Recovery Spewage

[antigonemuse]

Would it be me if I did not offer some of the lastest rantings.... As my tradition goes, some more of my cheese for you to ponder and hopfully inspire further sharing

Just two short ones


Coming off This Sting

I am coming of this thing
running away from this sting
that I have known all to well
climbing backwards from the depths of hell
... and I am scared
cause haven't known much else
and its been a while
Its always been the same
even as a child
I am scarred and bruised
I can not deny;
that I have been sticking needles
In my eyes
My voice has turned golden brown
My veins have all since blown
and my once vibrant breath
has drowned
________________________

Morbid

Mostly I just need to stop
But is so hard to give up on the feeling
and the rush
and the ritual
losing the taboo
and the junky stigma
that make me seem so dark and interesting

[jonny-5]

they both perfectly describe the thoughts racing through my mind rite now. it sux how once the h starts leaving ur system your brain turns back on.

[antigonemuse]

they both perfectly describe the thoughts racing through my mind rite now. it sux how once the h starts leaving ur system your brain turns back on.

amen.. and the feelings all the sudden trun back on full force... the instant grieving, like losing your best lover,the depression, regret, loss, guilt

i guess there is a good side to it too... been waiting for that to kick in, hehehe

stick in there, IM if you ever need to vent

[blackdog]

wow wow wow wow woof woof woof

[antigonemuse]

wow wow wow wow woof woof woof

i love it when you wow me with your words dawg... you are such a poet, purrr... so.... whats the word... wooftastic

[blackdog]

kinda odd anti i mean you really don't look the least bit spewage at all?:rolleyes: