The Perfect HIGH - Alas

[antigonemuse]

The nature of the game it to reach the perfect high... get to that surreal opio-palace inbetween euphoria and an overdose... kind of like that first hit but with the experience to appreciate where you are at. These hits occure few and far inbetween...

last night 40mg iv dillie later, well suffice to say that I can no find words to express the place that last shot brought me. It was perfect.I was in a bubble of euphoria for hours. i just wanted to share this spiritual moment, and hopfully hear some other folks ponder on finally reachin that place after a long, and repeated blast up the same lane.

hell, its what we work for

anti

[antigonemuse]

how imbarassing, no replies

[pharmboy]

Were all just to jealous.

[antigonemuse]

Were all just to jealous.


hahaha thought so

i worked long and hard for that friend!! got the scars to prove it

I had also had a ba of dope that day.... but one bag aint shit

[GOLD N DIEMONDS]

Were all just to jealous.

Ha, just what I was thinking first read. We are all selfish and want it to be us, not you.(JK)
OKAY I AM SO VERY HAPPY FOR YOU! :) :) :)

[antigonemuse]

Ha, just what I was thinking first read. We are all selfish and want it to be us, not you.(JK)
OKAY I AM SO VERY HAPPY FOR YOU! :) :) :)
well... i was aking others to share their experience too sweets

[GoddessofRATs]

That's what we're all searching for, that perfect high. We rarely get it though LOL. All you can do when you acheive that perfect high is savor every minute of it and it sounds like you did.

GOR

[jacky]

sorry for the lack of replies....

its been awhile since I have pushed any dillies...
the effect of shooting them always reminded me of speed balls.

as life goes on I guess my feelings concerning euphoria changed....euphoria now is keeping my head on at lower doses. oral doses....
for some reason only the opium spectrum of alkaloids keeps me happy, semi synthetics such as hydromorphone and hydrocodone slowly became dysphoric for me.
my body doesnt seem to tolerate those compounds anymore.

a nurse I know said the same thing happened to her, hydromorphone and hydrocodone and heroin became intolerable to her.

hydrocodone now only causes me anxiety and depression, I cannot get any sleep on those three semi synthetics now for some reason...they make me tired, but the anxiety and side effects of respitory depression seem to keep me irritated.

I dont know how many hydrocodones I have passed up in the last 5 years since finding this out.

the last material I used IV was some buprenorphine ampules, and then a load of kratom alkaloids to try and determine the abuse factor.

the buprenorphine felt great to shoot up, but only because I was in withdrawl..the rapid release relief was amazing.

the majority of what I get out of opiates now is a euphoria from having my life stable.
everyday I get a bit of a buzz, nod out, etc, and small blankets of euphoria keep me happy, but the only thing that would get me there really is the opium blend of alkaloids.
if I take pure M, I dont get much euphoria now, it seems for me that codeine,and the other opium alkaloids are needed for the full effect now.
plus add kratom and ashwaghanda to that mix.
pile on herbs, kratom, chocolate, and milk...and the most euphoria I experience is late night, fleeting...

looking back on the first time I shot dillies, I remember laying on the floor, steeped in sweat, having visions of high mountain lakes and sunshine. I was in a valley, at night, in the cold fall....having visions of warmth and high altitude scenery....it was strange.....like remote viewing.
later I read about the probable origins of the opium poppy....and my visions made more sense.

but as I kept abusing opiates/opioids, these class of semi synthetics started becoming irritating to me.

a few nurses/doctors that I have talked to when I tell them about this occurrence have related to me that they know people that have become allergic to their drug of choice, all semi synthetics, literally overnight.
one morning a person wakes up, takes a shot, and gets something far different than they are used to.
dysphoria....and an end to the party at hand.

[doctor diesel]

I almost feel like crying now, Jacky.

[Inspektahdek]

sorry for the lack of replies....

its been awhile since I have pushed any dillies...
the effect of shooting them always reminded me of speed balls.

as life goes on I guess my feelings concerning euphoria changed....euphoria now is keeping my head on at lower doses. oral doses....
for some reason only the opium spectrum of alkaloids keeps me happy, semi synthetics such as hydromorphone and hydrocodone slowly became dysphoric for me.
my body doesnt seem to tolerate those compounds anymore.

a nurse I know said the same thing happened to her, hydromorphone and hydrocodone and heroin became intolerable to her.

hydrocodone now only causes me anxiety and depression, I cannot get any sleep on those three semi synthetics now for some reason...they make me tired, but the anxiety and side effects of respitory depression seem to keep me irritated.

I dont know how many hydrocodones I have passed up in the last 5 years since finding this out.

the last material I used IV was some buprenorphine ampules, and then a load of kratom alkaloids to try and determine the abuse factor.

the buprenorphine felt great to shoot up, but only because I was in withdrawl..the rapid release relief was amazing.

the majority of what I get out of opiates now is a euphoria from having my life stable.
everyday I get a bit of a buzz, nod out, etc, and small blankets of euphoria keep me happy, but the only thing that would get me there really is the opium blend of alkaloids.
if I take pure M, I dont get much euphoria now, it seems for me that codeine,and the other opium alkaloids are needed for the full effect now.
plus add kratom and ashwaghanda to that mix.
pile on herbs, kratom, chocolate, and milk...and the most euphoria I experience is late night, fleeting...

looking back on the first time I shot dillies, I remember laying on the floor, steeped in sweat, having visions of high mountain lakes and sunshine. I was in a valley, at night, in the cold fall....having visions of warmth and high altitude scenery....it was strange.....like remote viewing.
later I read about the probable origins of the opium poppy....and my visions made more sense.

but as I kept abusing opiates/opioids, these class of semi synthetics started becoming irritating to me.

a few nurses/doctors that I have talked to when I tell them about this occurrence have related to me that they know people that have become allergic to their drug of choice, all semi synthetics, literally overnight.
one morning a person wakes up, takes a shot, and gets something far different than they are used to.
dysphoria....and an end to the party at hand.


Very poetic and a nice post. I still recall not even that long ago, maybe a year tops one of the best opiate highs I experienced was pure codeine sulphate pills 30mg, I maxed to the ceiling dose and I was extremely euphoric.

Something about purity that semi-synthetics just can't match, it's almost indescribable

[doctor diesel]

Yeah, that rings a bell, Inspekta. For me the historic best high ever (and this is about eight years ago) was brought on by 90mg of codeine phosphate.
Man, I'll never forget that experience.


Doc

[Inspektahdek]

Yeah, that rings a bell, Inspekta. For me the historic best high ever (and this is about eight years ago) was brought on by 90mg of codeine phosphate.
Man, I'll never forget that experience.


Doc


thats fantastic that we have a similar historic opiate experience, cheers