when your body says 'enough'

[HistoryofMadness]

fuck's sake it has been a while. i am glad to be back around. just as a quick update, i am fucking clean, from everything, and what the fuck?!? has the whole world gone crazy? when did that happen?

anyway my body has lodged an official complaint against me for drinking, opiates, and cocaine. i got clean for a few months, and decided to give it another whirl, and fuck's sake i think i've done some permanent damage.

my conclusion is that alcohol, which has done the most damage to my body, is a fucking waking nightmare for me from now on.

my heart can't take any more cocaine. fucking shit almost killed me.

and i just can't bring myself back to the misery of the constant opiates chase yet. i will say that my tolerance is forever fucked. i was clean for almost 6 months and motherfucker i still couldn't get high on a fucking 'tab anymore.

said all that to say that i'm actually clean again which is fucking unreal for me. i'm not saying i'm staying clean, just saying i am right now. who the fuck knows what tomorrow has in store.

who the fuck knows anything anymore?

anyway its good to be back around. hope all is well and look the fuck out!

[nick]

I know very little about anything,but I know it's good that you're back.

Clean or not...........I've missed your jackboots bro.

[WarmCyanide]

i made armadillo eggs last saturday. welcome back.

[Slippin|Fallen]

dont know you but welcome back.

[bronyraur]

welcome back bro.

[kyuss]

Hey there HOMie.
How ya been?
Congrats on getting clean,
god knows it ain't easy.

[Duckfeet]

Good to see you back round here, HOM...hope yer travels out in the wild blue yonder were fruitful...but I don't know, sounds from reading yer post like u went thru some travail out there...and well, here's some refuge for you...and I finally had to give up the juice...drinking might be legal, but to me it would be like popping vicodin all day: no buzz anymore, and too hard on the liver. Of course I CWE vics, but don't know how to do that w/alcohol ;-)

And coke, I think everybody finely has one of those "cocaine mornings" and they are the coldest mornings in the world...anyway, good to see you...




fuck's sake it has been a while. i am glad to be back around. just as a quick update, i am fucking clean, from everything, and what the fuck?!? has the whole world gone crazy? when did that happen?

anyway my body has lodged an official complaint against me for drinking, opiates, and cocaine. i got clean for a few months, and decided to give it another whirl, and fuck's sake i think i've done some permanent damage.

my conclusion is that alcohol, which has done the most damage to my body, is a fucking waking nightmare for me from now on.

my heart can't take any more cocaine. fucking shit almost killed me.

and i just can't bring myself back to the misery of the constant opiates chase yet. i will say that my tolerance is forever fucked. i was clean for almost 6 months and motherfucker i still couldn't get high on a fucking 'tab anymore.

said all that to say that i'm actually clean again which is fucking unreal for me. i'm not saying i'm staying clean, just saying i am right now. who the fuck knows what tomorrow has in store.

who the fuck knows anything anymore?

anyway its good to be back around. hope all is well and look the fuck out!

[poonwhalla]

good to see you still coming round here brother

[southernbelle]

So good to see you back, HOM! We missed you.:party:

[devilsdrug]

yea but whose gonna listen to any one back from the dead

[Duckfeet]

^^^^^??? *Me*: same way I listen to u, yah old curmudgeon... ;-)

[candyshop]

holy crap -welcome back sweets-glad you are still alive-

[JonnyMohawk]

HOM, I've missed you. Its good to see you around, yeah I know everyone says that but I truly mean it, your posts bring something special to the board. mhmm.

[OxyContinuously]

welcome back, HoM

[nick]

holy crap -welcome back sweets-glad you are still alive-


Good to see you too sis!!

[Zogledan]

HOM

Your my favorie human to monitor from space.

[HistoryofMadness]

HOM

Your my favorie human to monitor from space.

aww... thanks do i appear to be a stranger from a strange land all the way from there?

thanks to all you guys so far, it means a lot to have friends around this place... may l. ron's grace shine upon you all

ah hell fuck it i'm tired of this hippy shit. let's go break something.

[HandMeSomeOpiates]

Gratz on staying clean. God knows it aint easy once you've been on the shit for that long a stretch. Glad to see you back. Do what's best for you bro. God Bless

[Rent]

WOW!! Look at all the missing oldies in this thread. Welcome back HOM, you always had great words of wisdom!!