ZodiacKiller
02-27-2006, 12:11 PM
Hello everyone, I'm brand spankin' new here, but I lurked around for a bit and everyone here seems very helpful and knowledgable. I discovered y'all after being a member of another well known site and this place seems well-suited to my interests and needs.
Anyway, in a nutshell, here's my situation: My wife and I quit a decent sized opiate habit back in December (100-140mgs oxy a day, sometimes Methadone and Heroin, but mostly Oxycontin, Roxicodone, and Percocet, daily for 8 months, steady use for over 2 years). She went on a Suboxone program, I did not--just toughed out the w/d with a small Percocet taper. I was completely clean for 5 weeks, then did her Sub a couple times (and got quite the recreational high) and did OC a couple of times, all with her knowledge and approval. In the meantime, she's been doing her own taper and is currently down to 2mgs daily (her docs are insane about prescribing it to her, and we've got quite a stockpile as a result). I should add that we do not IV, only oral ingestion and insufflation.
SO: the last 3 weekends, we've been copping decent Heroin, using, then completely abstaining during the week. My wife has been going back to 2mg Sub on Monday, continuing thru the week and all's been well. 'Till yesterday, that is: we did our last lines on Sat nite, 10ish, and yesterday at about 4 she felt early w/d coming on. We both felt it should be ok, as it had been 16 hours since the last of the H. Well, her w/d's immediately got WAY worse, and I could tell: she was shivery, clammy to the touch, fingers shaking, etc.. She took some benzos, knocked herself out, and slept thru the nite. This morning, she felt mild w/d, took the 2mg Suboxone, and the same thing happened---immediately got sicker. So I took 2mgs Sub myself, just to see what would happen: well, no sickness, in fact, I even felt the tiniest opiate effect from it. So, we can't figure out WTF is going on...
I should add that until this weekend, the H we copped was the same each time. This past weekend, it was different, from a different source. It wasn't the usual tan powder we usually get, it was whiter and more clumpier on the mirror. I didn't feel it was as good as our previous weekends stuff, but it still got us high, on basically the same amount. I've heard the horror stories about the fentanyl-heroin in Chicago, which is not far from where we live, and I wonder if maybe we got some stomped-on version of that or what, or maybe I'm just being paranoid...
Anyhoo, good to be here, and if anyone's got an idea what the hell is going on with this, I'd be most grateful....
ZodiacKiller
Anyway, in a nutshell, here's my situation: My wife and I quit a decent sized opiate habit back in December (100-140mgs oxy a day, sometimes Methadone and Heroin, but mostly Oxycontin, Roxicodone, and Percocet, daily for 8 months, steady use for over 2 years). She went on a Suboxone program, I did not--just toughed out the w/d with a small Percocet taper. I was completely clean for 5 weeks, then did her Sub a couple times (and got quite the recreational high) and did OC a couple of times, all with her knowledge and approval. In the meantime, she's been doing her own taper and is currently down to 2mgs daily (her docs are insane about prescribing it to her, and we've got quite a stockpile as a result). I should add that we do not IV, only oral ingestion and insufflation.
SO: the last 3 weekends, we've been copping decent Heroin, using, then completely abstaining during the week. My wife has been going back to 2mg Sub on Monday, continuing thru the week and all's been well. 'Till yesterday, that is: we did our last lines on Sat nite, 10ish, and yesterday at about 4 she felt early w/d coming on. We both felt it should be ok, as it had been 16 hours since the last of the H. Well, her w/d's immediately got WAY worse, and I could tell: she was shivery, clammy to the touch, fingers shaking, etc.. She took some benzos, knocked herself out, and slept thru the nite. This morning, she felt mild w/d, took the 2mg Suboxone, and the same thing happened---immediately got sicker. So I took 2mgs Sub myself, just to see what would happen: well, no sickness, in fact, I even felt the tiniest opiate effect from it. So, we can't figure out WTF is going on...
I should add that until this weekend, the H we copped was the same each time. This past weekend, it was different, from a different source. It wasn't the usual tan powder we usually get, it was whiter and more clumpier on the mirror. I didn't feel it was as good as our previous weekends stuff, but it still got us high, on basically the same amount. I've heard the horror stories about the fentanyl-heroin in Chicago, which is not far from where we live, and I wonder if maybe we got some stomped-on version of that or what, or maybe I'm just being paranoid...
Anyhoo, good to be here, and if anyone's got an idea what the hell is going on with this, I'd be most grateful....
ZodiacKiller