Opiophile Chipping Doesn't Work

[Mustelid]

After I lost the ability to acquire opiates, I figured that I would naturally lose interest in this message board.

A while back, I read about a study where people were put on medically supervised starvation diets and found that they would start spending a great deal of time reading cookbooks.

Sure enough, when my Father was on a liquid diet for a few years due to cancer, he started to spend most of his day watching the Food Network on TV.

I've been spending just as much time on this board as when it was possible for me to read while nodding.

I guess there is some sort of satisfaction in living vicariously through someone else experiencing something that you are craving.

[I'm-Nod-Addicted]

Oh yeah, for sure.


This site helped the time go by and definitely eased my pain when I first kicked the big H and C combo habit I had.

[Suboxstitute]

Definitely. I said the other day that I was living vicariously thru you guys since I'm on bupe, and truth be told I wasn't ready to be clean and sober.

Sometimes I wonder if it's a good idea to be here. BUT..... I'm an opiophile at heart. I'm really glad I slipped thru when registration was open a little whie ago.

So thanks again, and keep on doin' those things I wish I were doing.

[Levity]

Definitely. I said the other day that I was living vicariously thru you guys since I'm on bupe, and truth be told I wasn't ready to be clean and sober.

Sometimes I wonder if it's a good idea to be here. BUT..... I'm an opiophile at heart. I'm really glad I slipped thru when registration was open a little whie ago.

So thanks again, and keep on doin' those things I wish I were doing.

I dedicate my next high to you.

[reddragon3668]

:cheeky2: That's some funny shit! LOL

I agree, opiophile is a home away from home. I don't know that I live vicariously through others here, but its at least good to know there is someone here, at any given time, that's right where I am. Whether well medicated, or kicking...there is someone who can related at the moment with mirrored experience. I appreciate that.


I dedicate my next high to you.

[Uncle Wiggly]

:cheeky2: That's some funny shit! LOL

I agree, opiophile is a home away from home. I don't know that I live vicariously through others here, but its at least good to know there is someone here, at any given time, that's right where I am. Whether well medicated, or kicking...there is someone who can related at the moment with mirrored experience. I appreciate that.

Yeah, this is my home-away-from-home as well. When ever I'm not doing something work-related I'm on this site. I think the mods and admins are mixing Opto-Opiates with the fonts so we can't just walk away.:D

BTW Red, cool new avatar!

PAX

[reddragon3668]

subliminal dosing.. kewl concept! ;)

Thanks.. I was getting tired of looking at the pale skin beneath my own tattoo! LOL


Yeah, this is my home-away-from-home as well. When ever I'm not doing something work-related I'm on this site. I think the mods and admins are mixing Opto-Opiates with the fonts so we can't just walk away.:D

BTW Red, cool new avatar!

PAX

[Papa Verine]

I'm addicted to this place myself. I get busy (in real life) at times and disappear for a while but I can't stay away from here for too long. This is actually the only website I visit. I love it here.

I'll go do a bag of dope for the OP.

[OxyContinuously]

I'm addicted to this place myself. I get busy (in real life) at times and disappear for a while but I can't stay away from here for too long. This is actually the only website I visit. I love it here.

I'll go do a bag of dope for the OP.

Couldn't agree more, PapaV!

and I don't know if u know, but ur my boy so Ifigured you'd appreciate this; member how i was bitching and complaining about how I can't find H around me and was doomed to these blasted OC's? Well, my bro, that's over! Two weeks ago I went "trolling" on the "block" and not only did I find a connect, but i can get good shit (the ether-y smelling off white, beige-ish powder) for 85 for ten packs!! yup, I said 85!!

thought you'd like that! anyway Happy New Year, Papa.

And Original Poster, my fault, I did not mean to jack your shit!;):D
to answer you though, I agree. I like this place cuz I'm interested in opiates and whether or not I have any at the moment, I like reading the chronicles of my fellow Opiate-heads...yep, vicarious could be a good way to describe it, I guess! MAybe like comfort of some sort? I dunno, just brainstorming and can't seem to spit out exactly *what* I mean, let's just say, you gots the right idea!;)

[oxydose]

Yeah, whenever im inbetween full W/D in that "junkie limbo" I always end up reading posts here....

You guys really fucking suck cock when I'm in W/D, but of course everything bites then, I guess I'm just the bitter type junkie while in W/D...

Don't fret though friends, once I get that loving feeling again then I <3 you all over again, just the way it goes man...

One of my resolutions this year is to get on MMT or Subs so that I may once again lead a normal life, ya know, the job, a old lady, a decent car... The stuff that I decided I didn't really need when I'm truely and genuienly strung out.. But its all B/S, I need it all, a job for dope money, a car to get to my job/dopeman, and g/f to love me when I hate myself....

But would I trade it all in for a life time supply of my DoC, of course I would... And thats what I need to stop..

I forgot what this post is even about, cooking and dope?

[dirtdog]

Its like porn to me when Im in WDs and someones not
like right now
god damnit.....
::sneezes::

[Nate]

This place rocks, be it sober or high, we have great people, with great information, and a few jokers :D

[Leah]

Im a nervous newbie & Ive been trolling around trying to work out what I can say & to whom I could say it and heres my spot. Like porn? definately! I recently moved over 1000 miles from my home town to get away from gear and the scene in hope that I wouldnt die or end up in jail. The state I moved too has absolutely no drugs that any1 has ever seen and the cops are like stormtroopers! All this is good except for when Im yearning for old ways. There is no pain clinic to mention so I managed to get myself on Oxycontin 80mg which is really cool. I started trolling the net looking to live vicariously and have been doing exacly that ever since. Thanx guys. I will posting be all over like a noxious rash.:) Leah

[zenpunk]

yup, been clean a month and I still hang here all the time.

[Duckfeet]

Usually I've been the opposite: when I'd trying hopelessly to "get off opiates," I usually dial out of here, just because I have enough brain cells working overtime trying to talk me into blowing off whatever detox I have going, and I'll usually find enough ammo on here to say to myself: "fuck all this 'getting off dope bullshit', time to get high!", but as soon as I do the natural thing, and go back to getting loaded, I come back on....

The other time I disappeared, was when I had gotten heavily behind tar, had enough money, didn't need to hustle, but kind of hated it, what it was doing to my veins, and didn't feel like logging on here, then, either...but usually I come back, because it's a way of connecting, or finding some humor and hope in my "condition," to see young people who remind me of my own early days, and because I have pals: I'll start wondering what Nick's up to, or if Devilsdrug has got religion ;), or who's doing what, if DV's surfaced again, and then last time, once I became a mod, we seem to have been busy as all hell, so I feel it gives me some sort of purpose, plus it distracts me from the unsolvable lifetime problem: I hate dope, I love dope, what's a boy to do?

So I"m glad Bi11i keeps this site rolling, and that I've a place to go to, when I'm blue...

[mark_renton]

Im a nervous newbie & Ive been trolling around trying to work out what I can say & to whom I could say it and heres my spot. Like porn? definately! I recently moved over 1000 miles from my home town to get away from gear and the scene in hope that I wouldnt die or end up in jail. The state I moved too has absolutely no drugs that any1 has ever seen and the cops are like stormtroopers! All this is good except for when Im yearning for old ways. There is no pain clinic to mention so I managed to get myself on Oxycontin 80mg which is really cool. I started trolling the net looking to live vicariously and have been doing exacly that ever since. Thanx guys. I will posting be all over like a noxious rash.:) Leah

Welcome to opiophile leah!

I never was much into the whole chip'n thing it was always balls out or nothing at all for me ;)