Right under my nose.

[Dan Steely]

Crazy f'n shit. As a rule I'm a pretty private person. Almost nobody knows about my opiate use. I won't even wear a tie dye cause I wouldn't want my neighbors to think I was some kind of pot smokin hippy.

So my downstairs neighbor of 5 years had no idea about me. Well we finally got to talkin a little and it turns out he's a long time opi user with tons of connects. Wish I would've talked to him sooner. Man I used to risk my neck and get a lot of weak ass dope off the street and the whole time I could have just walked downstairs.

I really should have known. In retrospect it was kinda obvious. The guy was constantly borrowing 20 bucks from me.

[Somanax]

Congratulation's

You never saw it, 'cause you were

Looking elsewhere..Now be careful

Neighbor's with habit's can be a bad thing too

Not saying your neighbor is bad just don't let 20 become 40

And so on You know till next time enjoy

[OxyContinuously]

there you go!

isn't that how it always works, though? go out of our way to be private and conceal our "predilections," then one day, right out of the blue, we find out (much to our delight) that exactly what we had been working to conceal has been right under our noses the entire time!

shit, sounds like u stumbled on a goldmine, have fun!

[I-Nod]

Install a firemens-pole from your apt to his... you get sick, wellness is a drop away :D

That's pretty cool though, Dan. May the dope be great and never late!! Good seeing you around too, bro!

[reddragon3668]

Kewl beans, dude. Can't ever have too many connects. Now, when he borrows a 20spot you can give him an extra and cop some for yourself. Good times are hard to beat!

[Dan Steely]

Yup it is pretty cool. It's that karma thing again. He borrows 20 often but he is always good for it. He's not in the biz but he has his connects and since I've been so good to him over the years he won't tax me. Not much anyway.

[Dan Steely]

Soooo, It turns out the guy is the stereotypical sketchbag junkie. I did a little pot deal w/him and he screwed me outa 80 bucks and split. He wound up getting in a fight with his ol ladies son and stabbing the kid. The kid is ok(wasn't bad)but the lady kicked his worthless ass out so there goes my 80 bucks and new connect. But wait I wind up getting chummy with the lady and it turns out she is long time meth program w/ real nice connects of her own. So far everything I've gotten from her is in a whole different league from my old PR gang banger connects. So the new connect is well worth the 80 I got burned for by the dude. If I hadn't started talking to the loser first I know there is no way I would have broached the subject with the woman. So all is well that ends well I guess.

[clinton]

the lord works in mysterious ways:)

[blutuesday]

Soooo, It turns out the guy is the stereotypical sketchbag junkie. I did a little pot deal w/him and he screwed me outa 80 bucks and split. He wound up getting in a fight with his ol ladies son and stabbing the kid. The kid is ok(wasn't bad)but the lady kicked his worthless ass out so there goes my 80 bucks and new connect. But wait I wind up getting chummy with the lady and it turns out she is long time meth program w/ real nice connects of her own. So far everything I've gotten from her is in a whole different league from my old PR gang banger connects. So the new connect is well worth the 80 I got burned for by the dude. If I hadn't started talking to the loser first I know there is no way I would have broached the subject with the woman. So all is well that ends well I guess.

That happened to me, only the neighbor was a couple and they were both crack addicts. I would always be having people coming to my door, and anytime that a car door closed outside these ppl were like at their door to harass my dealers that were bringing me dope/coke. Like literally anytime someone would come to my door they would call my phone and beg. Then they started having me get them crack when Id get some for myself, and they would by a 20 like everytime while Id get an 8 ball and they'd know it and like not 5 minutes after Id settle down to do my shit, they would be calling and say "we ran out...can u spare some" And it pissed me off to be interupted once I got into it cause I was always so paranoid. I told them too, dont call me or come to the door (espec. not the door) when you KNOW I'm partying. They would do it anyway and call to beg etc. So finally they started harassing my connects when they came to my door and asking them for credit even tho they didnt know them. Crazy shit!

[Dan Steely]

That happened to me, only the neighbor was a couple and they were both crack addicts. I would always be having people coming to my door, and anytime that a car door closed outside these ppl were like at their door to harass my dealers that were bringing me dope/coke. Like literally anytime someone would come to my door they would call my phone and beg. Then they started having me get them crack when Id get some for myself, and they would by a 20 like everytime while Id get an 8 ball and they'd know it and like not 5 minutes after Id settle down to do my shit, they would be calling and say "we ran out...can u spare some" And it pissed me off to be interupted once I got into it cause I was always so paranoid. I told them too, dont call me or come to the door (espec. not the door) when you KNOW I'm partying. They would do it anyway and call to beg etc. So finally they started harassing my connects when they came to my door and asking them for credit even tho they didnt know them. Crazy shit!

F'n drug addicts. They come in all flavors eh? I f'n hate moochin. It's simple if ya can't afford it ya don't get it. I just spent the last 6 months basicly sober because I started in a new line of work and really couldn't afford to play. Now I'm caught up and I get to f around. I even work ot so I can get high so it really pisses me off when I hear shit like that. Sounds like either you or they have moved I'm sure you don't miss that nonsense. $20 of crack? Where the hell is that gettin ya? F'n drug addicts.:D

[Raz]

Good luck with the chic bro....

[ndoftaworld]

Ya, sounds like a good connect 'fell' in ur lap (or did u fall in it's??)... next question is: Is she hot? Anyway, to tie in scoring w/ sex (DAMN! That's on my mind tonight... talking to an ex past couple of days, NOT the kids' mom... the nympho ;) ) Just don't be (or make urself feel like) a drug-whore... if ur both available, want it, and it happens - GREAT! But don't fuck to score... unless she's REALLY HOT! lol

Happy for ya man!

Nd

[blutuesday]

F'n drug addicts. They come in all flavors eh? I f'n hate moochin. It's simple if ya can't afford it ya don't get it. I just spent the last 6 months basicly sober because I started in a new line of work and really couldn't afford to play. Now I'm caught up and I get to f around. I even work ot so I can get high so it really pisses me off when I hear shit like that. Sounds like either you or they have moved I'm sure you don't miss that nonsense. $20 of crack? Where the hell is that gettin ya? F'n drug addicts.:D

Most definitely have moved from there! They did that shit on purpose I swear, buying a 20 then counting on me to throw em something. And a side note, I no longer shoot crack/coke. Yay me

[Dan Steely]

Most definitely have moved from there! They did that shit on purpose I swear, buying a 20 then counting on me to throw em something. And a side note, I no longer shoot crack/coke. Yay me

Most definitely YAY! you. That is simply an unmanagable addiction.

[ndoftaworld]

:( Kind of like an unlimited supply of meth... with daily income of $20+ (plus a bi-weekly paycheck)... unmanageable... that's a good word for it.

Nd

[jonny-5]

:( Kind of like an unlimited supply of meth... with daily income of $20+ (plus a bi-weekly paycheck)... unmanageable... that's a good word for it.

Nd

eew. gross is more like it.

[ndoftaworld]

eew. gross is more like it.

Not for everyone... :(

Nd

[Narkotikon]

That's fucked up Blutuesday. In my experience, that's how it usually is with coke though. I used to have "friends" who were really just bitchy aquaintances, who I knew from 2001-2005, and they had great connects for coke. They also were into drag. At first they just liked going to the shows, hanging out with drag queens, etc. Then in about 2004/5, they actually started doing very campy, trashy drag themselves. Not the typical drag queen stuff. Anyway, they also drank like fishes and smoked a lot of weed, the occasional pill, that sort of thing, but never ever heroin or anything IV. Very very negative toward H and IV opiates. Yet they loved doing their lines.

Anyway, since they were my "friends" and they had connects, I would routinely give the person who knew the dealer a few lines as a thank you. Like, I'd buy an 8 ball, and give the friend a few lines because he's the one who knew the guy. He was always very protective about not letting me get too chummy with the actual connection.

But what pissed me off was what would happen inevitably. He'd buy a gram or two, and I'd buy a ball or a gram or two, and I'd pace myself because I didn't do coke all that much, and because I know that you can only get so high on coke, and after you reach that point, it's really a waste to do more. He (and the others) on the other hand would do these massive lines, and always run out after about an hour. Then it would be like "oh, can you bum us a line, or we'll pay you back if you share, etc." Of course they never paid me back, and when they were holding and I wasn't, they would never share. Stuff like that really really pisses me off. I mean, 1.) if you don't have the money, you're not getting any of my dope; 2.) if you don't want to connect me with the guy, then that's fine, but don't fucking use me to get you high and then prevent me from actually making a business relationship with the actual guy because you view me as a meal ticket; 3.) don't fucking act like you're my friend when you know I have coke, then act like fucking drag whore bitches as soon as the first line goes up your nose and your personality changes; and 4.) don't call me a fucking junkie and put down heroin / opiate users when you're just as much a fucking coke head / addict / junkie as I am, and in some ways worse.

The last time we hung out was in 2005, and the coke guy again tried to do that shit. I bought three grams and I swear the fucker whined and tried to get me to give him TWO fucking grams. I'm like, back the fuck off bitch. Why should I pay for YOUR habit? Then, the other one, the one who always put me down for being an opiophile, would drink so much and pop any pill people gave him without knowing what it was. He got totally obliterated, yet he was not an addict and he was a "functional" alcoholic in his mind. Total fucking denial. I mean, legalize opiates and I'll be a fucking functional junkie. Total bullshit. Anyway, the last night he got so fucked up that two big butch lesbians had to carry him head first out of the bar. That was it. I never contacted them again. Fucking loosers.

What the fuck is up with drug mootches? I mean, if I really like the person and they're an opiophile, and I know I have extra, I would probably give them enough to get them well, but not high, because I know what it's like to be sick. But fucking coke? Hell no. You don't go through physical w/d from coke. Fuck off. And coke heads are some shady bitchy mother fuckers too. I mean, it's really simple. If you don't have the money, then you don't get the drugs. Simple as that. Why should I have to pay for your habit, and also be called a junkie in the process? Mother fuckers. Still makes me mad.

And what the fuck is up with drag queens and coke? Not only do they already look like tired-ass scuzzy bitches, add coke to that and it just goes downhill even quicker. And what's with the fucking personality changes? Just because you put on a nappy-ass whig and some come-fuck-me heels you have a right to be a bitch? Go hang on a corner, cunt.

[ndoftaworld]

Wow, nark... THAT was a rant :D

I do hate fucking mooch's tho... whether they come over just cause they're 'out of weed, will u smoke a bowl...?' or trying to take my last fucking oxy/kpin... u just wanna scream "Where THE FUCK WHERE U WHEN I WAS SICK, HUH??" But that doesn't stop them, they're like cockroaches, come scurrying out as soon as (someone else's) drugs are detected...

Nd

[jonny-5]

Not for everyone... :(

Nd

sorry man i didnt mean it like that. ive seen all too often what meth does to people. and wht it does is gross. and permanent.

[ndoftaworld]

sorry man i didnt mean it like that. ive seen all too often what meth does to people. and wht it does is gross. and permanent.

Ya, I know. And it was *my* choice to start doing it again... but this city is so fucking opiate-naive it's ridiculous. The ONE time I found OC 80's the guy was trying to cop $100 for 1!! Fuck that!

Bud and speed are rampant tho... so, while fighting for rx's (still), THAT'S what I've got to work with :(

Nd

[InfectedMushroom]

I just hate uppers in general. I like to relax when I get high, not paint my house overnight and retype the bible in notepad "just because". The physical effects are also very bad, I've seen what it does to people, in a relatively short amount of time. Like you said though ND, it was your choice, just like it was all of ours to start whatever drugs we choose. Stay well man, have you tried just makin some tea?

[ndoftaworld]

I just hate uppers in general. I like to relax when I get high, not paint my house overnight and retype the bible in notepad "just because". The physical effects are also very bad, I've seen what it does to people, in a relatively short amount of time. Like you said though ND, it was your choice, just like it was all of ours to start whatever drugs we choose. Stay well man, have you tried just makin some tea?

Pod tea? Last 2 times I ordered got bunk pods. Looked great, even tasted so-so, but not a damn bit of pain relief or W/D help (which I don't get severe w/d's, thank god, but still have the CRAVING!). Kinda shy away from ordering em now, cause I donno what I'm gonna get. I know I'll lay off this crap and just stick to bud in a couple of days... just hoping that I find a doc who'll script pain-relief, even if it ain't patches, SOMETHING to stop me from doubling-over from stomach cramps :(

I AM on medicaid now... so I can tell the county doc to fuck off and might even drive the hour and a half to see the PM doc that originally started me on opies (ah, 120 perc 5's), cause with my tolerance NOW, he'd probably keep the patches going, if I still want them... I'm really thinking about backing off of fent for now, if I can, and going back to maybe OC 40's 2 or 3 a day, with something REAL good for bt. Problem w/ fent is dr's will script it, but cut me short on the bt (MORE fucking perc 5's?? Come on!) Just waiting for the week to start. :cool:

Nd

[Dan Steely]

Ya, I know. And it was *my* choice to start doing it again... but this city is so fucking opiate-naive it's ridiculous. The ONE time I found OC 80's the guy was trying to cop $100 for 1!! Fuck that!

Bud and speed are rampant tho... so, while fighting for rx's (still), THAT'S what I've got to work with :(

Nd

Any h in town?

[ndoftaworld]

Any h in town?

If so... it's hidden well. Just talked to a buddy of mine (ex-HUGE tweaker) to see what he knew... and besides perc's and some oc's (10's wow!), nothing. Startin' to really piss me off, I could go for even some Grade B quality H right now... I know in Omaha (bout an hour away) it's there, but got NO connects up there... fucking great :(

I'll have to stick to the rx's for my opies, or put up with insanely priced, low-dose oxy...

Nd

[dieselbaby]

The ONE time I found OC 80's the guy was trying to cop $100 for 1!! Fuck that!


FUCK THAT SHIT YO

[Dan Steely]

If so... it's hidden well. Just talked to a buddy of mine (ex-HUGE tweaker) to see what he knew... and besides perc's and some oc's (10's wow!), nothing. Startin' to really piss me off, I could go for even some Grade B quality H right now... I know in Omaha (bout an hour away) it's there, but got NO connects up there... fucking great :(

I'll have to stick to the rx's for my opies, or put up with insanely priced, low-dose oxy...

Nd

You could try hanging outside the done clinic before they open with lots of extra smokes. Is there a clinic? I don't know much about them but it seems like a lot of people in the programs are connected.

[ndoftaworld]

You could try hanging outside the done clinic before they open with lots of extra smokes. Is there a clinic? I don't know much about them but it seems like a lot of people in the programs are connected.

No clinic here in Lincoln :( Fucking sucks here, THIS is the capital... sad. Omaha used to be the capital, shoulda stayed that way... would be WAY easier to score up there... but I don't even know the 'bad' parts of town there, and here... well, obviously I know the bad parts - but nobody has want I WANT!

Need to do some traveling, pick something up and bring it back. Shit, I grew up in OKC, KNOW I can score there. That'll show these fuckers what REAL drugs are... hehe. :cool:

But for now... stuck w/ what I got, and a BAD case of insomnia... :rolleyes:

Nd

[monkeyphunk]

That's fucked up Blutuesday. In my experience, that's how it usually is with coke though. I used to have "friends" who were really just bitchy aquaintances, who I knew from 2001-2005, and they had great connects for coke. They also were into drag. At first they just liked going to the shows, hanging out with drag queens, etc. Then in about 2004/5, they actually started doing very campy, trashy drag themselves. Not the typical drag queen stuff. Anyway, they also drank like fishes and smoked a lot of weed, the occasional pill, that sort of thing, but never ever heroin or anything IV. Very very negative toward H and IV opiates. Yet they loved doing their lines.

Anyway, since they were my "friends" and they had connects, I would routinely give the person who knew the dealer a few lines as a thank you. Like, I'd buy an 8 ball, and give the friend a few lines because he's the one who knew the guy. He was always very protective about not letting me get too chummy with the actual connection.

But what pissed me off was what would happen inevitably. He'd buy a gram or two, and I'd buy a ball or a gram or two, and I'd pace myself because I didn't do coke all that much, and because I know that you can only get so high on coke, and after you reach that point, it's really a waste to do more. He (and the others) on the other hand would do these massive lines, and always run out after about an hour. Then it would be like "oh, can you bum us a line, or we'll pay you back if you share, etc." Of course they never paid me back, and when they were holding and I wasn't, they would never share. Stuff like that really really pisses me off. I mean, 1.) if you don't have the money, you're not getting any of my dope; 2.) if you don't want to connect me with the guy, then that's fine, but don't fucking use me to get you high and then prevent me from actually making a business relationship with the actual guy because you view me as a meal ticket; 3.) don't fucking act like you're my friend when you know I have coke, then act like fucking drag whore bitches as soon as the first line goes up your nose and your personality changes; and 4.) don't call me a fucking junkie and put down heroin / opiate users when you're just as much a fucking coke head / addict / junkie as I am, and in some ways worse.

The last time we hung out was in 2005, and the coke guy again tried to do that shit. I bought three grams and I swear the fucker whined and tried to get me to give him TWO fucking grams. I'm like, back the fuck off bitch. Why should I pay for YOUR habit? Then, the other one, the one who always put me down for being an opiophile, would drink so much and pop any pill people gave him without knowing what it was. He got totally obliterated, yet he was not an addict and he was a "functional" alcoholic in his mind. Total fucking denial. I mean, legalize opiates and I'll be a fucking functional junkie. Total bullshit. Anyway, the last night he got so fucked up that two big butch lesbians had to carry him head first out of the bar. That was it. I never contacted them again. Fucking loosers.

What the fuck is up with drug mootches? I mean, if I really like the person and they're an opiophile, and I know I have extra, I would probably give them enough to get them well, but not high, because I know what it's like to be sick. But fucking coke? Hell no. You don't go through physical w/d from coke. Fuck off. And coke heads are some shady bitchy mother fuckers too. I mean, it's really simple. If you don't have the money, then you don't get the drugs. Simple as that. Why should I have to pay for your habit, and also be called a junkie in the process? Mother fuckers. Still makes me mad.

And what the fuck is up with drag queens and coke? Not only do they already look like tired-ass scuzzy bitches, add coke to that and it just goes downhill even quicker. And what's with the fucking personality changes? Just because you put on a nappy-ass whig and some come-fuck-me heels you have a right to be a bitch? Go hang on a corner, cunt.
reminds me of two old junkie friends from ny they were always askin for a bag that they were sick.. the forst bunch of times i was like sure as i didnt want to see them sick but then it gets to be an everytime we were goin to cop theyd be like were all out n were sick they never had enough money to support theyre habit i dunno how they ended up with one ,if they werent askin for a bag they were askin to loan them 60 for a bun,them two got so bad that in the end she would stab him with the needle and not shoot him up so she could hide the rig and do it herself these two were terrible

[antigonemuse]

you hit it right on the head, i use to do makeup for the bitches... there was always someone they preyed on... i luv my queens, but add coke in the picture,,, ick its bitch personified

That's fucked up Blutuesday. In my experience, that's how it usually is with coke though. I used to have "friends" who were really just bitchy aquaintances, who I knew from 2001-2005, and they had great connects for coke. They also were into drag. At first they just liked going to the shows, hanging out with drag queens, etc. Then in about 2004/5, they actually started doing very campy, trashy drag themselves. Not the typical drag queen stuff. Anyway, they also drank like fishes and smoked a lot of weed, the occasional pill, that sort of thing, but never ever heroin or anything IV. Very very negative toward H and IV opiates. Yet they loved doing their lines.

Anyway, since they were my "friends" and they had connects, I would routinely give the person who knew the dealer a few lines as a thank you. Like, I'd buy an 8 ball, and give the friend a few lines because he's the one who knew the guy. He was always very protective about not letting me get too chummy with the actual connection.

But what pissed me off was what would happen inevitably. He'd buy a gram or two, and I'd buy a ball or a gram or two, and I'd pace myself because I didn't do coke all that much, and because I know that you can only get so high on coke, and after you reach that point, it's really a waste to do more. He (and the others) on the other hand would do these massive lines, and always run out after about an hour. Then it would be like "oh, can you bum us a line, or we'll pay you back if you share, etc." Of course they never paid me back, and when they were holding and I wasn't, they would never share. Stuff like that really really pisses me off. I mean, 1.) if you don't have the money, you're not getting any of my dope; 2.) if you don't want to connect me with the guy, then that's fine, but don't fucking use me to get you high and then prevent me from actually making a business relationship with the actual guy because you view me as a meal ticket; 3.) don't fucking act like you're my friend when you know I have coke, then act like fucking drag whore bitches as soon as the first line goes up your nose and your personality changes; and 4.) don't call me a fucking junkie and put down heroin / opiate users when you're just as much a fucking coke head / addict / junkie as I am, and in some ways worse.

The last time we hung out was in 2005, and the coke guy again tried to do that shit. I bought three grams and I swear the fucker whined and tried to get me to give him TWO fucking grams. I'm like, back the fuck off bitch. Why should I pay for YOUR habit? Then, the other one, the one who always put me down for being an opiophile, would drink so much and pop any pill people gave him without knowing what it was. He got totally obliterated, yet he was not an addict and he was a "functional" alcoholic in his mind. Total fucking denial. I mean, legalize opiates and I'll be a fucking functional junkie. Total bullshit. Anyway, the last night he got so fucked up that two big butch lesbians had to carry him head first out of the bar. That was it. I never contacted them again. Fucking loosers.

What the fuck is up with drug mootches? I mean, if I really like the person and they're an opiophile, and I know I have extra, I would probably give them enough to get them well, but not high, because I know what it's like to be sick. But fucking coke? Hell no. You don't go through physical w/d from coke. Fuck off. And coke heads are some shady bitchy mother fuckers too. I mean, it's really simple. If you don't have the money, then you don't get the drugs. Simple as that. Why should I have to pay for your habit, and also be called a junkie in the process? Mother fuckers. Still makes me mad.

And what the fuck is up with drag queens and coke? Not only do they already look like tired-ass scuzzy bitches, add coke to that and it just goes downhill even quicker. And what's with the fucking personality changes? Just because you put on a nappy-ass whig and some come-fuck-me heels you have a right to be a bitch? Go hang on a corner, cunt.

[Narkotikon]

you hit it right on the head, i use to do makeup for the bitches... there was always someone they preyed on... i luv my queens, but add coke in the picture,,, ick its bitch personified

Yeah, I totally agree. I mean, I don't like stereotypes, but when it fits it fits. I don't know what it is with drag queens and coke. I just don't get it. I mean, as soon as they put those whigs on and do that first line, it's like the bitch-o-meter goes sky high. It's almost like a prerequisite: if you do drag, you must be a coke-whore bitch. I don't dislike drag queens at all, I actually like watching them perform and going to shows. But I do not like coke-whore bitches whose personalities change, and for some reason all the drag queens I've ever known have been that way.