gnat
11-18-2005, 11:01 PM
I haven't used DXM to lower my tolerence to opiates but wow my last experiences was something else.
I used to drink 4oz of Robo MaxStrength Cough almost everyday after lunch. That wasn't the most I have drank and re dosing has proved very potent for me in the past as well. I always experienced signifigant disruptions in my perception and vision. Things would blink from big as hell to small as hell, my perception of objects would change every few seconds. I was fun of course, and I swear sometimes I drank so much I thought that this must be exactly what it feels like to die and go to hell. Overall I have very fond memories of dxm though. I did it often enough that it really was affecting my health. I've always been thin and being that a bottle of robo would make me feel full for 4-8hrs I continued to lose weight. So I finally got around to stopping and never really felt like doing it again.
Fast forward to last month. I get a hair up my ass to try some gelcaps after reading on the net about my old love. So I buy up several different kinds of gelcaps and pop a couple. I was going to slowly dose up to around 300mg. Ever since I had stopped long ago, if I ever needed robo for a cold my body would get completely fucked up even from a teaspoon. I would get all hot, dissy, nauseated etc. This is why I was dosing slowly, I didn't want to get sick. Well after I about 6 and started to feel it I wanted to lay down. I fell asleep. Well I woke up about an hour or so later and stood up to realize I was gettin off pretty good. Someone called, and I talked on the phone for a few mins and it was a little difficult so I cut the conversation short. I went ahead and took the rest of the pills. I started feeling bad again and laid down again. Wow, I can't believe I fell asleep again just day dreaming. Great, maybe I can sleep it off.
I woke up again. I went to the restroom and I was totally fucking blasted. I was so far out there it was just unbelievable. I couldn't move without having all the heavy feelings I remember as good but for some reason they were bad now. Every movement was attached to nausea and I was hoping I would get past that like I used to. Well I lay down again and try like hell to sleep. I end up in some other state I believe and the feelings throughout my body were far beyond intense. It was probably 4am by now and I started this whole thing around 11 or 12. I felt like I was burning from the inside. All of my nerves, feelings and sensations were of fire. I felt as if I was burning my nerve endings all at once. I can't explain it. The only thing I can compare it to is the rushy feeling of opiates only to the point of pure burning pain. It was way too much for me, maybe I'm just getting old. It had probably been a good 12 years since the last time.
Wow is all I can say. I managed to put myself out again with alot of pillow hugging and rocking in the infant position. I swear to God I actually broke my pillow. It was a cheap pillow but it was near brand new. The next day I looked at it and it was all lumped up on over half of it. Not little lumps but it was straight fucked up. Anyways about 7 am I wake up and can't get back to sleep. I'm totally fucked up. Finally I was over the feeling bad and the most intense part of the trip but woah, I was shitty and it was obvious it wasn't going away anytime soon. I was fucked up ALL day long after being fucked up all night long. I'm sure it was my fault as I think I dosed 3 times throughout the night but damn, I tried to sleep it off. It almost felt like it was in a wait state while I was asleep and I only worked my way through the trip while I was awake.
My g/f was going to dose with me but she fell asleep before I got around to it so I was fucked up by myself. Not a problem though, she's done it before and she knows how it feels so she was sooo totally helpful and supportive all day. Thank God for her, she really made things easier just by not being a bitch about it. I waited most of the day before I took any hydrocodone but when I did take it, I really didn't get much from it. It seemed the same for days! I'm serious, it really felt like I wasn't getting off on my hydrocodone or avinza when I took it that week. I felt like I had burned my receptors or nerves!
Anyways, enough from me. I just thought I would share, maybe someone else has had a similar experience. If you have, please chime in. I know alot of people say it helps drop your opiate tolerence, but I guess that's in smaller doses. I can say for sure it had a negative effect on my opiate use for at least a week. Sorry my post went so long, it's obvious the opiates are working again :D
I used to drink 4oz of Robo MaxStrength Cough almost everyday after lunch. That wasn't the most I have drank and re dosing has proved very potent for me in the past as well. I always experienced signifigant disruptions in my perception and vision. Things would blink from big as hell to small as hell, my perception of objects would change every few seconds. I was fun of course, and I swear sometimes I drank so much I thought that this must be exactly what it feels like to die and go to hell. Overall I have very fond memories of dxm though. I did it often enough that it really was affecting my health. I've always been thin and being that a bottle of robo would make me feel full for 4-8hrs I continued to lose weight. So I finally got around to stopping and never really felt like doing it again.
Fast forward to last month. I get a hair up my ass to try some gelcaps after reading on the net about my old love. So I buy up several different kinds of gelcaps and pop a couple. I was going to slowly dose up to around 300mg. Ever since I had stopped long ago, if I ever needed robo for a cold my body would get completely fucked up even from a teaspoon. I would get all hot, dissy, nauseated etc. This is why I was dosing slowly, I didn't want to get sick. Well after I about 6 and started to feel it I wanted to lay down. I fell asleep. Well I woke up about an hour or so later and stood up to realize I was gettin off pretty good. Someone called, and I talked on the phone for a few mins and it was a little difficult so I cut the conversation short. I went ahead and took the rest of the pills. I started feeling bad again and laid down again. Wow, I can't believe I fell asleep again just day dreaming. Great, maybe I can sleep it off.
I woke up again. I went to the restroom and I was totally fucking blasted. I was so far out there it was just unbelievable. I couldn't move without having all the heavy feelings I remember as good but for some reason they were bad now. Every movement was attached to nausea and I was hoping I would get past that like I used to. Well I lay down again and try like hell to sleep. I end up in some other state I believe and the feelings throughout my body were far beyond intense. It was probably 4am by now and I started this whole thing around 11 or 12. I felt like I was burning from the inside. All of my nerves, feelings and sensations were of fire. I felt as if I was burning my nerve endings all at once. I can't explain it. The only thing I can compare it to is the rushy feeling of opiates only to the point of pure burning pain. It was way too much for me, maybe I'm just getting old. It had probably been a good 12 years since the last time.
Wow is all I can say. I managed to put myself out again with alot of pillow hugging and rocking in the infant position. I swear to God I actually broke my pillow. It was a cheap pillow but it was near brand new. The next day I looked at it and it was all lumped up on over half of it. Not little lumps but it was straight fucked up. Anyways about 7 am I wake up and can't get back to sleep. I'm totally fucked up. Finally I was over the feeling bad and the most intense part of the trip but woah, I was shitty and it was obvious it wasn't going away anytime soon. I was fucked up ALL day long after being fucked up all night long. I'm sure it was my fault as I think I dosed 3 times throughout the night but damn, I tried to sleep it off. It almost felt like it was in a wait state while I was asleep and I only worked my way through the trip while I was awake.
My g/f was going to dose with me but she fell asleep before I got around to it so I was fucked up by myself. Not a problem though, she's done it before and she knows how it feels so she was sooo totally helpful and supportive all day. Thank God for her, she really made things easier just by not being a bitch about it. I waited most of the day before I took any hydrocodone but when I did take it, I really didn't get much from it. It seemed the same for days! I'm serious, it really felt like I wasn't getting off on my hydrocodone or avinza when I took it that week. I felt like I had burned my receptors or nerves!
Anyways, enough from me. I just thought I would share, maybe someone else has had a similar experience. If you have, please chime in. I know alot of people say it helps drop your opiate tolerence, but I guess that's in smaller doses. I can say for sure it had a negative effect on my opiate use for at least a week. Sorry my post went so long, it's obvious the opiates are working again :D