Could a mod review my post in Site Suggestions?

[Indy]

It's been a while now, and it hasn't shown up. It's about how all the drugs in your profile page checboxes (look in the edit profile section, you'll see it) are listed by their chemical name, but OC is just oxycontin, a brand name. It's really small, i know, but i figure why not say somethin' about it? I mean TECHNICALLY i've done oxycodone but i haven't done oxycontin, so it's like what do i check lol? (obviously i checked that i have used oxycontin because i've done percs and its the same chemical).

I KNOW it's frivolous, you don't need to tell me, but a lot of stuff we talk about is frivolous.

[I'm-Nod-Addicted]

Man, doesn't living in the Midwest suck balls during Winter? :(

[Indy]

Not right now, cause i'm high. I just went out barefoot into my backyard to spread some poppy seeds (washed, didn't feel like throwing them out) in just a t shirt and pajama pants, hah. Not trying to sound tough or anything, i'm a wuss with cold but high....you know how it goes. The thing that didn't go away (merely dulled) was that when i go in, the snow on my feet melts, turning into water, which sucks the heat out even faster than show, so this sharp pain shoots ALL THE WAY UP TO YOUR NECK and there's no way you can stop it but just wait. I guess it's really not that bad, it's just annoying cause warming your feet does nothing. Aahhhh i'm high and rambling. I took just under 1.5 mg (probly like 1.4) of klonopin so i'm extra chatty as that's a high dose for me, and have been on seed tea all day (don't knock it). My brother came over for a bit we talked real good.

But i see what you're getting at and yes, it does suck. Especially when you need to go out to get drugs, when it's like 5 degrees outside and you're in w/d (usually mild wd for me but still), and when you have to venture out into THOSE nights where the roads aren't that great. Of course now, i'm smart enough that if it's TOO bad i won't go no matter what, i can NOT i repeat NOT crash a car. I NEED a car to support my habit. It's actually not even my car i just use it a lot, so an extra reason not to.

Ah, well i got my hot cocoa, i'm about to go onto my 2nd story balcony wipe enough snow off to be comfortable, light up the propane camp stove, and set up a blanket or two around it (with just my head poking out basically) and i have my own heated little mini-tent basically. I'm gonna have some hot cocoa then a cigarette then probly go nod out or play FFXII or something.

There's probly more i wanted to ramble on about, but its getting a bit blurry, god damn i haven't been this high in so long, i was beginning to think it was never gonna happen agai.....n (i sorta nodded out at agai and it took me a minute to hit the n, or like five minutes or whatever).

Sorry for rambling on, seriously, i'll probly delete this when i'm (slightly more) sober. I hope nobody gets mad at me for it.

[Pandora]

Haha you ARE ramblin'. Sounds like you are havin' a sweet night Indy, I'm jealous.

I agree with you though, Wisconsin winters blow. Did you guys get that nice 6 inches of snow yesterday that was only supposed to be 1-3 inches? I almost killed myself driving around last night (and I was completely sober).

Enjoy your night, and the personal mini-tent, haha.

[I'm-Nod-Addicted]

Enjoy your night, and the personal mini-tent, haha.


At least call it a 'fort"- he he he! :D

[Indy]

Inhaling co2? First of all CO2 doesn't cause brain damage. It's in your body already, it's what you breathe out.

What you mean is CO or carbon monoxide.

Also if you read the post (im not yelling at you for not reading it it was boring i know) my head is outside the blankets. I have the camp stove running and i lean against the railing with the blankets draped around the stove on the railing, so it's nice and sealed with the heat being trapped by the blanket. hard to explain, but my head is not in the "fort" (just for you 'nod).

Also, i'm on a balcony, and carbon monoxide is HEAVIER than air, which is USUALLY what makes it dangerous: it accumulates in low areas. But since i'm on a balcony, and outdoors for that matter i have NOTHING to worry about, the CO disperses so quickly it'll never reach my brain except in trace amounts. You NEVER have to worry about CO outdoors unless you're in a low area and you're producing a LOT of carbon monoxide (like burning coal or something) AND there's little to no wind. Remember that gases dissipate VERY quickly.

I appreciate your concern but i know what i'm doing with this stuff, i'm very careful not to start myself on fire (though some nights i think i could start myself on fire and it'd just cancel out with the cold winter air, and i'd be just fine), and again, when outdoors carbon monoxide is just not an issue with a single burner propane stove.

As for why, well it's relaxing. And cozy, like feeling sheltered against the cold. You're standing out on your porch with some cocoa/chicken noodle soup/some hot food, and then a cigarette afterwards, and it's FREEZING outside but you're fine with just a hoodie because you've got a propane stove under your blanket which is draped around the banister. And you're completely alone, it's very peaceful, have a nice view of my incredibly small but very vegetative and christmas-y backyard .

Basically i've just always loved portable heaters when it's cold but you have a small shelter. Sometimes i just crank the stove up on high and lean over it, leaning on the railing and it's like it creates a bubble of hot air for me, so i'm fine. If it's snowing, raining, or just really really windy i go into the back of my rundown garage which me and my friends sealed up pretty good. I run the propane stove (it's not airtight at all so not a problem really) as well as an electric heater and it heats up real nice.

Long story short: i'm safe, i know what i'm doing, and it's one of those things that i love but not many people can really understand. Everybody has them.

I AM enjoying my high. it's like.....2.5....3ish hours into it and i'm still nodding and soooo itchy (but not TOO itchy, just the way i like it). Thanks for not bringing the hammer down on me for rambling on, you don't have to read this, i don't mind or care if anyone doesn't. I'm just answering questions.

Basically just passing time until a get an answer from a mod about my little "suggestion". I'm gonna go play some guitar a bit and nod.

Cya guys, to those who aren't in as pleasurable position as I am rest assured i am enjoying it enough for all of us!:cloud9:

[Indy]

lol rock on. OK SERIOUSLY NOW. BEDTIME. i'm going to set this page to show big text and autorefresh every 5 mins just so i can actually get some sleep incase i get the urge to check this topic i dont have to get outta bed.

[kyuss]

done,indy
approved thread

[ToriiBabii]

I figured you werent gonna really rot yer brain sounds like you have done this many times before and you arent brain damaged yet.

Just curious. Enjoy the fort! I like to build mine out of refrigerator boxes or couch cushions

I build mine out of couch cushions too!