously he didnt know where to go, just tryin to help him witha spot