Got on the subs....

[The_Highwayman]

After messing with H for a few months and using injectable Buprenex, I was tired of the lifestyle, the anxiety of scoring, the anxiety of being sick, missing work, hell missing life....I realized "I" realized as I looked in a hotel mirror one morning when preparing a shot and saw what once was a chisled chest and abs become a flabby generic mess..arms that were jacked with veins and muscles were noe lumpy mush with tracks EVERYWHERE..then I knew i wanted my old life back..so I made the appointment and had my parents coe for support and I have great confidence in the med staff/ doc and psychiatrist and in my faith and resolve which has got me out of tougher sitautions that I can be one of the ones that see the light at the end of the tunel and I;m sure it is great.....thanks to all of you, I know some of you don;t agree with my attitude or decision and that ios fine becasue this is the best route for ME and ME only...to quote TOby Keith "I bring my better angels to every fight" and this one will be a war, but if God didn;t think I could do it he would have never put me in the ring...love to all..take care

[HMMM...]

Thats great man. I wish you the best of luck with your new path. Reading your post definately relates to me and my decisions I've made. Back in highschool I was 6' 175 fully chisled. I was very athletic, into baseball and waterpolo. Pickin up chicks was came 2nd nature to me.

Cut to now, I weigh around 157 and am not as nearly defined as I once was. Self esteem dropped a lot and due to the lack of libido I could care less if I get laid, and I'm fckn 23 years old. I'm at my prime and I should be knockin them babes down one after another, maybe even a couple at once:)

Anyways I really want to get back to where I was too. Funny.... I want to get back to what I looked liked in highschool... Huh. Well I'm currently on subs as of right now and I'm getting a gym membership nextweek. So well see how that goes. Maybe once again I'll have that rock hard chest and chisled abs so I can go back to gettin with them fine cali girls.

[clinton]

I hope you get what you need, rock bottom can bring some truthful realizations about oneself...I applaud everything you are doing to better yourself minus the damn toby keith... Cmon. Toby keith? Boo!:rolleyes: