My worst withdrawl in jail

[Coldshakekid]

I dunno if it would be my worst,but it was bad

Driving in my unreg/uninsured no ignition,half a ripped liscense plate in the front,clothes scattered all over it, 1986sentra....
I come to safety stop on souther state,I decide to reverse it b4 the 2 troopers see me.
They cant see me cause I quicky back up on to the shoulder,the IDIOT behind me starts honking their horn and IT WAS ON>
I get chased in the pos car that wont do more than 80mph.Finally I hit a median and the car goes up in the air,then folds in half.back tires on the ground,front tires in the air,middle of the car on the cement barrier.
Doors wont open
Cops no where around
3 minutes later
The trooper comes up ,puts his gun in my window,screams get out,I tell him the doors are jammed.
I CANT FEEL my legs I need help
He leans in quietly and calmy with the muzzle of his gun and says...I HOPE,you never walk again...

Its about 4pm,I didnt have anything since 9pm last night.I just sold my SCORE for 1200 and I was on my way to cop...I never took this parkway cauz I hate the parkways....Always have troopers.

So....I have my girl and my dog.
The dog is barking like a mad man.
He wont let the ambulance guys near the car,they get my girls door open,she gets out,but the dog is in my corner and wont move.
HE WAS PROTECTING ME
They tried 4 times to get him and me out. ALl 4 times they got bit BAD!!! 3 EMT 1 POLICE
So...they get the jaws of life...Im still saying i cant move legs...
Im hoping somewhere along the line,Ill get a chance to run :)

They get the roof off. the windshield..glass falls over me.
Now the dog jumps on my lap.....Hes barking and snapping .
Cops wanna shoot the dog...the emt s kept saying no no no
My back is killing me,my legs hurt and the dog is hurting me from jumping on me

I finally get fed up ...Hes a black ,1/2 labraboor 1/2 pitball...Short legs,long body,and he looks like he has a tuxedo and gloves on with his white chest and feet.And he had a 9inch pecker that scraped along the floor. A real PIECE OF ART :) I think he had a lil dashunhound in em

I get fed up...I grab him by tail and his and his scruff and pick him up and goto throw him out of the car......As I lift his tail,he pisses in my face , in my hair,in my mouth.
I get em out and the emt put a rope on him and hes cool.

FF...I go thru the hosp,thru processing and start puking in the the precint.
I get goosebumps/hot/cold flashes sensitive smell ,cramps
I have a sheet wrapped around me cause it was freezing out
They cut all my clothes off me and I looked like a refuge.
They bring me a sandwich...It smells like donald ducks ass,the coffe smelt like burnt rubber
Im not interested in eating or drinking. Im sweating one scond,and freezing the next
I know Im not going anywhere for a while..And Im in for a bad DT

I get to the courts.
Im in the bullpen laying under the benches near everyones feet,everyone is talking about me.
Every 10 minutes I get up and puke bile into the bowl.And every 20minutes Im sitting on it to piss water out of may ass.IN FRONT OF 15 guys.
Finally I ask a guard to move me into another cell.Everyone says theyre gonna beat me up as Im talking to the guard.
So I puke and shit and shit and puke.I m choking on m y bile and gagging so hard I cant even take a breath of air into my lungs.Making LOUD LOUD gagging sounds.
I get in fron of the judge.. My Court attorney says he dont have my rap sheet.
The clerk says here it is..and pulls 2 pages to him "theyre all connected"and my lawyer"standing behind the front bench grabs it and keeps pulling and pulling and pulling about 35 pages.And smartly says....is that alll???
I kinda smirked and so did the judge.
Then the judge proceeds to read off all my moving violations.about 30 of them..
Im farting and gaggin...everyone hears me


She was smirking cause she took her time tourturing me while reading the charges.
Somehow I smirked back at her as to say I didnt give a shit....And gave an couple extra extra hard gags so something would come out.
I just wanted to go piss water out of my ass and lie down.

Off to jail

They always lock you in a cell for 5-7-10 days if you say u do dope.
I didnt want that.So I didnt say it during the intake.

I wanted to gotto minimum security dorm instead.So i could take showers all day
Well i get my wish
Im puking real bad and I cant handle like I thought I could.
Im getting mentaly distorted and Im hurting everywhere
My legs feel like I was beaten with baseball bats,my back feels like I was kicked by a dinasaur with steel tip boots and i was gagging and puking every drop of water I tried to swallow.Even my spit would bring on a gaging.shitting episode
I dont know where all the water came from that i was shooting out of my ass ??
Finally after 50 times on the toilet wiping my ass,it was so sore I had to pat my ass w/the toilet paper instead of wipe it.It was on fire and inside out

After lights out....everyone had to lay in bed,no showers etc etc..I went into the shower anyway and the cop came and yelled at me.I said Im sick man,I dont care. get the fuck out asshole!!
Next day,guys seen me pukin in the shower and flipped out.
One guy was ready to sucker punch me,but he seen I wasnt a bitch after he started talking shit,even tho I was sick,I wasnt going oout like a chump.So he cried to the cops
I would actualy sit on the floor of that diseased ass shower and let the water run on me for a long time
I took so many showers that my towel was dripping water on my way going in.
Showers made me feel human while in it,then 10 minutes after,Id be in full blown illness again.
Finally a guard pulled me to the window the next day and said im going to a cell.
Fine
5 days in the cell
2 sheets no pillow no blanket
The matresses were shitstained and puke/piss stained
This is the detox floor/admin 23 lock in no showers,no yard,
Puking so hard and so much,I couldnt even make it the 25 inches to the bowl.
Puke on the floor.
Sheets soaking wet.
Shaking from being freezing.Then all the sudden getting hot
The goosebumps on my skin were so strong and so big the hair would stand up straight and I would shake.
I decided to cry to god and make promises about everything
Apologizing for evey little bad thing Ive done.
Begging for just 5 minutes of relief.
I contemplated suicide every 10 minutes.And if I had a way,I prly woulda done it.
Could not sleep more than 30 minutes at a time.I would wake up hoping it was morning,but it would be 15/30 minutes later.
They would call me out for medical/visit/bloodwork/chow/tb shot/etc etc.....LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
I had to go back to court after 5 days.And I was still fucked up bad...
The judge did tell me I looked better tho :)
But while in the lockup
Co...officer??? Can I take a shower?
NO!! Ask me after count......
Co? Can I shower?
NO! ask after shift change....they torture you till your not sick anymore.
Finally I started forcing my self to drink coffee. Its acttually the best thing to drink while kicking.It stays down much beter than water
didnt eat anything for a week

I finally got back to that same dorm and no one even recognized me.I was a new man after 12 days of lock up.

Now Im gonna post my best jail detox

[I'm-Nod-Addicted]

Holy shit, dude!

I had to comment here since nobody else has....

This story is going to give me nightmares for sure! :eek:

[GoddessofRATs]

Holy shit. Man do i feel for ya. I can't even imagine what that was like. I think i would have been thinking of suicide as well. And on top of you being sick everyone is treating you like shit.

So, what's next? Did you stay clean? Do you have more court dates etc??

Well, take care... hope you or anyone here never has to go through that shit.

GOR

[Consumed.]

This is a great story and subject. Anyone who has anymore jail detox stories please do tell!

[jackjohnson]

i know this isnt a funny story and i can only imagine how much it mustve sucked. ive contemplated suicide before just detoxing in the luxury of my own house with unlimited food and showers and of course a nice clean bed and TV and internet etc etc.....but you had me laughing fucking hystarically a few times "the sandwich smelled like donald ducks ass and the coffee tastes like burned rubber", "the mattress was all shitstained piss and puke stained", and last but not least "my asshole was so sore i had to pat it with toiletpaper instead of wipe". lmao. excellent story.

[duper]

Coldshakekid, I love reading your stories. They're fuckin hilarious. If all this shit about worst kicks that you post is even halfway true you've had a crazy life mang. :D

[EleusisII]

Holy crap!!!!

What were you wding from and how much, if I may ask?

[Levity]

Fuck me painfully...

Note to self:
Avoid jail.

[mikells43]

i detoxed in my 96 hour jail stent for my dui, i had to report to jail and do the 96 hours. i was so sick the 2nd day that i was taking showers like u said, towel was so dripping wet when going in. and i sat on that fucking sick floor and let the water beat on me.

[upstate_007]

That reminds me all too much of one of my jail/lockup detoxes.

I got arrested in a NYC train station for trespassing. The transit cops had been seeing me sleeping there off and on at night for a few weeks and finally had enough of my shit and decided to arrest me. The station was busy enough most of the time that it was hard to notice me, but come 6AM on a weekend, there was no reason for me to be there. So, cuffed, roughed up a bit and thrown into a holding cell till they could get someone to take me to central booking. The guard at the transit precinct actually had a bit of a heart and could tell I was a junky. He told me to sniff, shoot or whatever anything I had in my backpack before he was going to come in and search my belongings before sending me downtown. I had a full bag of dope and a bunch of empties that I scraped out and sniffed it all in one big line. I woulda shot it, but it was too risky and I did not have any water anyway. I still cannot believe he gave me the heads up and the chance to get rid of anything. Looking back it was probably a move on his part to avoid paperwork.

So then they ship me downtown to central booking. By the time I got there I was starting to get sick and that is the last place on earth you would want to be sick. It's just moving from one cell full of assholes like me to another each time getting closer to the van ride over to the tombs (NYC court house holding cells). the conditions in central booking are what you would expect from a third world jail. Smells like a bum shit himself, bathed in piss and then ran a marathon wearing a winter jacket. The floors are disgustingly dirty, mice rats and roaches running around and way too crowded. Sometimes along they way in there you get put in an individual cell which has its own toilet but the cells are so unbelievable disgusting that all you want to do is stand.

I first landed in the main intake cell where you wait your turn to get booked. Take a photo, sign in any property and then its off to another holding cell. By the time I got to the second cell, I was in horrible shape. My 1-2 bundle a day habit was kicking my ass. My nose was like a faucet, my bones hurt, I was shitting water. Even my fucking hair hurt. There was like 50 guys in a big room/cell with benches scattered around. I needed to lay down bad. They kept you in cuffs while in there so all I could do was lay down on the filthy floor kinda leaning up against a wall and wait it out. But no, everyone feels the need to fuck with you because you are sick. People asking me if I am holding. Kind of a stupid fucking question eh? People making jokes and shit about you. Usually I was the knock them the fuck out kind of guy, but when you are sick like that you are no tougher than an infant.

Keep getting shifted along the line till we finally get put in the paddy wagon to go to the Tombs. The tombs suck, but the conditions are better than central booking. Over there it's all talk of if the judges are handing out DATs (desk appearance tickets) that day or not. The way I was feeling I really could not have cared less. Still shitting water, puking, borderline hallucinating and in general wanting to die. I must have been in the tombs for about 2 or three days. You hear stories all the time of people that get stuck down there for a week or two. Two or three days is about the best you can hope for most of the time. In the tombs you still get shifted around with each move getting closer and closer to the courthouse and you can feel everyone getting antsy when you know you are close to getting arraigned.

Finally make it to the court to see the judge. I really thought I was going to get DAT'ed and leave there with my complimentary subway token and be on my way. Even when I got to the judge he did not set bail, no mention of Rikers, and even made mention of a DAT. But......... and it was a big fucking but......... there was someone there from an upstate police dept. with an extradition warrant for me. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. No getting out for me. I was stuffed into a police cruiser and driven a few hours upstate to answer fraud charges up there. By that point I was beyond sick. I could not even sit up straight without crying. I was begging the cop to stop at a bathroom. Of course he wouldn't, and I ended up shitting myself. It sucked, but I thought of it as at least a little payback.

From there I went to the county jail where I remained for the next few months. I was already past most of the hard part but the first few weeks really sucked. My first day there I got my ass royally beat for bumping into someone. As a dopesick, skinny junky I was easy pickins I suppose. Being dopesick is one thing, but getting your ass kicked while sick is a whole new level of hell for me. I eventually got better while in there and to this day I have not touched heroin since. That experience was enough I guess to keep me from ever wanting to go through that again.

[I-Nod]

Damn! I got "sick" just reading your stories (coldshake and upstate.) Detoxing at home is horrific... but in a cold, hard cell w/ that musty, locker room smell...

[blackdog]

Fuck me painfully...

Note to self:
Avoid jail.

hell my last inpatient detoxe was a duplicate experience to coldshakes in jail.except i was in a county hospital.note:same as county jaiil
they were gonna use buffenex/subutex but i was unedjucated to the fact that you need to be almost sick and going into withdrawels before taking the buff/subs injections and so it never did work for me and i would just cold turkey and refuse anymore shots.the 5 bags i went in with only prolonged the process.
i would have left ama but i was cash broke and sick and tired of being sick and tired.
so believe you me it was identical to coldshakes coldturkeywithdrawel except i had fucking idiots screaming MEETINGS MEETINGs every morning and evening..like hell i was gonna participate in any fucking detoxe rehab group meetings whilest having explosive pukeing and diarhia all at same time burp fart shit puke piss moan oh yeah prayin to the all mighty to just come and take me out of my misery oh if only the devil had wanted my soul at that moment he would have gotten it damn cheap ...
?only dope use dope? well 3 days after my release need i say what i ended up doing????
take a lucky guess?
go on.......:cool:

[pharmboy]

Letting people go cold like that is pure crule and unusual

punishment. It's against the fucking constitution but when

was the last time that mattered, Right?:cool:

[clinton]

lovely stuff, if you dont write like this and get paid for it then youve missed your calling

[limitless_euphoria]

You know, rereading this thread and the OP's story just made me wonder... are you still out there Coldshakekid? I wonder if he's doing time or something because it says last activity 12-01-07 on his profile. That would really suck because I agree, posts like the one in this thread definitely speak to his priceless anecdotal writing style!

[tavarish62]

that was the worst thing that could happen to anyone. I had a similar experience also. i was locked up for driving on a suspended lisense for the third time,and my bond was $500.00 but I thought if I saw the judge she might let me go on that release thing where they know youll come back to court. that did not happen, they wanted $$$$$. so back to jail I went. I had a very bad diluadid habit and being sick was an understatement. I went through the same crap, and when it was over I never did it again because I was afraid of that happening again. the only good thing that came from it was that I quit and now I have a few bucks in my pocket because that habit broke me. I know that sounds twisted but when you wd in jail it's like nothing you can imagine. It truly scared me straight. thanks for letting me go on. That just brought back a bad memory.

[opiobsessed]

First off, the only good cop is A DEAD FUCKING PIG, second I dont understand the beginning of this story, some asshole honking at the poor poster of this story, what is that all about? does the poster mean road rage and he was speeding from the asshat that honked at him? or speeding from police? I just dont get that part.

But the way those fucking pigs treated the poor guy is why I think the us deserves to get nuked off the face of the earth by some terrorists. This piece of shit country just wants war, violence, hate and just shit. This story, everything you see in every trash movie that comes out is all violence. Yet this country didn't learn one thing after 9/11, which I think was allowed and corruptly brought on all because of the turd in office. As soon as turd got in office, this country went rushing down the toilet bowl never to be the same again.

I'm just lucky by the skin of my teeth I had enough money for a lawyer to get me off a non drug related offense some time back, otherwise the corrupt pig who let me out on bail to go home, I was sent a court date soon after. Before the pig took me back to my car, he threatened to burn me worse than I have ever been in my life if I leak any info to my accomplice who wasn't arrested because he wasn't there when I got caught but the pig lied to me according to the lawyer and had gave me a so called deal "if you help me set up your partner and bust him, you might not even get jail time" thank god I just took a good hit of vicodin right before I got busted but the damn pig knew I was a junky and said if I fill out the interrogation report all to the truth that I would get a deal etc.

Like a dummy I believed all his shit and fucked myself filling out this report and they can hold my file forever, it was in a folder that was pretty thick so I guess I was being spied on for a long time. When my court date was coming up, thank god my one gifted psychic sense told me, I better call a lawyer and get his opinion, heck the phone book had so many dui, divorce etc lawyers that it took a while before I found the one my senses told me to call. It said free consultation on first visit. I called him, his receptionist put me on hold and then I got to talk to the lawyer. He said holy crap you shouldn't have waited till the last day, you're lucky I have nothing going on tomorrow, can you come in now? this is serious stuff. I said yes.

I got there, spilled the beans and he told me how corrupt that pig was and that if I want to avoid wd's in jail etc that the money it would cost to get me off the hook and only charged with improper use of registration would be well worth it. I put down more than half of what I owed him cuz I didn't bring all my cash with me in case I got mugged etc.

Next day I go to court, I see the pig sitting there as the judge calls names, as everyone is saying "here" I am getting nervous as my name is getting near and my lawyer isn't shown up yet, suddenly the pig is laughing at his buddies next to him and gets up with a piece of paper and grabs me and says I gotta talk to you quick outside the room. I went out and he gave me this fucking lame piece of paper he wrote that just had a date on it, he said "the judge said you dont have to be here today because there was a mistake in your arrest record" I knew this was bull fucking shit and said, well my lawyer hasn't shown up yet. He was pissed I could tell, he went downstairs and my lawyer finally came and I showed him the piece of paper which he put in my file for him and said that is corrupt he can't do that come back in. Long story short I got off the hook on just a $100 charge and had to go downstairs to get something the pig held as evidence, my lawyer ordered the judge to sign some paper I had to take down there to get my stuff.

Well the pig was down there and said "remember what I said when I told you not to say anything?" I said what you mean, I didn't even talk to my accomplice, he was pissed and gave me my stuff and had the nerve to ask me to give the guys phone number when I get home, my accomplice. I instantly took more vikes when I got home but before I left the lot at court that fucking pig sat in his car and wouldn't move until I did. The fucker followed me all the way down the street and luckily I had to get in the left turn lane and he stayed behind as I turned and once I got outta that fucking town I sped home.

Now I worry off and on that the pigs have my internet and phone tapped and are watching me like a hawk all the time. How long do they keep tabs on you if you do something that is a felony and your lawyer gets you off the hook? I was just fucking lucky, only reason I got off the hook is because the pig who arrested me wrote the wrong state ordinance etc and local ordinance as well was screwed up.

Turns out my accomplice, was an undercover pig for the dmv"I dont want to elaborate too much" but fuck, fuck ,fuck and son of a bitch. It is all about the big guys "rich fucking scum" working to keep the poor, poor, and the rich, richer so the little guy can never get ahead. My life sucks so fucking bad right now that if I somehow got a hold of a gun unlocked and fully loaded, I would put an end to my life that is a permanent problem. For me suicide is a permanent solution to a permanent problem. I just wish my Mom didn't have to hold onto my valium and hide em because I just got my refill today of 120. I'm sure even with a tolerance that if I took all 120 at once I would surely die wouldn't I?

[red26]

That sounds pretty bad. I think its going around like the flu or some shit. I got to detox in jail over the new year too. I had to do 5 weekends in the Denver city jail and my last one was over the weekend of the 28th. I'm turning myself in at the courthouse and have my back-pack stuffed with clothes , my meds and a book, and it was like this for all 4 weekends B-4 my last. Well, whoever searched my bag never saw this old rig in with my diabetis needles but that afternoon it was different.

Fuckin deputy is searchin my bag and finds this old rig with alittle blood in it. Comes over to my cell and tells me about his dicovery and adds to it that he'll just throw it out if I tell him when my last use was. Fine by me cuz my last use was almost a year ago to the day, so I told him. He's asking me again and again and I'm stonewalling this creep. The fucker puts the rig in a bag and puts on the discovery sheet that I admitted to using that DAY!!!! I had no idea this is going on and just figured he'd throw it away, most of them would just throw it away. I mean, at this point I'm on a first name basis with alot of these deputies but this chump was new.

So I'm in my cell and starting to detox from my methadone and cant wait to get outta there so I can drink down my dose thats in my bag and the hour is drawing nearer. Alittle backtrack. When I'm in intake I've got a buddy who does the fingerprinting and he's a sargent. He's happy too see me doing my last weekend and giving me props, giving me alot of encouragement and a doughnut and a cup-o-joe. So I'm up in my cell and the times come for us re-mans to get out, but my cell does'nt open. I ask whats taking so long and the dep. tells me I've got 12 days!!! WTF!! I go from a 2 day sentence to a 12 overnight?!?! What happened?

I can feel the sickness coming closer and I'm praying that somebody will see the typo and change me back to a 2 day and release me but no such luck. They dont dose you in Denver city but they do in denver county so I cant wait to get into county and get a dose in me. Well , somebody dropped the ball between city jail and county. By the time I talk to somebody its too late. My clinics' policy is after 3 days its concidered a re-start and you cant do that from jail. SON OF A BITCH MUST PAY. Last time I tried to kick methadone I almost had a heart attack and that was at 45mgs. and that HALF the dose of what I'me on now. After a day and a half I'm asking to go to the imfirmary and the c.o. calls down to the nurse and tells her that I look like hell and I'm complaining of chest and arm pain wich is completely true.

Well, I get down there and the nurse is a complete bitch. She is trying to get me to admit that I'm just trying to get a dose of methadone. I'm covered in sweat , have puke on my face and shit on my pants. Up in the pod my bunk was three away from the wrong wall and sometimes I made it to the bathroom, some times I dont. She looks at my eyes after taking my blood pressure and starts accusing me of being on drugs and I'm telling her truthfully that I'm on the meds they've given me and thats all. Shes saying "tell me what you're on! Your pupils dont get that big unless your on something!!!" Shes yelling at me. I ask to do a urinalasis and she says " Why would we want to waist more money on you?" bitch.
I tell her "I've got money on my books so I'll pay for it." She ignores me and wrights something down and then says to the other nurse "Take a look at his pupils. He's on something. What are you on??"
I can feel a siezure coming and she see's it coming too and tells me "You know if you fall out of the chair and hit you head your only making more trouble 4 yourself!!" Again she's calling the other nurse over to look at my pupils so she comes over , takes my head with both hands , slams it against the wall, and peels open my eyes right before I go out. Then I wake up in a cell with a lump on my head.

Oh yea. The day b-4 I got to feel what it was like to have a guard massage my nuts. Three times in one day. That was great. I wanted to knock that c.o. out but you know I'd just get the shit beat outta me and I was doing so good already I didnt want to make it any better.

While I was there they, well, I'm on 50 units of a 24 hour insulin and ten units of regular insulin with every meal. They had on 36 units of the 24 hour insulin and gave me nothing else. My blood sugar level didnt go below 300 during my entire stay except once because I didnt eat for a few days. Wait. Thats wrong. They gave me a anti-nausient(sp?) and 40 mgs. of my anti depressants of wich I was supposed to get 75 of daily.

Even my P.O. was pissed at what he heard about this time in denver county. I'm sueing the state for medical malpractice , med. neglect , and denver behavioral health for not doing anything about my methadone. Way I see it is if a doctor employed by the state asks me if I'm planning on pressing charges against the state and the clinic and tells me I've got a case with each I've got one.

Thats my detox story from jail. Oh yeah!!! I asked for an anti-diareal on day 5 and the nurse asks if there was a wittness. I say yeah, my 2 celleys. She says I need a staff member, so half an hour later I'm calling for a wittness. When she comes in and asks the C.O. with her "How do we know its his?" I ask if she wants a drum-roll? She turns and says "Now your getting nothing!"

sorry about the length of the post, but at least its all true.:mad:

[Papa Verine]

First off, the only good cop is A DEAD FUCKING PIG, second I dont understand the beginning of this story, some asshole honking at the poor poster of this story, what is that all about? does the poster mean road rage and he was speeding from the asshat that honked at him? or speeding from police? I just dont get that part.

But the way those fucking pigs treated the poor guy is why I think the us deserves to get nuked off the face of the earth by some terrorists. This piece of shit country just wants war, violence, hate and just shit. This story, everything you see in every trash movie that comes out is all violence. Yet this country didn't learn one thing after 9/11, which I think was allowed and corruptly brought on all because of the turd in office. As soon as turd got in office, this country went rushing down the toilet bowl never to be the same again.

I'm just lucky by the skin of my teeth I had enough money for a lawyer to get me off a non drug related offense some time back, otherwise the corrupt pig who let me out on bail to go home, I was sent a court date soon after. Before the pig took me back to my car, he threatened to burn me worse than I have ever been in my life if I leak any info to my accomplice who wasn't arrested because he wasn't there when I got caught but the pig lied to me according to the lawyer and had gave me a so called deal "if you help me set up your partner and bust him, you might not even get jail time" thank god I just took a good hit of vicodin right before I got busted but the damn pig knew I was a junky and said if I fill out the interrogation report all to the truth that I would get a deal etc.

Like a dummy I believed all his shit and fucked myself filling out this report and they can hold my file forever, it was in a folder that was pretty thick so I guess I was being spied on for a long time. When my court date was coming up, thank god my one gifted psychic sense told me, I better call a lawyer and get his opinion, heck the phone book had so many dui, divorce etc lawyers that it took a while before I found the one my senses told me to call. It said free consultation on first visit. I called him, his receptionist put me on hold and then I got to talk to the lawyer. He said holy crap you shouldn't have waited till the last day, you're lucky I have nothing going on tomorrow, can you come in now? this is serious stuff. I said yes.

I got there, spilled the beans and he told me how corrupt that pig was and that if I want to avoid wd's in jail etc that the money it would cost to get me off the hook and only charged with improper use of registration would be well worth it. I put down more than half of what I owed him cuz I didn't bring all my cash with me in case I got mugged etc.

Next day I go to court, I see the pig sitting there as the judge calls names, as everyone is saying "here" I am getting nervous as my name is getting near and my lawyer isn't shown up yet, suddenly the pig is laughing at his buddies next to him and gets up with a piece of paper and grabs me and says I gotta talk to you quick outside the room. I went out and he gave me this fucking lame piece of paper he wrote that just had a date on it, he said "the judge said you dont have to be here today because there was a mistake in your arrest record" I knew this was bull fucking shit and said, well my lawyer hasn't shown up yet. He was pissed I could tell, he went downstairs and my lawyer finally came and I showed him the piece of paper which he put in my file for him and said that is corrupt he can't do that come back in. Long story short I got off the hook on just a $100 charge and had to go downstairs to get something the pig held as evidence, my lawyer ordered the judge to sign some paper I had to take down there to get my stuff.

Well the pig was down there and said "remember what I said when I told you not to say anything?" I said what you mean, I didn't even talk to my accomplice, he was pissed and gave me my stuff and had the nerve to ask me to give the guys phone number when I get home, my accomplice. I instantly took more vikes when I got home but before I left the lot at court that fucking pig sat in his car and wouldn't move until I did. The fucker followed me all the way down the street and luckily I had to get in the left turn lane and he stayed behind as I turned and once I got outta that fucking town I sped home.

Now I worry off and on that the pigs have my internet and phone tapped and are watching me like a hawk all the time. How long do they keep tabs on you if you do something that is a felony and your lawyer gets you off the hook? I was just fucking lucky, only reason I got off the hook is because the pig who arrested me wrote the wrong state ordinance etc and local ordinance as well was screwed up.

Turns out my accomplice, was an undercover pig for the dmv"I dont want to elaborate too much" but fuck, fuck ,fuck and son of a bitch. It is all about the big guys "rich fucking scum" working to keep the poor, poor, and the rich, richer so the little guy can never get ahead. My life sucks so fucking bad right now that if I somehow got a hold of a gun unlocked and fully loaded, I would put an end to my life that is a permanent problem. For me suicide is a permanent solution to a permanent problem. I just wish my Mom didn't have to hold onto my valium and hide em because I just got my refill today of 120. I'm sure even with a tolerance that if I took all 120 at once I would surely die wouldn't I?

Don't do it Opio! Your life will get better. I really like reading your posts and I'd be real sorry to hear you blew your fucking head off. Some day you should travel to Chicago and I'll take you out for a few drinks*, I want to hear some of your stories in person.

* drinks being codeword for HEROIN!!! Just kidding.

[red26]

Don't do it Opio! Your life will get better. I really like reading your posts and I'd be real sorry to hear you blew your fucking head off. Some day you should travel to Chicago and I'll take you out for a few drinks*, I want to hear some of your stories in person.

* drinks being codeword for HEROIN!!! Just kidding.

Yeah man. I know how it feels to simply end the suffering but it passes, and your not giving yourself enough credit. Doing that takes alot of strength and accepting the fact of your own potential is a hard thing to see let alone point it in a direction.

[red26]

I'm going to my doctor in an hour and I need to ask her for a letter of complaint against the treatment and alteration of all of my prescriptions. I'll be more than happy to donate 50% of my settlement to the clinic. The one case will be a hard one but I've had 2 doctors and a lawyer tell me I've got a case against my methadone clinic for denying me my treatment because of someone elses mistake.
I'm not quite sure as how to ask my doctor for this letter. Any suggestions?

I want to take these peoples lives away from them who all treated me so terribly because of one mans assumptions. I left a message on my P.O.'s voicemail yesterday asking him if there was audio recording in the holding cells so I can prove the deputy was completely lying about everything in his report... did I get a call back??? Of course not.

[Hookahed]

opiobsessed, IMO you're last post above is very harsh. Do you mind expanding on what made you so anti-female? Also, are you gay or just asexual? I can't imagine any female wanting anything to do with you and that's a shame. You don't know what you are missing.

That's right, the women are smarter.

A straight male

Oh, and W/D in the pokey much be a bitch (as in bummer).

[Papa Verine]

opiobsessed, IMO you're last post above is very harsh. Do you mind expanding on what made you so anti-female? Also, are you gay or just asexual? I can't imagine any female wanting anything to do with you and that's a shame. You don't know what you are missing.

That's right, the women are smarter.

A straight male

Oh, and W/D in the pokey much be a bitch (as in bummer).

I couldn't believe what I was reading. It's kinda' scarey isn't it?

[axe]

Holy Fucking shit. There are rants and then there are rants.

axe

[opiobsessed]

I know it sounded harsh etc, but I was in a real hateful and depressed mood the day I posted that. After reading how badly this poor guy was treated in jail just made me go on a rant.

About the "me hating women so bad part", that comes from unusual and harsh rotten experiences I've had with women all my life as I was growing up, that made me hate women and for some reason whenever I hear about, or see in the movies, a bitch killing a man or violence against a man, it just makes me blow my stack.

I dont know if you could consider me gay because I've had great sex with a few women in my life and men as well:D. But since I got into opiates in 02/03, I rarely have any sex desires, except maybe once a month when I "shock the monkey" ha ha.

[axe]

I pointed some people at this thread from another site, and whether they agreed with you or not, they all gave you points for your honesty.
I'm doing the same.

axe

[astro]

this is all too tragic. i don't even want to think about detoxing in jail. too many sad, bad, & emotional memories to want to go back to that state of mind.
reading these anecdotes, however, does make me appreciate the suboxone under my tongue right now ten fold more than normal.
if you truly cant have the good without the bad, then opiates are one of the most compelling arguments in favor. of course, this realization is always in retrospect.

[opiobsessed]

I pointed some people at this thread from another site, and whether they agreed with you or not, they all gave you points for your honesty.
I'm doing the same.

axe

Well I see my rep points are down here now after making the dumb mistake of letting the cat outta the bag about my sexuality, now its being spread to other sites, shit this isn't the first time I really ruined my rep on this board. I"M outta here

[SHELLEY]

Letting people go cold like that is pure crule and unusual

punishment. It's against the fucking constitution but when

was the last time that mattered, Right?:cool:

since when is it unconstitutional to let a person deal w/ the consequences of their actions?
plenty of folks get locked up who DON'T go through w/d
they didn't choose to shoot dope every day until they finally got caught

believe me, i came off heroin and coke HARD in the holding cells
and they took away my clothes, shoes, "mattress", sheet, blanket, everything
it was called Q-15 or "detox" and damn it was bad
every time they called for chow, i wouldn't take any but they shoved it in my cell anyways
and wouldn't remove it for a couple hours so the smell would make me sicker
as i sat shivering on the dirtiest floor imaginable, no drawers even
i was scared that some aids germs or something were gonna crawl up my pussy
but i was sick of standing up and laying down on the floor just made me colder
i agree it's one of the worst experiences of my life
and i got shot in the ghetto and had to get to the er on my own, not as bad as jail w/d!!

but is it unconstitutional? hell fuck no!
i broke the law, i did the dope, i knew the consequences and still acted

[bigNasty]

since when is it unconstitutional to let a person deal w/ the consequences of their actions?
plenty of folks get locked up who DON'T go through w/d
they didn't choose to shoot dope every day until they finally got caught

believe me, i came off heroin and coke HARD in the holding cells
and they took away my clothes, shoes, "mattress", sheet, blanket, everything
it was called Q-15 or "detox" and damn it was bad
every time they called for chow, i wouldn't take any but they shoved it in my cell anyways
and wouldn't remove it for a couple hours so the smell would make me sicker
as i sat shivering on the dirtiest floor imaginable, no drawers even
i was scared that some aids germs or something were gonna crawl up my pussy
but i was sick of standing up and laying down on the floor just made me colder
i agree it's one of the worst experiences of my life
and i got shot in the ghetto and had to get to the er on my own, not as bad as jail w/d!!

but is it unconstitutional? hell fuck no!
i broke the law, i did the dope, i knew the consequences and still acted
Damn shelley i can tell you're 8 months preggers. every thread of yours that i read is about US policy and/or politics and looking for a fight. Let this old ass thread die

[tch2296]

[quote=red26;239431]That sounds pretty bad. I think its going around like the flu or some shit. I got Again she's calling the other nurse over to look at my pupils so she comes over , takes my head with both hands , slams it against the wall, and peels open my eyes right before I go out. Then I wake up in a cell with a lump on my head.

You should have beat the living shit outta that fucking CUNT for slamming your head against wall, I am very anal about a CUNT beating a man, I think women evolved from hell below and while I hate women with a passion. Any CUNT that hits a man like that should have a red hot big soldering iron shoved up her cunt as deep as possible as she screams in pain and passes out and dies from it. If that was me, I would have kicked that cunt in the cunt as hard as I could.

This fucking piece of shit country treats its prisoners just as bad if not worse than Iraq or other terrorist countries, I think this country is the black kettle calling the black kettle black as far as violence and terrorisim goes. I hope Karma hits this cunt so bad that she gets in such a bad car crash or something that injures her so bad that she gets paraylized from the neck down for the rest of her life. Or I hope she gets raped in a dark alley etc and then tied up and doused with gasoline and burned to death.

Well all I can say is, good luck and I wish the best for you and I hope you can sue the living shit out of them and the CUNT too, it would be great even if you got a million bucks or enough to retire on and have plenty of drugs after what you been through.

Wow dude, you must be a real shithead. I know this thread is fuckin' old, but I was reading through some good stories on here, only to come across this dumb-ass comment.

I'm sorry you are scared of women, but clearly you are the cunt.

[OxiContinKing]

Wow old as fuck, but good read.

[Spork]

as i sat shivering on the dirtiest floor imaginable, no drawers even
i was scared that some aids germs or something were gonna crawl up my pussy
but i was sick of standing up and laying down on the floor just made me colder


Quite possibly the funniest thing I've ever read on opiophile in my lifetime. I'm still lolling. Hard.

[hopefiend]

fucking troopers on the southernstate hate em. you said you werein dorms where where you nassau??

[opiobsessed]

[QUOTE=opiobsessed;242254]

Wow dude, you must be a real shithead. I know this thread is fuckin' old, but I was reading through some good stories on here, only to come across this dumb-ass comment.

I'm sorry you are scared of women, but clearly you are the cunt.

FUCK YOU TCH2296, no you are the real fucking ASSHOLE, go take a flying fuck at a rolling donut, you are the 1st person I've met on here who is as bad if not worse than the crackhead fuckhead I met through the "dump" mmt clinic I go to. You must be a crackhead too and you must be one miserable asshole yourself. There was no fucking need for that god damn comment, I've already been given enough hell over this remark SO FUCK OFF EVERYONE AND STOP HARRASSING ME, JESUS fucking christ, go ahead and fucking ban me and wipe me and everything I've posted off this site and I'll fucking never come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

I can't believe it, there's even dickheads on here too who are the kettle calling the kettle black. FUCK PEOPLE like you. Asshats like you are what make us junkies look so bad and hated so much, I hope you get arrested and suffer the worst withdrawal hell in jail yourself.

[doctor diesel]

:confused: :confused: :confused:

:whip:



Doc

[SHELLEY]

[QUOTE=tch2296;354489]

FUCK YOU TCH2296, no you are the real fucking ASSHOLE, go take a flying fuck at a rolling donut, you are the 1st person I've met on here who is as bad if not worse than the crackhead fuckhead I met through the "dump" mmt clinic I go to. You must be a crackhead too and you must be one miserable asshole yourself. There was no fucking need for that god damn comment, I've already been given enough hell over this remark SO FUCK OFF EVERYONE AND STOP HARRASSING ME, JESUS fucking christ, go ahead and fucking ban me and wipe me and everything I've posted off this site and I'll fucking never come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

I can't believe it, there's even dickheads on here too who are the kettle calling the kettle black. FUCK PEOPLE like you. Asshats like you are what make us junkies look so bad and hated so much, I hope you get arrested and suffer the worst withdrawal hell in jail yourself.

now THAT'S what i call a quick comeback :rolleyes:
"i'm not a dick! fuck you! watch me piss and moan like a dick b/c someone called me a dick!" -opiobsessed

[Uncle Wiggly]

IF you all want to fight go to the flamers forum. this thread is dead.