im checking in

[antigonemuse]

wish me luck, going into detox after what seems like a three binge


love ya

peace

[dirtdog]

Good luck
Good for you! :)
It aint gonna be easy but Im sure you'll feel better :)

[tui]

oh god... best of luck AM, i'll be thinking of you.

t

[betmylife]

good luck....hope it all works out.....


BML

[Duckfeet]

I always say that kicking, and trying to get the hell away from opiates is part of our life too. Our hope comes from the occasional person who accoplishes this, and seems reasonably happy without opiates. I pulled it off a couple of times, for five years, and then for seven. I know it can be done, and I wish you best of luck...

wish me luck, going into detox after what seems like a three binge


love ya

peace

[bronyraur]

wish me luck, going into detox after what seems like a three binge


love ya

peace

i hope detox works for you in the way you want it to.

I'll be thinking about ya.

[kyuss]

Good luck Anti,
sometimes it just has to happen,
whether supply or cash run out.
I'll be thinking of you.
What kind of detox is it?

[iloveoxys03]

i wish you good luck man i rooting for you:p

[NastyZilla]

Sweetie, I hope you want this (as opposed to being forced into it by someone).

Bless ya - hang in there. I've never been an inpatient at a detox, and it scares me silly to think about it. Once it's over, please come back and post in a thread or drop me a PM to let me know what the experience was like, and what you thought of it.

Take care! Please know you're on our minds.

NZ

[pharmboy]

Best of luck to ya, Hope it works out.

P.S. Don't let them talk you into any
Naltrexone implant. Its like being
dead for months and months.
Now theres something that SHOULD
be illegal.

[blackdog]

:rolleyes:OH HOLY MOTHER OF OPIATES, GIVE ME THE STRENGTH NOT TO SPEW ALL OVER ME SELF IN A FIT OF LAUGHTER AND SELF INDULGENCE.........:rolleyes:
I MEAN UMMM GOOD LUCK UHMMM SEE YOU TOMORROW? ANYWAY? WAH WAH WAH.........

[chopstix]

+++Vibes AM. You can do it.

Getting clean is the easy part, staying clean is the hard part..

[AZJunkie]

GOOD LUCK!!!!!

Bring us home some of those cool "detox sox".

[Opiyum]

Boy I hope she's doing ok. Judging by the time she posted this I imagine she isn't feeling to well right now and that's a terrible thing to think about.

She always was trooper and I would think she always will be.

Good luck Anti.

[ProdigalSon]

Thoughts are with you...

[southernbelle]

Good luck, Anti. I hope it goes well for you. We'll be thinking of you.

[OxyContinuously]

definitely, good luck with that; hope it works out 4 u.

[antigonemuse]

detox complete

this was definatly an interesting experience. I didnt do it to quit, rather give myself a break.... i need to get shit in order

they did a sub taper.... which worked with minor discomfort. this is the first time in 3 years that ive gone 5 days w/o a hit. i feel pretty good actually. the facility was great.... and i met some very interesting folks... even ran into some old friends.

the whole time i was there all i wanted was a cig., caffine and a decent meal would have been good. Im gonna start on sub. gotta make the appt tommorow

just wanted to l et everyone know i was back. ill write more later

[blackdog]

you guys are totally screwing with my head. now make up your minds, either your going to be drug addicts or not? which is it going to be? yeah well anyway lets hope its a long vacation/holiday cause i know it would sure do wonders for the bank account. ummm hmmmmmmm
love ya's with or with out dope.
peace , steve,:cool::p

[tyrant]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEQM7D1FDPg

:rolleyes:

[antigonemuse]

you guys are totally screwing with my head. now make up your minds, either your going to be drug addicts or not? which is it going to be? yeah well anyway lets hope its a long vacation/holiday cause i know it would sure do wonders for the bank account. ummm hmmmmmmm
love ya's with or with out dope.
peace , steve,:cool::p


well sweety, we are gonna try our luck with chipping. i needed to get my self through the wd's, and the detox helped me achieve this. just got tired of getting sick.... i wanna see how long i can last not being totally dependent on a fix to get me thru the day. This way i can actually enjoy the high, instead of chasing it around, or needing it to essentually exist. feels good to have a clear head, and not wake up worried about getting the next dose. I know its only been five days. I hope we can hold out / be good.

luv you too dawg. hope to see ya soon,,, hehe

peace

[GoddessofRATs]

I know your not gonna read this because your gone already, but maybe you will when ya get back....

Good luck to you Anti.... i wish the best for you and hope the detox works and it goes smoothly.

HUGS,
GOR

[antigonemuse]

I know your not gonna read this because your gone already, but maybe you will when ya get back....

Good luck to you Anti.... i wish the best for you and hope the detox works and it goes smoothly.

HUGS,
GOR


im out already, see above

and thanks

[GoddessofRATs]

oops, your back LOL, Duh... I'm so out of it this morning, the darn heat.

So you made it through detox but are gonna chip. Ok, cool... best of luck with that instead lol.

GOR

[Duckfeet]

And welcome back to you, for sure...and I know you know, that in early days, don't overdo it, as it's real easy to kick habit right back up to where it was before...enjoy the day tho, and best wishes to you....



im out already, see above

and thanks

[CTdopeLove]

Congrats on the detox AM, and good luck with the chipping thing...take it incredibly slow.

I couldn't list on both hands the number of times I've kicked dope for a week or more, only to go back to chipping. The time before this current habit I've got going, I quit for a week, used, then didn't use for another week, then I used every third day for about 3 months. All good things come to an end though, and once I had my friend wanting a ride from me every day, and offering 2 or 3 (or more) bags for a ride, I couldn't turn it down.

Oh well, thus is the life of a junky. Just waiting for that same friend to call me now for a ride, since I only have $10 of my own and don't wanna make my dealer come see me for one bag unless I really have to.

~CTdopeLove

[GoddessofRATs]

i wish i could do that. Use for a couple days than a couple off. I just can't seem to do it and i know if i could my world would be so much better. I'd have more money, I'd have pain control since i wouldn't be using all my pain meds up in a weeks time. I probably would even be healthier and feel better.

There is a downfall to being high and that is the low. I kinda feel at a low right now. I'm not enjoying the pods, i only have a few vics yet and they don't really do much but give me a tummy ache and a slight comfort. After the last dose of pods is gone and these vics are gone it's back to getting seeds and that cost so much money.

I wish there was way i could just be strong and taper than chip all without having to go threw w/d's ya know.

My heart is telling me i need a brake, my mind says that to, but my addiction wants none of that and won't hear of it.

I'm at a crossroads i think and I'm so scared. I mean you guys know me, I'm always so happy go lucky and outgoing but these past few days I've been so down and i don't know why, the pods, pms, my body needing a brake? I jsut don't know. I feel so alone right now. I know I'm not, i have all of you but.. at night when there is nothing on TV and i am flipping though the channels, feeling a slight warmth from a few vics thats when it hits me, i cry. I feel so alone and wish someone could just hold me till it's over, man or woman. And that's odd for me, i never feel that way.

Ok, i am taking away from the OP's thread and i don't wanna hog it. Just needed to say that stuff i guess.

GOR

[slugbone]

im out already, see above

and thanks



well done hon. i tried to think of more to type but i'm not particularly intelligent so, well thats it.

[kyuss]

detox complete

this was definatly an interesting experience. I didnt do it to quit, rather give myself a break.... i need to get shit in order

they did a sub taper.... which worked with minor discomfort. this is the first time in 3 years that ive gone 5 days w/o a hit. i feel pretty good actually. the facility was great.... and i met some very interesting folks... even ran into some old friends.

the whole time i was there all i wanted was a cig., caffine and a decent meal would have been good. Im gonna start on sub. gotta make the appt tommorow

just wanted to l et everyone know i was back. ill write more later

Glad you're back.
Every break I've taken
has been with the aid of subs.
I'm a fan of the hexaoranges.

i wish i could do that. Use for a couple days than a couple off. I just can't seem to do it and i know if i could my world would be so much better. I'd have more money, I'd have pain control since i wouldn't be using all my pain meds up in a weeks time. I probably would even be healthier and feel better.

There is a downfall to being high and that is the low. I kinda feel at a low right now. I'm not enjoying the pods, i only have a few vics yet and they don't really do much but give me a tummy ache and a slight comfort. After the last dose of pods is gone and these vics are gone it's back to getting seeds and that cost so much money.

I wish there was way i could just be strong and taper than chip all without having to go threw w/d's ya know.

My heart is telling me i need a brake, my mind says that to, but my addiction wants none of that and won't hear of it.

I'm at a crossroads i think and I'm so scared. I mean you guys know me, I'm always so happy go lucky and outgoing but these past few days I've been so down and i don't know why, the pods, pms, my body needing a brake? I jsut don't know. I feel so alone right now. I know I'm not, i have all of you but.. at night when there is nothing on TV and i am flipping though the channels, feeling a slight warmth from a few vics thats when it hits me, i cry. I feel so alone and wish someone could just hold me till it's over, man or woman. And that's odd for me, i never feel that way.

Ok, i am taking away from the OP's thread and i don't wanna hog it. Just needed to say that stuff i guess.

GOR

Hang in there Ratgirl,
we all feel those Blues sometimes.
I hate seeing my Opigirls down. :(

[Ragdoll]

Hey there, Antig - I've been scarce lately, but I hope things are going as planned with you.

GofR.... I hear you. :juggle: <------ kinda like this? And this ferocious heat is not helping, no!